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((Soooo.... NDRV3 happened, and I’m thinking of reviving Ishimaru. I’m not promising anything, and I don’t even know if anyone I used to write with is here anymore, but... watch this space.))

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Archived

This blog is now officially archived. I’ve been thinking about doing this for a while, but I’ve come to a decision. I had some good times on this blog, but my muse has moved on, and I’m just not as heavily into the source material as I used to be. I still love all of you amazing followers, and I hope to still keep in touch with my friends. 

There may come a time in the future that I revisit Ishimaru, but if I did so I believe it would be best to start fresh on a new blog. I won’t delete this blog, however.

Friends, please feel free to add me on skype. My username is shsl-disciplinarian. I still care about you all. I’m not completely gone from tumblr, either; I do have another rp blog and a personal (although I rarely use the personal). Although I highly doubt any of you would be interested in my other rp blog (my muse is from the Game of Thrones fandom), if for some reason you are, you are welcome to ask for the url. I will still check ask and im boxes.

Thank you for all the fun I had on this blog. <3

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((So I should probably explain what’s been going on these past few months. Between college and stress and health problems and depression life has been very difficult for me. Every time I try to come back to this blog it’s felt like a weight on me and honestly I think it’s because I have no muse for Ishimaru right now. I still love him, he’s still my son, but that muse just isn’t there anymore. Hopefully it will come back at some point, but for now I’m officially putting this blog on hiatus. I probably should have done this a long time ago.

I do hope to come back, because I loved roleplaying as Ishi - and I made so many lovely friends here. I only see a few of those people on the dash nowadays, but I’m sure everyone else is lovely as well. I would like to keep in contact with those friends I’ve made over the years, and please feel free to add me on Skype if we’re mutuals and you haven’t already. (my username is the same as my url.) 

I’m still around on tumblr - I have a personal blog, and I currently have strong muse for a character in a completely different fandom. Again, I do hope to return to Ishimaru at some point in the future. ❤ ))

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((...hi))

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((Hello again, DR fandom; I know it’s been a while since I was last here. It’s been a tough time for me, especially the last few months due to recent events. However, I believe I am finally in a good (or at least decent) state of mind to resume activity on this blog. Is anyone around anymore who would like to RP with me at this point? I apologize for being away for so long, but I am hopeful that I will be alright from now on.))

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RULES:

Share 11 facts about yourself

Answer 11 questions provided by the tagger

Tag 11 awesome people and write 11 questions for them to answer

Tagged by: @punyauthority​ thank u hev >v<

FACTS ABOUT MYSELF:

My birthday is June 11th.

I enjoy biology, and I’m actually majoring in it in college. I especially like natural history and genetics.

This may be obvious, but I’m extremely shy and suffer from social anxiety (among other things). 

I’m an only child, other than one half sister who is 19 years older than I am (and who has 4 kids of her own). My eldest niece is only a year younger than I am though, and we get along really well.

I like a lot of different kinds of animals, but my favorites are foxes and meerkats. Nature has always been something I’m interested in, but I dislike going outside.

I enjoy reading and writing, and often write fanfiction. I’ve never really tried to write an original story, but I do have a few (bad) OCs. (I used to like drawing, until it got too frustrating and I gave up.)

I’m all over the place in terms of what movies I like to watch. Comedy, tragedy, horror, romance, all kinds of genres... But I really love most things in the animation category.

When I was a kid, my parents used to watch British sitcoms when I was around, and I loved them. Even now, I still watch them when I’m having a bad day or am stressed. Years later, they still make me happy.

I never really left that dinosaur phase most kids have.

I like dark colors better than light ones, generally.

I live near Boston, and it’s actually where I go to school.

QUESTIONS ANSWERED:

How attached are you to your muse(s) or OC(s)??

Of all my 5 muses, I am probably most attached to Ishimaru and the muse I have for BNHA. I love them both so much and I really feel like I can capture their personalities at least decently. With some of my other muses I adore the character, but never really feel like I can do them justice as an RP-er. I’m not too attached to my OCs, since they’re pretty bad and I made them in sophomore year of high school (a Bad Time.)

Describe your preferred aesthetic!

I like starry skies and sunsets (but mainly northern lights-esque skies). I like fall and winter, the look of a flame, dark colors, certain flowers, glazed things (you know, like those cakes that are all shiny), soft things, velvet, gentle music, loud music, purring cat noises, other things I can’t think of right now.

Favorite and least favorite words?

I don’t really have these, there’s a lot of words I either really like or don’t like. One word I really like is “defenestrate”, I’ve always thought it was a funny word. I’ve been using “disconcerted” a lot lately as well.

Your first band/music artist you fell in love with?

MCR (but of course you knew I of all people would say this Hev)

What’s a thread you’ve been dying to RP but haven’t gotten to yet?

I’d love to do some angst and more relationships in general. Also I want more father-son bonding between ishi and takaaki because yes

What’s a surefire way to make you smile?

I guess just talk to me, remember me sometimes? Or basically just mention any of my many favorite things/fandoms to me 

Have any pets?  Are there any animals you’d like to own in the future?

I have one dog, and I would really love to own cats in the future as well. Any kind is fine, although I really would love to have a siamese and a black cat. For dogs, I’d love a shiba or a border collie, but anything is really fine. I’m not a huge fan of terriers though, which is what I/my parents have now.

A movie/book that always manages to move you, no matter how many times you’ve watched/read it?

Freaking TNBC because I really relate to feeling empty inside and like life has lost importance, and I also tend to have “what’s this” moments and get excited about things. Also it’s an amazing movie with amazing characters, great music, and I just love it so much

Have any odd phobias or things that make you uncomfortable?

I’ve never met anyone else before who is afraid of bugs. I’m fine when they’re behind glass/contained, but flying around or even dead... nope. All my other phobias are pretty standard/common.

Dream vacation? Have any plans for when you get there?

I want to go to Europe and Japan ;; I don’t really have any plans, other than seeing the sights, eating the good food, and enjoying my time in a foreign country!

Favorite thing about yourself?

I like my writing sometimes, but I also like how my hair looks when it’s been straightened. I’ve been told I’m a very sweet person; if it’s true, I like that about myself as well.

MY QUESTIONS:

1. What season do you like best and why?

2. Would you ever dye your hair? Why or why not? What color?

3. Do you enjoy the outdoors? If so, where is your favorite place to be?

4. What was your first ever fandom? Are you still in it?

5. Do you prefer light or dark colors? What about day or night?

6. What is your favorite book? Is there a movie? How do you like the movie compared to the book?

7. What is a food you love and a food you will never touch?

8. Have a guilty pleasure movie, book, or TV show?

9. What is your preferred clothing style?

10. Do you prefer hot or cold weather?

11. What is your favorite holiday? Why?

Tagging:

Anybody who wants to - do it!

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((I really feel like I should let all of you know what’s been going on for about the past six months.

As some of you know, I’m pretty deeply depressed, and that makes it hard for me to do things I enjoy doing (and I really enjoy having Ishimaru as a muse, and I love interacting with other people in the DR fandom). I sleep a lot, and I barely leave the house other than to go to class. I don’t see friends often. (I don’t even have many friends to begin with.) So this is really stopping me from pretty much everything.

I don’t want to leave this fandom and this blog, but sometimes I just can’t bring myself to post on a given day. I’m trying to get this fixed, but right now (and for the past ~6 months) I just don’t know how much more I can do.

That’s why posts are so sporadic on this blog, and why I might be really active on one day and then disappear for the next three. I’m really sorry about all this; I remember when I could be active every day. 

Thank you all for being my friends, and thank you for staying with me. I hope to RP with you again in the near future. I just hope you understand why I haven’t been very active on this blog lately.))

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((Little dr3 theory here: that Cure W they've been teasing us with? what if it saves juzo please))