#outofsass

[littlesistersammy]

{outofsass} Anyone who is still active and following me here, would you want my tiktok where I'm currently habitating socially?

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Tag rant. Also I remembered my log in info hello <3

[littlesistersammy]

{outofsass} Not that anyone I know is still here... but hi, I'm Jess and I'll probably never cosplay rp here again. But I thought I'd give a psa on why.

Turns out the last 6 years of me "loosing weight" was due to an extremely rare autoimmune called myositis... I also have systemic sclerosis (scleroderma) and these two diseases attack my muscle and connective tissue.

I really don't know how to explain the diseases except that I've lost a lot of mobility/range of motion, and muscle mass, but they also tell me it can effect my internal organs and all their connective tissue as well by the fermentation/thickening causing organs to solidify and cease functioning.

Anyway... due to this I haven't really been on here and may never come back as I navigate my new body and limitations.

Having an invisible disability has sure been rough.

Finding jobs that understand that I can't do certain things or have to miss days due to treatments or sudden exhaustion where I can't even get myself out of bed.

And damn I look like I'm anorexic (you don't wanna see my shoulders) now and all I want is to look normal again.

Anyway, if any of you have questions about me or what's going or treantments and things i go through, I'll probably keep this app on my phone for a bit, so message me or if you're not comfortable asking straight out with your account I'm cool with receiving anonymous asks.

[littlesistersammy]

{outofsass} lol seems like all I do are mun posts now... oops.

Here have some more recent photos

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Munday funday. Here have some recent selfies.

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So... I'm seeing someone...

Not that I'm on here enough for my followers to care anymore... but I just need a space to talk about him that not many of the people who know me irl can see. 'Cause I don't know where this is going but I think he's a keeper... 😆

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Just kidding! It's gotten serious. After being single for the 28 years of my life... I've got a man who adores me for me. He thinks I'm pretty whether I'm all dolled up or not. He doesn't care whether I'm fat or thin. He just genuinely adores me for my personality/heart/mind and that's so new to me...

We look so bored of each other in this picture, but really we're just super comfortable with each other. 😆 (his mom snuck the photo... it's the only one we've got 'cause he and I just don't take photos. 😂)

The photo is just after I'd taken a huge fall in his driveway (you guys wouldn't know it but I'm super accident prone) and he almost hucked me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. 😂

Anyway thank you to those that actually read my little happy blabbering here. ✌️

[littlesistersammy]

Am I Zoey Deschanel yet?

Sorry... I'm still not having any muse for this blog... 😅😭

[littlesistersammy]

If anyone cares me and my boyfriend are still doing well. He spoils me to no end and just wants to see me happy... I've always been the giver in any sort of relationship so this is all so new to me... here have a cute pic of us for Munday.