#outofstigmatic.

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markedeternally replied to your post: I AM SUCH A NERVOUS PERSON GOSH

*pets lovingly*

i've missed yOU

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eyesonfire--x replied to your post: eyesonfire—x replied to...

because i was like best sam ever where is my six that’s why and hahahaha you know april so well

;heavy breathing

don't say these things to me senpai

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eyesonfire--x replied to your post: i see you on my dash i’m pissing hello

GOD DAMN IT I JUST PUNCHES THE AIR

IT'S OK I DIDN'T NOTICE ME EITHER I JUST KIND OF STARTED POSTING AGAIN

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Hey, did you know- there's a promo photo for 8x23 where Sam's wrists are bandaged. It's probably nothing, but my first thought was "STIGMATIC SAM IS CANON".

oh, i saw those! i know it's not likely, but still, i'm so anxious about all of this, because there have been all these little tidbits that make it seem so very, very likely? we'll just have to wait!

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i'm gonna head to bed, folks

my weekend is a bit more relaxing, so i'll try to finish more of my replies then, but god has this been an exhausting week.

goodnight, lovely folks, have a good night/morning/afternoon!

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queued responses will be starting on tuesday! i haven't got all of them, but i've got a few, we'll see if i can finish some more by the end of the week.

i'm pretty busy for the next few weeks, so i think i'll just be lurking about; i'll probably be on my personal, if you need to contact me. night, lovelies!

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ok, i just need to

SOMEONE BEING DEAD IS SO SO SO DIFFERENT FROM THEM DELETING

IT'S SO FUCKING DIFFERENT

DON'T MAKE IT SOUND THE SAME

DON'T MAKE "MOURNING" POSTS VAGUE AND UNSPECIFIC

BECAUSE THEN PEOPLE DON'T KNOW AND THEY CAN'T CHECK TO MAKE SURE

sure it's tragic but people live beyond rp accounts, they have lives and etc

and this whole experience has driven me violently away from the rp community with this idea of deleting and dying being the same thing

like jfc do you know how cultish that is

in ultra-ultra orthodox-jewish families (like the one my grandfather was born into, and they're pretty much like cults at the core), when you leave the community

THEY SIT SHIVA FOR YOU

which is really really similar to a wake so leaving is equated with dying do you see what i mean

and idk man i'm getting really busy and really tired and trying to think social and not social anxiety is really draining me

and i think i need to take a break from tumblr

i'll try to get some replies out over the next week i'm sorry

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i'm heading off to bed, lovelies! i'll try to get some replies done tomorrow, but my weekend's so busy, i'm not sure how much i'll get done then. stay amazing, dear!