#outofsydney

[red-headed-aussie]

tagged by stolen from: @chainsxwsmile tagging: Everyone who follows me that is still active. :|

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[red-headed-aussie]

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I don’t really know any other way to say this...but I don’t know how much farther this blog can go. I see potential rp partners with no way my muse can interact with them. I try to focus on developing Karen, but I can’t really find ways to put her out there; nothing comes to me. Constructing AUs takes work that I don’t have the energy to do anymore, after all the work I put into another oc. And how many people were interested in rp-ing with me anyway? Two? Maybe three?

To be frank, all this blog really does to me anymore is make me sad, reminding me of how my writing comes up short and of the great threads I could be doing if only I knew how. All Karen really did was react, and she brought nothing interesting to the table; with who she is, I don’t know how to fix it. She’d have to really change, and I don’t know if I want her to. Maybe she just isn’t the kind of oc who can be roleplayed with.

I’m going on indefinite hiatus now. Maybe I’ll come back soon, having figured things out. Sorry I had to do this, but this was hanging unresolved over my head for a long time. To anyone who’s still following me, take care; you can find me on my main blog @sharkbait-hoohahah or my Transformers roleplay blogs @firewallofstanix and @blue-boomer if you want to keep in touch. 

[red-headed-aussie]

// I wanna come back to this blog, but I'm working other blogs on two different emails and boy howdy is it difficult to jump between those. Well not difficult, but a hassle. This would be the third email and..well?

But I'm trying. I'm gonna try to be active again.

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ooc // I think the reason I’m having trouble getting Karen established in the fn rp community is that...well, she’s a human. There’s not many opportunities for her to meet all these sea creatures often enough to form relationships with them. I found a way around it once, but not every fish can (or is willing to) meet with Karen on the docs. I guess I could make a turned-fish verse/au thing?

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(( not sure if I wanna do tag memes for Karen anymore. They don’t really seem to matter. :/ ))

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ooc // Okay one more time, I’m going to try to bring my muse back here. 

I think I know the problem: I can’t focus on threads right now. I think I’d rather talk about Karen and her relationships with the other muses; and, I’d rather focus on developing her before jumping back into threads. For example, I’d like to research about BPD to see if Karen might have it/I might add it to her character.

If anyone’s interested in talking with me about her and her relationships or Pixar/FN/D, just drop me a line here, or on @firewallofstanix (which is actually where I’m most likely to be. Just cuz I’m not here, that doesn’t mean I don’t wanna talk. :) )

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(( I haven't apologized yet for not sending in as many memes as I used to. ...I can assume that Tumblr is eating some of my asks, so that doesn't help. I'll try to send more though. ))

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(( I’m sorry if I’m appearing distant from you all. I’m just going through a lot of work with another blog of mine. I hope you don’t think I don’t care about you guys, cuz I really do care about you guys and your muses and your art and your friendship. ))