#maybe delete later

[insaneption]

an unexpected L doodle

[uncannine]

as someone who actually has had bad experiences with the kind of person posts that say “pov it’s 2020-21 and Arson and Kai are dming you on discord about the emoji you used to react to Sock’s vent post on the 🍄✨Mooshroom Cove 🐛🌱 server” describe and aim to portray, i want everyone to know it’s incredibly obvious when the joke isn’t “haha ikr? discord servers are wild. back then we were all so unstable, it’s crazy looking back” and it’s instead “haha ikr? those dumb enby and trans boys were so cringe and stupid and so sensitive lol those idiotic AFABs with their silly unserious names and silly unserious problems lmao they pissed me off so badly. i’m queer too but not Those kind of people amirite?? lmfaooo” like……. i see…

it’s so clear when the butt of the joke isn’t the ppl involved anymore, it’s their name, their usernames, their identity, their aesthetic. at that point you’re just being harmful straight-up

[aksakovvv]

[sugarvenmm]

[fishbonebag]

Erik WIP 🥲Coping with my feelings, very normally

Finished art!

[yanderemommabean]

I'm a little in my late night / early morning feels but- I wanted to thank you guys. I started this blog as an 18 year old who felt 12 and like she'd never escape the horrid abuse of her home. Writing was my escape, and I wanted to meet people who had similar interests and had a love for the fun and wild things fandom could bring. Yandere's were just a fun thing i fixated on. I just loved the idea that no matter what, no matter how, I could be loved to my fullest, even if it was terrifying. Six brutal years later, you guys helped raise money for a way out of my house. I was with a man who was going to let me die and not blink an eye if I was gone, with a brother who strangled me and slammed my head into counters for simply telling him no, and with an old woman who threatened to shoot me (and sammy) multiple times, with the gun having to be wrestled out of her hands. I look back on all my older posts when the walls were really starting to break and I found myself realizing none of that was normal or ok, and it took some people reaching out to help poke those holes for me to really see that i needed to escape. Its awful I didn't have any other option but to stay, at least until I met Rikki. For all my isolation, you guys were there, old and new, keeping me going and helping me stay sane in a house that made me feel like there was truly no point in going on. That I was born to end up dead and buried instead of glowing and thriving. I was nervous to begin a Patreon because I was so scared it would somehow drive you guys away, you've been a big part of how I got this far in life and I don't think I'll be ok if anything happened. I'm scared every day that I'll get an email that Tumblr is finally going under, and that's what pushed me to make it in the first place. A way to at least scramble and have some backlogs as we figure everything out.

While that's all fine and dandy, it just wouldn't be the same.

You guys do a lot for me. I love every idea I get or every check in and update. Even the ones I can't respond to, I love seeing them, and I always show Rikki when im at my desk and working. We both love them, (especially the chicken ones we get lately, kepp em up!!) It's a bit of a ramble, I know, but again, 2am feelings. You guys are whats kept me here for eight long years. Almost a decade. Even after the big porn purge. You're a giant part of my life I'm uttlery grateful for, and I don't know if I would've been ok without having this blog and you guys to go to when everyone else failed me in life.

So thank you. I'll probably feel like a dork about this in the morning, but, again, thank you.

I love you guys, I mean it.

-Mommabean

[bidulgie]

print WIP!

Its gonna be a huge one yall with a lot of the ghosts from the series. If anyone has any fan favorite ghosts, lemme know, I wanna try incorporating them u_u

the next thing I post for this will probs be the final (whenever that is)

[tteokdoroki]

my daddy kink comes from a deep desire to be looked after and babied and not villainised for my intelligence and doing better for myself than members of my family i just need to turn off for a bit