#outofwater.

[makochosena]

hello hello everybody! i have come back from the dead! i’m terribly sorry for disappearing on everyone. it’s kinda a long story as to why i was gone (depression, job change, didn’t have my computer, etc. in a nutshell). but i’m back now! and here’s the important stuff:

i’ve missed you guys so so so much and i’m DYING to get back to writing rikki again! but i am in desperate need for a fresh start. so i’m going to be archiving this blog and making a brand new one!!! there’s still some work that needs to be done on it so it won’t be ready right away but hopefully very soon! stay tuned for more info! <3

[makochosena]

hey guys !  so i’m doing a lil bit of a follower cleanup because my dash is quite the giant mess. my mutual checker has been acting up ,  and for the past month , i’ve been noticing that a lot of my asks ,  starters ,  overall attempts to interact have been going ignored .  which is no one’s fault because everyone has lives outside of tumblr and can’t get to everything ,  but it’s been happening often enough that i want to make this post . 

so would y’all mind if you LIKE THIS POST if you are genuinely interested in interacting with me ?  this isn’t a starter call or any of the sort ,  it’s just to help me clean my dash .  i follow people because i want to interact with them ,  and i hope you guys feel the same !!  so this would help me out greatly and give me greater peace of mind !! 

[makochosena]

hi everybody! i’m so sorry i have been so mia lately. here’s a lil update as to why i’ve disappeared. i put it under a read more just so it doesn’t clog up your dashes~

ever since i graduated from college, i have been on the job hunt. and i haven’t been able to find a job within my industry because it’s so mcfreakin’ competitive. in the meantime, i’ve been working as a waitress to earn some income while i job hunt. the job hunt has been incredibly stressful and draining for me, especially since i’ve gotten so few responses back. and my parents aren’t exactly thrilled about it either. 

and while this is going on, my job at the restaurant has kinda gone downhill. a lot of my friends that i have made there left. and it has been slowly turning into a toxic work environment for me, especially with my relationship with my managers, who make me work while i’m sick (which is so wrong because i’m in the food industry!!!). 

ANYWAY, the point is, this, on top of my job hunt, and on top of an unpaid internship, i am very drained. i haven’t had much motivation to write anything. this place is supposed to be an escape for me, but every time i go on my computer, it’s for the job hunt. i’ve been distracting myself with video games as some short-term stress relief. 

but please know that i have all my threads drafted and i am working on them one by one!! i do love the threads that i have and i am eager to continue them. i really miss writing on here with everyone. and please know that i’m still around!!! i’m just slacking in my writing rn. i do have plans in store for this blog in 2020!!! so i don’t plan on staying away for too long. 

thank you, everyone, for being so patient with me!! i’m sorry about this sudden and prolonged delay. but i love you all and i hope that 2020 is kind to you~

[makochosena]

starter call <3

[makochosena]

merry christmas friends!!! i’m terribly sorry for my severe lack of activity!!! i promise i’ll tackle my drafts soon!!! <3 <3 <3

[makochosena]

like this for the url to my multi

[makochosena]

@riisingfromashes​ said: Vampire & Fairy :)

Vampire: Tag someone of whom you've been a longtime fan.

@trasic​ / @zephyrr​ , @pyroteched​ , @sagaborn​ <3 <3 <3

Fairy: Tag someone who you see as an asset to the community at large.

@worldhearts​ / @noblcbrother​ , @heartruths​ , @seesgood​ <3 <3 <3

october positivity meme.

[makochosena]

someone join the mermaid club with @mermadiea and @maermaid and i and make a bella