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Be Better - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Drabble)
Summary: Y/N and Michael get into an argument and he makes her cry.
Warnings: Angst, fighting, swearing, some fluff
A/N: Just a lengthy(?) drabble about being in a fight with Michael
Tagged!: @hecohansen31 , @gypsylilacs , @michaelsapostle
Y/N wasn’t really sure what had just happened in the last few minutes. One minute she was greeting Michael as he walked into their bedroom at the Outpost, the next they were arguing, yelling and screaming at one another, obscenities being exchanged back and forth.
The anger Y/N felt was so overwhelming, she didn’t even remember what the two were arguing about anymore. She just knew she was livid and resentful towards Michael. The way he spoke to her, sarcastic, dry and elusive, speaking them so carelessly towards her.
The entirety of the Outpost could probably hear their argument, but that was the least of their worries as they spewed their harsh words at each other.
The longer their argument went on, the more tired Y/N got, always hating whenever the two fought. The exerted energy from being mad and upset always exhausted Y/N. She didn’t enjoy confrontation and fighting, what good came from it when they’d speak so cruelly to one another?
But Michael seemed to get a thrill almost when they had fights like these, as if becoming rejuvenated. Michael would get more heated, noticeably more angry, the words from his mouth getting worse as he spoke. All while it broke Y/N down and made her want to shrink away.
They’ve never had an argument quite this heinous before, and it really seemed to hurt Y/N the most, especially when Michael screams some particularly callous words at her.
Once the words leave Michael’s mouth, there’s a part of him that wishes he could take them back. But the other part of him that’s riled up is satisfied with the pained expression on Y/N’s face, getting some sick pleasure from it. He had gotten under her skin, hurting her where he knew would hurt her the most. He’d won this fight he figured, but was it really worth it?
Y/N takes a step back after hearing the insulting words from Michael, trying to process if he really just said what he said. Michael could be so sweet and loving with her, but so awful and evil when he wanted as well.
Her body reacts before her mind can, her vision becoming blurry as her eyes sting with the tears, building until they stream down her cheeks.
“What the fuck are you crying for?” Michael exclaims at her while glaring. “You don’t have it in you to defend yourself?”
The anger was still prominent in Michael with the way his eyes were furrowed, fixated on her aggressively. Even when Y/N couldn’t find any words to say further, her own eyes diverting away as she swallowed and seemed to coddle within herself to hide. But it didn’t matter to him. He was still agitated and frustrated with her. Her weak demeanor only made him want to scream at her more.
But his anger begins to subside when he notices her expression, looking so fragile, small and sad, seeing how the tears steam down her face consistently, blinking them away as they cloud her eyes.
It was always different with her. She always had an effect on him, especially when she seemed so sad, and he was the cause. Her weak demeanor made him want to scream more at her originally, but only because it’s when he’s in the wrong, and he’s angry in himself for being the way he is, therefore he projects it onto her until he realizes what he’s doing.
“Hey,” Michael coos, stepping over to Y/N, her almost flinching as he reaches her, causing Michael to frown over her actions. It was like she was scared of him now. “Hey, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Y/N,” all anger and cruelty fading away, wanting to just console her. “I didn’t mean it, baby, I swear I didn’t.” He grabs her hands, causing her to look up at him timidly. “I love you, so much,” he pleads, “I hate when you cry, especially when I’m the cause. I’m so sorry,” he wraps his arms around her body, bringing her into a hold.
Y/N wraps her arms around Michael’s torso, accepting his warmth and comfort, nuzzling her head into him. “You can be so mean,” she cries into his chest.
Michael was mean. He could be ruthless, harsh and so cruel when you least expected it. He was the antichrist after all, having a specific plan and wanting to follow through with it without any complications. But around Y/N, she could always bring out the softer side of him; the humanity in him.
Though he was always genuine and loving with her, he could still mess up and be mean to her accidentally which Michael hated. It was like the darkness took over him, causing him to not know what he was doing until it was too late. It was still something he was struggling to overcome, never having a reason to overcome it until Y/N.
“I know. I’m fucking sadistic. You don’t deserve it, there’s no excuse,” Michael sighs. He kisses the top of her head, “I’m so sorry,” he whispers. “I’ll be better for you. I’m sorry.”
Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader
Summary: During your interview at the Outpost, Michael takes a peculiar liking to you and isn’t afraid to pry to figure you out and have you to all to himself.
Warnings: Third person POV, a bit lengthy, angst, hella sexual tension, light choking, some swearing
A/N’s: This is my first writing, so pls be gentle with any feedback u might give and thank u for reading if you do!!! <3
Outpost 3 was a safe haven compared to the rest of the world. The Armageddon had become a reality, and only a few select areas had survived the chaos. They resided in survival headquarters underground, the people inside labeled simply as either: the purple’s or grey’s. Purple meaning “royalty” and grey representing the workers of the hive.
The leader of the outpost was Wilhemina Venable, her “co-leader” being Miriam Mead. Together, they had a set of rules to follow, a proper protocol, and a specific order of how things were to be done at the outpost. Things were in order, mostly, aside from the continuous complaints of boredom and a lack of proper food, or food at all.
Until eighteen months into this post-apocalyptic world, where their fence was breached by a newcomer.
On a normal evening, as everyone in the Outpost sits at their seats at the dining table, Venable stands in the center of where her seat is at the end, explaining to everyone how they will learn of the newcomer soon enough. As if on cue, the newcomer walks in, all heads turning and looking at this new person.
This man, with dirty blond hair that’s straightened down just past his shoulders with slight curls on the end, and piercing, dreamy blue eyes, standing at six feet tall, broad and fit. He wears a black cloak with a black Victorian-like vest and shirt, pants and boots to match. He was intimidating and seductive looking all at once. He walked around the room steadily, over to where Venable is with his arms crossed behind his back, a confident, yet elusive stature to him.
The apprehension in Venable is prominent when this man walks over to where she stands in front of the table, invading her personal space. Venable getting the hint, turns away and steps to where Mead is on the side as the man takes over the front and has all eyes on him.
“My name is Langdon and I represent the cooperative,” he speaks, voice articulate, smooth and sensual all at the same time. “I won’t sugarcoat the situation. Humanity is on the brink of failure. My arrival here was crucial to the survival of civilized life on earth,” he continues, everyone focusing on his words carefully but also glancing around a bit. “The three other compounds in Syracuse, New York, Buckley, West Virginia, and San Angelo, Texas have been overrun and destroyed. We’ve had no contact from the six international outposts but we’re assuming that they too have been eliminated.” “What happened to the people inside?” Timothy, a purple at the outpost, asks curiously. “Massacred,” Langdon almost hums, head rolling towards him slightly. “The same fate that will befall on almost all of you.” “Almost all?” Mallory, a grey, asks. “In the knowledge that these very moments might occur, we built a fail safe: The sanctuary,” Langdon smiles hopeful, but there’s a sinister look to it. “The sanctuary?” Coco, an obnoxious purple, asks. “The sanctuary is unique. It has certain security measures that will prevent overrun.” “Excuse me, sir, what measures? Why weren’t we given them?” Mead asks. “That’s classified,” Langdon states, putting a hand up. “All that matters is that the sanctuary will survive so the people populating it will survive so humanity, will survive,” Langdon says in a string of smooth words. “Who are the people that are populating it?” Andre, another purple, asks. “Also classified,” Langdon states, glancing over. “However. I’ve been sent to determine if any of you are worthy and fit to join us.” This causes a small outbreak of chatter among the dinner table with everyone. “The cooperative have developed a particular and rigorous questioning technique we like to call: cooperating.” Venable standing gives a confused look, but remains quiet. “I will then use the information gained to determine if you belong,” Langdon adds. “What is this, The Hunger Games?,” Coco spits. “This is bullshit. I paid my way in here,” she continues, Langdon staring at her like she’s the bullshit. “And that is the only cooperating I plan on doing.” “You don’t have to sit for questioning,” Langdon says, border-lining an obvious and sarcastic tone. “What happens if we choose not to?” Andre asks “Then you stay here and die,” Langdon answers harshly, looking over at him. “I volunteer to go fist,” Mr. Gallant, a bright blond haired hairdresser with pierced ears offers. “And so you shall,” Langdon says, tone sounding like he just set a trap and captured his prey. “Process should only take me a couple of days. So. You won’t be kept in suspense forever. For those of you who don’t make the cut, all is not lost. If the worst should happen and feral cannibals come knocking, down one of these,” he brings out a clear vile, showing several little pills inside. “One minute later you fall asleep and never wake up.” Everyone in the room stays quiet but speaks through their eyes as they take in this news. “I look forward to meeting each and every one of you,” Langdon concludes, eyes gazing around the room, landing and stopping on one girl in particular as she sits at the table beside Coco. The eye contact from Langdon on the girl catches her a bit off guard from how focused his gaze is. The shyness is evident on her face as they look at one another, causing her to divert her eyes away quickly after a second. Langdon walks out of the room, the sound of his heeled boots clacking being the only sound as he leaves everyone to their thoughts.
~~~
The following day, almost everyone sits in the library of the Outpost, talking together about what they think of Langdon as they wait for Gallant to finish his interview. The conversation becomes too dark too quickly when discussing about the questions that will be asked and what would actually happen if not chosen for the sanctuary. The focus of the conversation transitions to Langdon alone, with his handsome looks and the vibes he gives off.
Everyone’s so starved for entertainment, including the hunger for romance, intimacy, and drama. So it’s not a surprise that Coco begins going off about how she’ll obviously be chosen because she can woo Langdon if needed.
The girl, that had made eye contact with Langdon, Y/N, sits on the couch beside Emily and Timothy, other purple members who are close in age and had formed their own friendship since all being stuck together. Though Emily and Timothy had more of a relationship going on.
Y/N sits quietly, not participating in any of the conversation involving Langdon, just listening as she couldn't focus and read the book she had in her lap. Y/N liked reading, as the library had endless books and it was a way for her to escape the world she now lived in. But she couldn’t read when everyone else in the room was constantly blabbering on about Langdon.
The doors leading into the office from the library slide open as Mr. Gallant walks out. The doors slide and close behind him, showing Langdon in the room for a second, fireplace and candles lit. Mr. Gallant walks to the couch Coco is at, sitting by her, eyes registering confusion.
Everyone begins to probe him with questions about the interview and how it went. Wondering if he made the cut, what questions were asked, how Langdon was, etc. He was being mobbed until finally coming to his senses and shutting everyone up to say he would explain if they’d all be quiet.
Y/N didn’t care to hear the details, especially as Mr. Gallant started with his obvious attraction towards Langdon and mentioning something about leather. Y/N had gotten up then, leaving the library to go down the hall to her room. She figures she can read her book in there. She should have been in her room in the first place, but she was curious to know a bit about Langdon, she has to admit. But deciding she couldn’t listen further to Gallant’s talk of leather and sexual tension had her easily rushing off.
As she walks down the hall towards her room, holding the book by her side, she hears laughter coming behind from the library. Rolling her eyes a bit, she turns the corner, getting closer to her room. Just before she gets to her door, someone turns the corner from the other side, causing Y/N to startle as she drops her book from running into them.
Langdon, mysteriously appearing, kneels down, picking up her book, glancing down at it. “Empire of Affliction -- Interesting reading choice,” he points out, handing it towards her. Y/N takes it gently, holding it tightly in her hands. “It’s comforting.” “Comforting,” Langdon repeats curiously, placing his hands behind his back. “You seek comfort?” “In a world like ours now? Yes,” Y/N explains. “What’s wrong with our world now?” Langdon grins, raising his eyes. Y/N gives a look. Langdon drops an arm from his back, putting his free hand out, “I’m Michael Langdon.” Glancing at his hand for a moment, she trades the book from one hand to the other as she shakes his hand. “Y/N L/N.” “I’ll be seeing you soon, Y/N.” Y/N narrows her eyes. “For your interview,” he adds. Y/N nods. “Oh, right,” she mumbles, cheeks flushing. Without another word, she passes by Michael, reaching her door and heading into her room. As she looks out the door before closing it, she notices Michael has disappeared from her view. She never heard his footsteps leave and this confuses her for a moment. Narrowing her eyes, she closes the door and releases a breath she didn’t know she was holding.
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Over the next few days, the interviews go one by one after Mr. Gallant. Timothy, Coco, Mallory, etc. Michael, who comes to share his first name with everyone else too, asks particular questions to each person. He searches for a specific answer, and never seems impressed with anyone he speaks with. Though, from the very beginning no one had impressed or drawn his attention. Except one. Y/N.
She’s been trying to avoid Michael as best as she can. Something about his presence has her feeling all types of nervousness and apprehension, and she’s not sure what any of it means. They’re feelings she hasn’t felt before, each time seeing a glimpse of Michael walking down the hall, or opening the doors after an interview, always causing her heart to begin racing.
Her stomach will jump at the sound of his name, or even from a mumble of his voice somewhere. It confuses her ten times over as she’s hardly had a real conversation with him.
Until her interview now.
She sits in the leather chair in front of the office desk where Michael sits behind. He stares at her quietly, eyes focused intently on her, seeming to be analyzing her everything: Posture, expression, appearance, eyes, aura.
Y/N continues to sit quietly, looking at Michael every once in awhile, but mostly diverts her eyes away after it’s been a few seconds too long of staring at one another.
Though shy and nervous from being around him, can’t help it anymore and finally speaks, “What?” She snaps. Michael cocks his head to the side a bit, slightly grinning. “Are you just going to stare at me for the interview?” Michael grins more. He leans back. Y/N just huffs out, turning her head away. “Does it bother you that I’m only staring?” Y/N looks at him. “Well, it’s not the most comfortable thing.” “Why,” Michael asks, as more of a statement. Y/N pauses and shrugs, “I don’t know. It just isn’t.” Michael grins more, as if in a knowing way. He sits up, and leans over a bit with his elbows. “Let me tell you how this works.” Y/N swallows, her nerves suddenly doubling. “Things you may feel are helpful may be hurtful. Things you may feel will compel rejection may be exactly what I’m looking for,” Michael starts in a string of words. “If you hedge I will know. If you lie I will know. And if you try to trick me I will know and this interview will be over and you will die here. Painfully.” Y/N narrows her eyes. “Are we clear.” Y/N leans forward a bit, “Crystal,” she enunciates mockingly and leans back, crossing her arms. Michael lightly smirks at her behavior. “What is your opinion on the world,” he asks. Y/N pauses. “The state of it before or after the bombs.” “In general.” Y/N thinks a moment. “Well. That’s a bit conflicting to answer.” “Why is that?” “Our world before the bombs was constantly being trashed. From global warming, extinction of animals and the collapse of ecosystems. Not to mention all the hatred in humanity. Humans sure did a shitty job of taking care of everything. But. There’s the tragedy of the good people, my family.. I’m not thrilled about losing them,” she trails off, voicing saddening. “But this current state of the world isn’t any better or ideal either.” Michael leans forward, resting his arms on the desk crossed. “Tell me about your darkness.” “My darkness?” Y/N raises her eyes. “What darkness?” “I want to know the dark parts of your soul,” Michael clarifies. “I... I don’t know what that means,” Y/N replies. Michael leans back again. “You see I have a talent. Call it a kind of night vision of the soul. I can see into the dark places that people desperately try to keep hidden.” Y/N pauses. “So..?” “So.. I sense a darkness in you. It’s confusing, actually. It’s a very rare type of darkness I’ve never encountered before. It’s fascinating,” Michael says, brushing his fingers along his chin. “What if I don’t even know what that dark part of me is?” Y/N asks. “I think you do,” Michael states obviously. Y/N gives a look. “Why would you think that?” “Maybe I have a file that tells me all your secrets. Maybe I’m sensing something. Or maybe I’m just fishing.” He leans forward, “Tell me who you really are.” “I don’t know who I am. That’s what my early to mid-twenties are for,” Y/N answers. “Hmp,” Michael smiles a bit. “You’re fighting it. You don’t want to accept it.” “If you know so much about me, why don’t you tell me yourself what this ‘darkness’ is that I’m supposedly not accepting or giving a confession to,” Y/N snaps lightly. “Confession? I’m not a priest,” Michael says nonchalantly. “I don’t even know if I believe in God. I mean, if there was a God, why would He allow the Armageddon?” He stands up and begins to slowly walk around the desk. “The concept of sin does seem a bit antiquated. Rules for keeping the chaos at bay...” He comes to the front of the desk, sitting on it in front of Y/N. “No need for rules anymore,” he waves off. “Chaos has won.” “Has it,” Y/N questions. “Hasn’t it,” Michael smirks. “Depends on your perspective, I suppose.” Michael leans forward again, “You’re guarded. You have walls built up.” Y/N stays quiet. “You’re weak,” Michael adds. Y/N narrows her eyes, “Weak? I’m weak because I’m reserved and like to keep private about myself?” “You haven’t answered one question truly about yourself since this interview started,” Michael states elusively. “I haven’t hedged. Nor lied. Nor tricked you. Just because I know how to cleverly answer a question without giving away too much information about myself doesn’t mean I’m weak,” she spats. “If anything it means I’m deceptive, manipulative and smart.” Michael leans back, looking at her, almost impressed. “You’re a fighter,” he says playfully cheerful. “I like that about you,” he emphasizes and stands up, walking back around to the seat at his desk. Y/N remains seated, eyes diverted away from Michael. Michael sits down as before, leaning back in his chair, resting his hands together comfortably in his lap and stares at her. Just like in the beginning before the interview even started. Y/N glances at him every once in awhile but will always take her eyes off of him after a few seconds. But Michael’s eyes will stay completely on her. Y/N stays quiet this time, not bothering to call him out about it. When her eyes make contact with his yet again, Michael slightly grins. “Do I intimidate you?” He asks. Y/N blinks, taken aback by this new question. “What?” Michael remains impassively quiet Y/N swallows. She could give a sassy, sarcastic answer, similar to how her answers have been prior. But she gets the idea that if she does, and goes around it, that itself is an answer, and admitting the truth regardless. She looks away for a moment, and then back at him. “Yes.” Michael smiles slowly. “Why?” Y/N’s cheeks suddenly warm up. She shakes her head a bit. “Tell me why.” “You’re in charge of making the sanctuary selections,” she states, feeling that’s a safe answer. “Why wouldn’t that objective of your superiority status intimidate me?” “Didn’t seem like that mattered moments ago when answering me.” “Right, I forgot you know everything about me, even the things I don’t know about myself,” she says sarcastically, her fingers pointing to her head and waving off in a “duh” stance. Michael hmps a chuckle. “I make you nervous.” Y/N’s opens her mouth to reject his statement, but, the no lying bit rushes through her head. So she stops. Closes her mouth and diverts her eyes away. “No comeback,” Michael raises his eyes, smirk growing. “You said you would know if I lie.” “So I do make you nervous.” “Sure,” she says casually. “Why?” “You tell me,” she retorts. Michael grins at her for a moment. “Let’s move on,” Michael starts. “What are you afraid of,” he asks. Y/N stares back at him hard. Michael raises his eyes. Y/N shrugs. “Don’t know if I’m really afraid of anything anymore. Whatever ends up happening, happens.” “I know you’re lying.” “If you know so much about me, then why are you bothering with interviewing me at all?” She rolls her eyes. “Do you use these sarcastic, diverting responses to hide the fact that you’re actually insecure and apprehensive of yourself?” Y/N feels the blood rush in her face prominently over his words. Whether she admits it to herself or not, Michael nailed her right on the dot, and it doesn’t sit well with her that he seems to know her too well while she knows nothing about him. Feeling she’s been emotionally invaded and broken down, she glares at him. “Sure.” “You’re gonna have to start giving me more than just a simple ‘sure,’ sweetheart,” Michael leans back in his chair unimpressed. “Don’t you understand the position I’m in? You act like you’re trying to find out my dirty secrets, it feels like an invasion of privacy. All that I have left in the world is my restraint and reservation.” “And your vulnerability, clearly,” Michael waves off, clasping his hands together on his desk. “I don’t have to understand your position. I’m not the one who’s trying to get into the sanctuary. But I’d start cooperating if I were you because I’m the only thing that stands between your life and your demise.” “Has this threatening tone worked with the others? Because, it’s not doing anything for me now,” Y/N says bravely. Michael’s mouth grows into a gradual smirk. “Do you have any remorse, guilt, or regrets, since before this -- new -- world began?” Michael asks coolly. Y/N pauses, “No.” “You’re lying.” “No I’m not.” “You know I can tell.” Y/N stares. “What do you miss the most?” Michael asks. “Cats,” Y/N answers. ((Or dogs, if you prefer them loll)) “You’re lying, again.” Y/N remains quiet. “And you’re not taking this seriously.” “Look, I don’t care enough about this interview anymore to take it seriously. Either you leave me here to die or you don’t. You know who I am apparently. A five minute interview isn’t going to change that. So,” she shrugs. She sits up, “And I do miss cats, actually,” she sasses and leans back again. “You’ve given up your will to live so easily,” Michael cocks his head slightly. “I’m not giving up my will to live. I’m just not going to answer questions you know the answer to.” Raising his head slowly, he stands up, a grin plastered on his face. Crossing his arms behind his back, he makes his way to the doors of the room. He slides the doors open and faces toward Y/N, his arms falling back to crossing behind him again. “Let’s finish this up later.” “Later?” She narrows her eyes confused. “I’d like to continue this at another time. Consider it a part two to your interview.” “Does anyone else get a part two?” She asks curiously. “No,” Michael simply answers. “Then why do I?” “You tell me,” he mocks. Y/N lightly glares, but it fades away. She stands up, walking over to him. She doesn’t stop as she passes by and leaves the room, making sure to get away from him as soon as she can. She turns to the doors when she hears them slide shut. Though she looked to be rushing out of the room, a breath releasing from her in relief, her heart pounds with an intensity she’s yet to have ever experienced, all the way to the tips of her being. The confusion starts up again as she leaves the library and heads for her room, trying to clear away these new feelings.
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Y/N sits on the end of her bed after undressing and wearing just a lavender silk robe before putting her proper nightwear on, thinking about the day she’s had. Mostly of the interview with Michael. Trying to figure out the new feelings she’s experiencing, trying to figure out if there is a darkness in her, and if there is, what does it mean, why does she have it? She’s never brought harm to anyone, never wished ill on anyone. She can’t imagine what kind of darkness she would have inside her. It almost scares her.
Getting up, she pulls her sheets back to get ready for bed. Her mind races consistently with thoughts of Michael, wanting her mind to just take a rest. These thoughts of Michael are un-welcomed, yet so wanting to be embraced.
“What the fuck is happening to me,” Y/N whispers to herself, sighing, bringing a hand to her head.
Three knocks on the door occur suddenly.
Turning her head to the door, she narrows her eyes. Who would be at her door at this hour, she gaped. She steps over and hesitantly, taking a breath before, opens the door.
Michael, of course, stands there, smug grin on his face.
“Yes,” Y/N greets, breath hitching, caught off guard by his appearance at this time. “Do you have a moment,” he asks, standing confident and sultry. “I was just getting ready to go to bed,” Y/N points out quietly. “This won’t take long,” he informs.
Y/N pauses but steps back, knowing she doesn’t have a choice in this matter and lets Michael in without further complaint. She closes the door after and faces him. She crosses her arms, making sure to keep a distance between them.
“Are you here for the second part of the interview?” Y/N asks. “No,” Michael hums. Narrowing her eyes, she asks, “Then why else would you be here?” “Do I need a reason?” Michael raises his eyes. “Well, shouldn’t you? I don’t suppose you’re showing up to anyone else’s door.” “Maybe I have been.” “Oh,” Y/N mumbles slightly disappointed. “Does that bother you,” Michael eyes her. “No,” Y/N answers a little too quickly. “Don’t lie,” Michael leans forward slightly. Y/N narrows her eyes. “Am I participating in an interview right now?” “No. You just have no reason to be lying around me -- especially when I can sense it.” Y/N breathes out, “Whatever. What can I help you with?”
Michael lets his eyes trail slowly down her body, noticing every curvature, the way he could easily see through her robe if she was in the proper lighting and not just surrounded by a few illuminated candles.
Y/N remains unmoving, apparent of Michael’s focus drifting down her body, making her shift a bit where she stands as his eyes follow back up to meet her eyes again. She feels as if he’s undressing her with his captivating blue eyes, and it causes her to walk past him and around to the far side of her bed to create even more space.
“I wanted to speak to you about a certain matter,” Michael trails off, body turning around to follow her movements fluidly. “And what is this important matter,” Y/N asks, eyes focused on anywhere but on Michael, arms still crossed. He studies her intently, closely paying attention to her mannerisms and energy. He senses how on edge she is, being alone in her room with him, wearing nothing but her robe. The apprehension in her is impossible to miss, and this sparks a theory in him. The corner of his mouth raises, making his way towards her steadily. Standing just at the foot of her bed before where she stands on the side, his hands clasp behind his back as usual. “Tell me why I get the feeling that you are the most nervous I’ve ever sensed in someone before,” Michael starts. Y/N wavers for a moment, “I don’t know why you’re getting that vibe from me.” “I believe you do,” Michael purrs, taking a step further to her. Y/N remains quiet again, eyes diverted away from Michael, hoping that this lack of eye contact will keep her safe from prying questions somehow. “You know,” Michael begins, “Why don’t we get started on the second part of your interview after all.” Y/N looks at him, narrowing her eyes towards him. “Take off your robe,” he calmly demands. Y/N’s mouth drops open, “What? No.” “A physical examination is required,” Michael explains. “You can read my file,” Y/N argues. “That won’t tell me what I really need to know,” Michael smiles. “I’m not taking off anything,” Y/N retorts. “Not now, not ever,” she adds. “Really,” Michael starts. “You’d let something as simple as a physical examination come between your chance at living?” Y/N halts at replying, but eventually says, “Yes. I’d rather die with my dignity than continue living without it.” “Didn’t realize such a small assessment required losing dignity,” Michael grins. Y/N remains silent. “You know, I’m beginning to think that you’re not just scared of me, but of yourself.” “What? That’s ridiculous, you know how crazy that sounds? Scared of myself? What are you, my psychologist,” she glares. Taking another step forward to her, Michael drops his hands from behind his back. “I knew from the very beginning that the darkness in you was a different type of darkness. A rather deeply personal type,” he begins, taking another step forward, reaching his arm out and trailing a finger down her silk covered arm gently. “Now I’m beginning to find that this is a type of darkness that consumes all of you, intimately.” Y/N lightly shivers at the touch of Michael on her, taking a small step backward, causing his hand to drop from her and uncrosses her arms pushing hair behind her ear. “True darkness requires a certain depth of character. Even with Coco, she’s much too shallow for any kind of meaningful negativity,” Michael remarks. “But with you... you afflict the worst to yourself, on your own. Your own darkness revolves around you.” “What does that even mean,” Y/N whispers. “You’re pure,” Michael breathes, smirking. “Not a blemish to be found, you’re uncorrupted -- untouched,” he smirks more. Y/N can’t find any words to say as she can’t feel anything but the pounding in her chest and how shallow her breathing is becoming. “It all makes sense now. Your intimidation of me, the nerves, the innocence you hold. Usually it would be quite sickening, I can practically smell the purity radiating off of you,” he says almost disgusted as he looks her up and down. “But, you’re different. It’s different. You’re genuine, warm-hearted. Your soul is untainted because the only darkness you possess is for yourself, and that’s held you back from ever causing anyone else desolation.” “Wh -- What are you ta--” Y/N starts. “Have you ever been touched, Y/N?” Michael interjects. Y/N’s eyes widen slightly, her breath noticeably heavy now. “Has anyone ever touched you,” Michael reaches his hand out again, trailing a finger, the others following after as his touch feathers over the skin on her shoulder, up to her neck. “Caressed you, made you feel cherished,” his fingers feather slowly down to the curvature of the cleavage that’s exposed through her robe, “felt that carnal pleasure?” Y/N swallows, trying to contain her composure over Michael’s words. They infuriate her while also making her want to run away. But she’s not sure if it’s to run away out of the room or to Michael. “I get the feeling you haven’t,” Michael whispers, smug grin on his face, his fingers pulling down the middle of her robe until it drops, the fabric of her robe having opened a bit loosely from the pull. “Such a shame. You’ve really been missing out.” “You don’t know me, you don’t know anything about me,” Y/N breathes out. “This is insane, just leave.” “I’m not leaving,” Michael states, “And we both know that you don’t want me to either.” “You don’t know me,” Y/N states. “But don’t I,” he questions. “I believe it bothers you more than you’d like to admit that I’ve discovered the guilt and shame you have over yourself.” Y/N turns her head away. What can she say at this point? What possibly could she say to throw him off, to tell him off, to tell him he’s wrong? Especially since he’s been right about everything so far. “Have you ever even kissed someone before,” Michael smugly asks. “What business is it of yours,” Y/N snaps, looking at him. “I’ll take that as a no,” Michael smiles, impossibly more smug. Y/N glares. “Do you want to?” Michael steps again toward her. Y/N looks him up and down as he gets closer to her and crosses her arms again. “Do I what?” “Want to be kissed,” Michael starts smoothly, leaning in a bit. “To be touched,” Michael breathes, his face leaning in to the crook of her neck. “To feel, and be felt,” his lips hover lightly over her skin, his breath hot against her, causing Y/N’s heart to pound impossibly harder, faster, her own breathing transitioning to a tremble. “To feel undeniable pleasure,” he continues, his head lifting to look at her, but a hand raising to her side, resting on her rib cage gently which looks to be covering most of her side with how large his hands are.
His hand trails down slowly, achingly slow, his touch tender against her as it slides effortlessly against the silk of her robe, feeling along her curves. His hand reaches down to her thigh, drifting towards the middle, finding the opening of her robe, and pushing his hand through.
With his hand brushing against her smooth skin softly, he reaches for her hip, grabbing and pulling her into his body. She gasps a bit over the pull, arms coming undone, her body pressing against his, feeling his hardness against her.
Her hands rest flat against his chest comfortably, looking up at him with doe-like eyes and rosy cheeks as he looks down at her with those piercing blue eyes, seeming to be bearing into her soul.
“Do you want to feel good,” Michael breathes alluringly, lips only centimeters apart from hers as his other hand pushes through the opening of her robe while the other hand continues to hold around her waist, holding her in place. His free hand brushes against her thigh, raising up, getting dangerously close to her center.
She breathes out heavily, feeling her body tense and relax all at the same time over Michael’s touch.
“Do you want me to make you feel good?” Michael whispers, leaning in, his lips hovering over hers, lips lightly brushing over the other, until he leans his head into the crook of her neck, slowly pressing his lips against her skin, hot to the touch. She closes her eyes, breathing out shakily, biting her lip, trying to keep herself together. But this one touch alone has her soon coming undone to Michael’s wishes. It takes everything in her, but she pulls away and pushes him to create some space. She holds her robe together tightly, and breathes out deeply. “You’re not playing fair.” “Why do I have to play fair,” Michael smiles. “I think you need to go,” Y/N mumbles out, still trying to regain her composure. “You found me out, fine. I’m ashamed at how I’ve never been with someone before, never even kissed someone because I always felt I wasn’t good enough to be with anyone and was too scared to even try. I’m my own worst critic, you know, now you can go, okay.” “Keep talking all you want,” Michael grins, “but you can’t deny that you want me as much as I want you.” Her cheeks turn an even deeper rosy color than before over his words, not just because of how he can clearly sense her desires for him, but because of him admitting his own desire for her. “I.. I...” she stutters. “I barely know you. This isn’t right, this shouldn’t be happening.” “What does knowing each other have to do with anything? You can’t help when there’s a connection,” Michael states, and suddenly backing Y/N up against the side of the wall, pressing his body back against hers so she can’t move, and grips the side of her throat, his other arm snaking around her waist. “And I think it’s pretty obvious I know you quite well.” Y/N swallows, eyes flickering over his face, landing on his lips multiple times but trying to focus on his eyes. The overwhelming desire to kiss Michael is taking over Y/N’s every thought, not to mention everything else she wants to do with him. “So I’ll ask again, one last time,” Michael hums, smirking. “Do you want me to make you feel good? Show you that you are worthy,” Michael entices, leaning in closer to her face. Y/N wants to fight back, tell him no, tell him to leave. But the temptation Michael Langdon possesses is irresistible and captivating and she can’t deny this any further. “Yes,” she whispers. With one final smug grin, he releases his grip on her neck and waves his hand, all the candles blowing out, coating the room in darkness, as his lips furiously press against hers, lighting a fire ablaze between them.
Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Final Part)
Summary: Michael has to deal with the witches when they show up and threaten to rid Y/N from Michael’s life for good.
Warnings: Violence, swearing, story-line change, fluff
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Tagged!: @storminmytwistedmind , @kerouacsroad , @and-shes-not-even-pretty , @rocketgirl2410
Walking through the corridors as carefully and quietly as she can, Y/N begins to hear voices speaking. She can’t quite make out what they’re saying, but she can hear that the voices are both familiar and unfamiliar. It confuses her when she figures out that some of the voices she’s hearing are from Mallory and Coco. She thought they were dead?
Hearing that the talking and commotion is settled at the main staircase entryway at the center of the Outpost, she takes a back stairway by her room. She hears the talking once more when downstairs, walking through a hallway that eventually leads to the main staircase. But she halts, freezing in place when she hears Michael.
“How can any of you defeat me -- when I’ve already won?” Michael speaks, drawing the attention of all the witches towards him as he stands at the top center of the staircase. “You haven’t won,” Cordelia calls back. “Perhaps you haven’t noticed the state of the world,” Michael smuggly says. “It’s almost as bad as your dinner jacket. But at least the world can be saved,” Myrtle says. “By you,” Michael inquires smoothly. “By all of us,” Cordelia states. “Hey -- Get the wax out of your ears, I’m here to watch,” Dinah says. “But I’m not,” Coco says, stepping forward. But stops once seeing Michael’s sinister expression looking towards her. “Just don’t let me die again, okay? It really sucked the first time,” Coco pleads, Cordelia putting a had out to halt Coco from further speaking or walking. “When I’m done, you’ll all wish you were still dead,” Michael states. “I always thought the world would end with fire and ice, not witches and warlocks,” Myrtle adds. “The seventh seal has been broken,” Michael starts, overlooking the witches with superiority. “Wormwood has fallen from the sky and turned the rivers to blood and fire. The bottomless pit has been opened and my swarms of locusts and scorpions have ravaged humanity -- The world has been remade in my father’s image.” “Darling,” Myrtle starts with a smile, “it seems daddy didn’t tell you the most important rule of bringing on the apocalypse: If you want to finish the job, the thing you have to do first is get rid of all the witches,” she says, nodding to all the girls. “Big mistake,” Coco adds in. “I could annihilate all of you in a second and the world would go on without missing a beat. You and all of your work will be forgotten in the rubble of the past,” Michael states. But then steps forward a step. “But I want to give you a future. Fall to your knees and accept me as your lord and savior,” he opens his arms, “and I will bring you to the table as my obedient subjects,” he offers, hands clasping behind his back. Cordelia laughs lightly, an almost sarcastic smile residing on her face. “Imbeciles,” the robotic Mead calls out. “Fall to your knees before the king!” “The only way we would sit at your table is if your decapitated head were the centerpiece,” Cordelia says. “Cordelia, you raised me from the dead so that you would have the power of voodoo on your side,” Dinah begins, stepping forward, looking at Cordelia as she looks over at her. “But if you know anything about who I am, you know that the only choice I’d pick -- would be the winner,” Dinah says as she steps towards Michael, bowing her head, Michael outstretching a hand for her. “You’re half right, Dinah,” a voice calls, grabbing Dinah’s attention to behind the witches.
As Marie Laveu steps into the room, drawing confusion from Dinah, and an explanation of how Marie has no heart for torture and a deal was made to exchange Marie’s soul for Dinah’s, Madison looks off to the side, sensing an unfamiliar presence. Not powerful like a witch, not evil like Michael. But more muted, more established.
Madison steps off to the side, walking down a hallway to her left while Dinah suddenly cries out for her life over Marie hacking a knife into her neck.
“Out with the trash,” Marie flips her hair back. “Give Papa my regards,” Marie adds disgusted almost as the lot turn back towards Michael.
Michael looks at Mead, giving a nod to her. Mechanical whirring starts as Mead showcases a gun from her arm to shoot out at everyone, seconds away from killing the witches.
Cordelia acts fast and recites a spell immediately, causing Mead to suddenly jolt and shake, beginning to malfunction as a series of unfamiliar gibberish leaves her mouth.
Michael slowly turns to Mead upon hearing, looking at her with confusion. “Ms. Mead?”
Mead combusts into pieces in the next moment, a mechanical fluid splattering the wall, stairs and Michael as she explodes. This causes Michael to stumble back and fall over the railing onto the left side of the staircase, landing on the floor harshly.
Michael gasps for air, the wind knocked out of him from the hard fall. He winces a bit, reaching a hand to under his back for comfort, ignoring the witches for a moment. As Mead’s robotic head speaks more nonsense and comes to a slow stop, he looks over at her, narrowing his eyes as his expression showcases anger from Mead’s destruction.
“Madison,” Cordelia speaks carefully, yet confused, drawing Michael’s attention as he looks over, momentarily distracted by the destruction of the robotic Mead. He sees how Madison holds Y/N in her arms tightly, Y/N fidgeting as she tries to break free. His eyes widen in devastation.
“Who is this,” Myrtle asks just as confused and walking over. “I don’t know, I felt her presence lurking,” Madison rolls her eyes, holding onto her as Y/N tries pulling from her grasp. “That’s Y/N, she’s one of the members here,” Coco explains. Michael stands up, trying to remain calm, “Let her go. She is not part of this.”
Cordelia, the other witches and Y/N look over at Michael. Michael’s sudden words catch them all off guard as there was a noticeable difference in Michael’s behavior. The obvious sudden change in his attitude and expression no longer came off as superior, but fearful.
At this, Cordelia narrows her eyes.
“She has nothing to do with the world’s demise. Release her,” Michael demands. Looking back at Y/N, and back at Michael again, Cordelia analyzes the connection the two seem to have with one another. Y/N looks at Michael with panic and fright, trying to remain calm. “Michael,” she whispers. “What’s going on?” “I told you to stay back until I came to get you,” Michael tells her, voice prominently strained as he tries to keep himself together. “What should we do with her,” Madison asks, focusing on her Supreme. “What’s the plan now,” Marie waves her hand up, stepping back with everyone. “She’s your weakness,” Cordelia states, looking over at Michael, who narrows his eyes. “Mead was your final ally, even as a mechanical version,” she points out. “But this one,” Cordelia points to Y/N and steps over to her as she looks Y/N up and down. “She’s different.” “Get away from her,” Michael glares, body tensing. Cordelia looks at Michael, pausing her movements but grins. “You aren’t going to do anything.” “You haven’t seen anything of me yet, you have no idea what I’m capable of,” Michael speaks harshly. “You’re right. I don’t,” Cordelia speaks. “I never knew someone as foul, vile and heinous as you could be capable of something so.. sweet,” she looks at Y/N. Y/N looks from Michael to Cordelia. “You know of him, don’t you? Who he is?” She asks. Y/N doesn’t say anything, unsure of what she should say. She only stares at the blonde with an indifferent expression. “You do,” Cordelia smiles calmly, standing before her. “You know, about all of it. Who he is and what he’s done, and yet..” Cordelia narrows her eyes. “It doesn’t matter.” “Leave her alone, Cordelia,” Michael seethes. “I can feel the radiation of warmth; the fondness you have for each other,” Cordelia speaks, voice strained with confusion as she ignores Michael. “She has nothing to do with us,” Michael exclaims. “Leave her alone,” he demands again. “I never knew one simple bitch could get so under your skin,” Madison laughs as she looks at Michael. “You love him, don’t you,” Cordelia states rather than asks to Y/N, then looking over at Michael. Michael glares at Cordelia, then diverts his eyes to Y/N who looks over at him. “And you love her. I can feel it,” Cordelia adds, taking a step towards Michael. “As vile as you are, your attachment with her is somehow pure,” Cordelia shakes her head. “Delia?” Myrtle speaks. “You were able to find a way to bring back Mead,” Cordelia starts, shaking her head a bit. “I don’t know how, but you did. You recreated a replicate of her, having her by your side to see through your plans for this Outpost. But with her,” Cordelia points to Y/N. “Don’t,” Michael exclaims, suddenly fearful, the terror prominent in his voice, afraid of what Cordelia will say or do. “I can assure you, I will make sure you never see her again in any way, shape or form,” Cordelia proclaims.
Michael glares again, angered by the threat. He feels the blood in him boiling over how Cordelia discusses Y/N’s life in such careless, dangerous terms. He can’t bare the idea, can’t bare the idea of losing her. He feels himself coming to know what mercy is.
“You were right when I said I don’t know what you’re capable of,” Cordelia starts again. “That included falling in love,” Cordelia speaks. “But I can take it away in an instant if you don’t make things right.”
Madison binds her hold on Y/N tighter as she tries to break free, telling her to stay still.
”Let her go, and quit threatening her,” Michael grits, seeing how Y/N is trying to break from but Madison keeps her hold tight. ”You’re in no position to be giving orders, devil boy,” Marie crosses her arms. “I just want to know how the fucking antichrist can find love in this hell of a world, but I can’t even find good dick for one night?” Madison rolls her eyes. “Madison,” Myrtle glares. “Which is it going to be, Michael,” Cordelia asks, ignoring everyone else for the moment.
Michael continues to glare at Cordelia, but his face softens when he looks back at Y/N. He can’t bare any further thoughts of being without her. Only days ago did it seem like he could destroy and rid of all the witches in an instant without any consequences following him. But now, with Y/N, he’s losing his grasp on being in control and quickly. He would do anything to make sure she stays in his life, and he’s processing this easier than he thought.
”Well,” Cordelia snaps, becoming impatient and annoyed over Michael’s answer. “Yes,” Michael states. “Okay, yes.” Half the witches raise their eyes in shock, the others in confusion from how quickly Michael gave in and agreed. “I.. will do anything you want me to do,” Michael says in defeat. “Just don’t harm her. Please let her go.” ”What,” Marie calls out. “Are you fucking kidding me, we just had to get this asshole’s fucking girlfriend into play to stop all of this,” Madison calls out. “You’ll go back on your plan then,” Cordelia asks. “You will forget your future plans, and undo all of the damage?” “I’ll go back on my father, my destiny, this path.. I’ll change it all. I’ll do whatever, just don’t hurt her, please,” Michael states, no shame in his voice as he pleads for this mercy. Madison scoffs, rolling her eyes at seeing how much easier this would have been had they gotten involved in Michael’s relationship sooner. “You will restore the world, and you will not act on any future prophecies or destruction, do you understand me,” Cordelia glares. Michael hesitates but looks at Y/N again, the feeling he gets with her radiating through his being. He looks back at Cordelia, “Yes. I have grown tired of this path, of this destiny my father laid out for me,” Michael admits. “You have my word.” Cordelia begins to grin. “But only in exchange for Y/N,” Michael glares, “and you make sure we remain together in restoration, or I will take all of it back.” Cordelia’s grin transitions to a soft smile and looks over at Y/N.
Y/N looks back and forth from Michael, the witches and Cordelia, then beginning to feel a dizziness erupting in her mind. Her vision begins to cloud, her view of all sight fading out. Her breathing becomes heavier and shallow, her eyes squinting as she tries to see. She hears a series of voices talking, maybe chanting, including Michael’s, but their voices become distorted, a blaring silence overrunning any and all noise and vision.
Y/N feels her hands falling to her sides as Madison lets go of her, but can sense Michael rushing over to her as she seems to be falling towards the floor. But as her vision fades out to darkness, she feels a protective warmth, a tenderness that she knows could only belong to Michael as the hold takes over her.
And then, nothing.
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Y/N snaps her eyes open, her body halting with a force that has her stumble back a step or two. She comes to a sudden consciousness with a start that has her heart racing, pounding against her chest and feeling a tremble flowing throughout her body. Y/N narrows her eyes as she regains her vision, looking around a moment as she takes in her surroundings.
With a series of different buildings that are built close together along the pavement, hundreds of people it seems to be walking back and forth down the streets, the sun blazes down on her warmly. Plenty of laughter and talking occurs, people dressed freely, holding different drinks in their hands, wearing beaded jewels, and dancing along to music.
“Hey, are you okay,” a voice asks. Y/N turns around, seeing her best friend standing before her. Y/N’s eyes widen, her jaw dropping. “What? Y/F/N?” “Yes?” “O-Oh my gosh!” Y/N steps over, wrapping her arms around her best friend, hugging onto her tightly. Y/F/N hugs her back, laughing a bit, “Are you alright?” “I can’t believe it’s you! I haven’t seen you in so long, I can’t -- I can’t believe,” Y/N laughs out, tears coming to her eyes. “What are you talking about?” Y/N pulls back from Y/F/N, “The bombs, the world..” she trails off, narrowing her eyes a second. She snaps her head to the side, looking around. She suddenly realizes the world is not destroyed. Not anymore at least. She spins slowly in a circle, turning around to look at everything. “Y/N?” Her best friend repeats confused. “What are you talking about? What bombs?” Y/N turns back to her friend and shakes her head. She brings her hands to her hand, feeling overwhelmed and confused with what’s happening. “What’s going on,” she whispers. “Are you feeling okay?” “I--I don’t know,” Y/N breathes out. “Do you need some water? Is it too hot? What are you feeling?”
Y/N looks around again. The last eighteen months, the world had been dead, completely unlivable as the radiation and cannibalistic creatures plagued the world. But now, it was like it never happened, like the world had never been bombed or destroyed in the first place. She was just underground, in Outpost 3 with apparent witches and Michael and -- Michael.
Y/N looks at Y/F/N with wide eyes. “Where are we,” she gasps. Y/F/N narrows her eyes, “Uh, Bourbon Street?” “What,” Y/N exclaims. “Yeah, New Orleans. Remember?” Y/F/N raises her hand to Y/N’s forehead. “Are you feeling okay?” She asks again.
Y/N looks away, trying to figure out what just happened. Did she dream everything? Did she imagine everything, including Michael? Was she day-dreaming vividly or something? Why was she suddenly in New Orleans? What was going on?
“Hey, everyone’s waiting for us,” Y/F/N says, holding a finger up to a group of friends ahead in the crowd as they stand around waiting for the two.
Y/N looks over, seeing a group of her old friends. She smiles, laughing out, mixing with a cry as she sees her friends again, knowing that they’re alive and not dead like she thought once the world ended.
“Do you want to go back to the hotel maybe? Take a rest?” Y/N looks at Y/F/N and hesitates, but then nods. “Yeah, I think I need to take a minute. Um.. maybe the heat is getting to me?” Y/F/N nods. “Okay. You know how to get back?” “Yeah, I’ll find it,” Y/N assures. “Address is in your email, just in case,” Y/F/N raises her eyes. “Yeah, yeah, I’ll be fine,” Y/N waves off. Y/F/N nods. “Let me know when you get back. Rest up for partying tonight” she says smiling before the two separate and Y/N begins walking back towards the hotel.
Y/N doesn’t exactly remember or care to follow directions to the hotel as she just wants to walk around on her own for a bit to try and recollect her thoughts.
She ignores everyone that walks past her, ignoring her environment as she stays put in her own world, thinking about everything she can remember from her apparent day-dream, or whatever it was. Did she imagine it? What was everything that happened? Was she just losing it?
Y/N turns a corner at a street that seems to lead to a less crowded and more quiet road. Following the sidewalk, she sighs, bringing a hand back to her head again. Everything was so real, she couldn’t have made up everything in her mind. All the people she met, the things she felt, the things that happened, she couldn’t have made it all up on her own, right?
“Y/N?” A voice yells out.
Y/N turns, eyes following the direction of the voice. A voice she seems to know too well. A voice she would know anywhere now.
When her eyes land on him, she steps back, chest hyperventilating a moment as she blinks and tries to make sense of everything.
Michael, with the same confidence and captivating appeal that she’s always known him to have, runs over towards her. She can see his eyes are just as blue and piercing, his hair looking soft and blond as before, but shorter, more curly and tussled, stopping just before his ears.
Y/N steps forward, transitioning into a run to meet him faster, running as Michael does until she rushes into him, wrapping her arms around Michael’s torso as his arms enclose around her body and he brings her into him tightly.
“Baby,” he sighs in relief, “I found you. You’re here, you’re here with me,” Michael whispers as he nuzzles his face into her neck. “What’s going on,” Y/N whispers. “Are you real?” “Yes,” Michael says, and she can almost hear his grin. “I’m here, I’m yours. I’m real. All of it was.” “I-- I’m so confused,” Y/N says, voice strained. “Don’t be. I’m here. I have you. And I’ll never let anyone hurt you.” Y/N feels her heart flutter suddenly, smiling as she closes her eyes relieved, remembering back when Michael would say that to her in the Outpost. “The world’s been restored,” Michael tells her. “Restored?” Y/N questions, pulling back in Michael’s hold as she looks up at him. “Cordelia and I, we restored the world, remember?” Michael tells her as he looks at her, arms still holding around her waist. “No, I.. I’m still so confused. All I remember is, at the staircase, with everyone..” she trails off. She shakes her head, “How did.. How did any of this happen? The world actually ended then? The Outpost and everyone, Mead and the apples and--” “Yes,” Michael says softly, tightening his hold on her comfortingly “It did. But not anymore.” Y/N blinks at him, trying to process everything. “You’re still the antichrist, then?” “Yes and no. I have those abilities still,” Michael starts. “But, I took Cordelia’s offer of salvation when at the burning stakes, joined her coven to be better, to follow my own destiny, to be with you.” “But,” Y/N narrows her eyes, “your true father, all the darkness and how you were prophesied to--” “I know, I know,” Michael shushes gently. “I told you nothing was impossible. Including all of this.” Michael brings a hand up, cupping her cheek. “I don’t want that destiny anymore, to end the world. I didn’t know what my path or real destiny was until you.” Y/N flushes a bit. “You’re what I want. You’re my destiny.” Y/N smiles. “Let’s go take a visit to Cordelia. You, the witches, me, we’ve all been thrown back in time. We could all use a few minutes to go over everything.” Y/N nods, cupping her hand over Michael’s hand over her cheek. “Okay. As long as you’re there.” “I will, I always will be. I refuse to let you go. I love you,” Michael smiles sweetly.
Y/N smiles more before leaning up and pressing her lips to Michael’s, igniting that blaze between them that truly balances one another out as Y/N’s innocence meets Michael’s corruption, for an eternity.
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A/N: Ending is probably too anticlimactic, but I want happiness for everyone ok, sue mE. But I enjoyed writing this first lil series :’) Thanks for reading if you did!!
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Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Part 5)
Summary: Y/N and Michael take their relationship to the next level in more than one way, having to conquer Venable, and soon, other powerful forces.
Warnings: Kinda lengthy, sMuT, fluffy! lovey! Michael, some evil! Michael, some violence, timeline change, swearing
A/N: This is the first time I’ve ever written smut so pls forgive if it sux i am sry
Tagged!: @storminmytwistedmind , @kerouacsroad , @and-shes-not-even-pretty
Y/N tries not to look at Michael’s bare form as he stands in front of the tub, hovering a hand over the bath, draining the water until it’s empty. Michael isn’t looking at her for the moment, so she’s able to take in his entirety without worry of him catching her and getting embarrassed from being caught.
She tightens her hold on the towel that she has wrapped around her, standing by the door as she waits on Michael. She didn’t need to wait on him, but she didn’t want to leave his presence, feeling a sense of attachment to him. She learned of Michael’s dark past and who he is, and yet she’s never wanted to be closer to him.
Their relationship was certainly unusual compared to the standard. Y/N’s known him for such a short amount of time, the times are a tragedy, and yet she feels a calamity and peace with him. At least when he’s not springing dark secrets on her.
Michael turns, the wet ends of his hair sticking to his shoulders as he looks at her. He unmistakably smirks, catching her gaze, which causes her to divert her eyes away to try and play off her stare. “What?” Y/N shakes her head, looking back at him. “Nothing.” “Why are you staring at me?” He asks as he steps toward to her. “Does it bother you that I’m only staring at you,” she asks teasingly, mocking Michael’s tone from when he first said that to her during the initial interview. Michael grins. “No. Doesn’t bother me at all. Stare all you want,” he answers matter of fact. Y/N huffs lightly. “You’re no fun. Why doesn’t anything bother you?” “Plenty of things bother me,” Michael states. “You however, are not one of them. You staring at me would never be an issue in the slightest,” he stops walking when he stands just a few feet in front of her. “You’re the one that finds it uncomfortable because you get nervous of what it’ll lead to as you don’t know what I’m thinking or will do.” “Okay Dr. Langdon, keep shrinking me like you’re an actual psychologist,” she rolls her eyes playfully, tightening the hold on her towel more. “Careful with how you speak to me. You never know what I’ll do next.” “As long as I don’t hedge, or lie, or trick you, what does it matter,” she mocks him more, grinning. “Are you going to be mocking me for the rest of the evening like this?” He raises his eyes amused.
Y/N smiles, shrugging, Michael finding her mannerisms cute. She’s not even trying, but Michael’s finding her adorable. He shakes his head a bit over his thoughts, the words “cute” and “adorable” never crossing his mind until she came into his life. He’d find it sickening if he wasn’t so infatuated with her.
“Let’s just go get changed before I do something stupid,” Michael starts, purposely trying to get a curious rise from her, which works when she raises her eyes interested. “Like kiss you, or something,” he adds in a fluid tone. Y/N bites on her lip, shying away a bit only because she never knows how to react when he says things like this. “Unless,” Michael starts softly, “you want me to kiss you,” Michael speaks, his tone collected, bringing a hand to her cheek, trailing the back of his fingers against her skin gently. She pauses a moment, his touch causing a light shiver to run through her. “What if I do,” she asks quietly. “Then just tell me,” Michael says to her, fingers pushing wet strands of her hair behind her ear, brushing down to her jaw and to her exposed neck.
Y/N looks into his dreamy blue eyes, the doe-like innocence in her expression causing Michael to lean in teasingly slow. He wants her to say it, wants her to blush and squirm from getting her to say something that’s so natural, yet so difficult for her because she’s so inexperienced when it comes to these things. But it’s hard for him to resist her as time goes on, wanting her just as much as he can sense in her how much she wants him.
He lets his lips brush along hers, Y/N hesitating a second before reaching up to kiss him as she feels the light touch of his lips grazing hers. But Michael pulls back far away enough to see her whole face, not holding his grin back from the tease.
“What do you want,” Michael asks, tilting his head to the side, a hand trailing down the outline of her arm in her towel.
Her cheeks showcase a rosy color. She knows Michael gets off on exploiting her shyness, taking advantage of how inexperienced she is. But at the same time, she likes it too. She likes how he pushes her out of her comfort zone, challenges her innocence, especially in intimate circumstances. There’s no one else she’d want to corrupt her and show her full carnal pleasure.
Pausing once more, she swallows. “You,” she breathes out softly. “All of you,” she adds.
At her words, he’s unable to hold himself back any longer. The sexual tension between them has been growing by the day since they first laid their eyes upon each other.
Michael steps her back, causing her to step backward until her back hits the wall of the bathroom. Pressing his body against hers firmly, he leans in, capturing her mouth with his, furiously kissing her, the desire in him taking over.
He pulls on her towel, harshly pulling it from her body to drop to the floor, leaving her exposed in front of him. He snakes an arm around her waist, holding her to him, his other hand grasping at the base of her neck.
Y/N’s a bit reluctant with her actions, all of these experiences and feelings still being new as she continues to get used to them. But her arms instinctively follow to wrap around his shoulders and neck, a hand tangling in his hair as they kiss. Michael pulls away from Y/N to lean his head into the crook of her neck, planting longing kisses against her skin. She sighs out, biting on her lip as she feels him against her like this. His lips move over her skin fervently, his actions needy, wanting to put his mouth on every part of her, wanting to feel and taste every part of her body.
Kissing to under her ear, he whispers, “Wrap your legs around me.”
Y/N complies, jumping and wrapping her legs around his torso as he says, his hands moving to grasp under her thighs, holding her to him. Her arms encircle around his neck, and she leans down to kiss him, gaining some courage and confidence from wanting to taste him again.
Michael groans contently into her mouth, maneuvering his way from her bathroom to her bedroom. Their lips don’t break apart until Michael kneels on her bed and lays her down. He wastes no time in crawling up and over her, resting against her body carefully as he kisses her again, his hunger and desire for her growing as the seconds pass. Her legs wrap around Michael’s waist, bringing him forward to press against her as she bucks her hips.
Michael kisses from her lips, to the side of her mouth, to her jaw, down to her neck again, whispering, “Slow down a bit. You don’t want to rush into this,” a hint of teasing showing in his tone. “Sorry,” she mutters embarrassed, looking up at Michael when he raises his head and looks down at her. “Don’t be sorry,” he smirks a bit. “I just want you to enjoy this, to savor every moment,” he purrs, leaning his head down to kiss the top of her chest sweetly. “I want to cherish you, show you how desirable you are.” He grazes his lips down the center of her cleavage, down the valley between her breasts, planting another kiss against her. “You’re so beautiful,” he hums against her skin, drawing his lips over her right breast, brushing over her nipple, licking teasingly over the sensitive skin.
Y/N sighs out, looking down at Michael as she squirms a bit under his touch. Michael places a hand on her wrist to hold her down, the other reaching for her other breast, fingers fluttering over. His lips enclose over her nipple, beginning with a soft suck. His hand massages and palms her other breast, fingers rubbing lightly over her nipple to tease.
Michael moves his head to her other breast, repeating the same actions as he did the other, his hand switching to the other too. Each time Michael touches her, the level of gratification Y/N feels is overwhelming, always causing a deep stir in her stomach. She can’t believe she’s let Michael corrupt her so quickly, but she wouldn’t take any of it back.
Moving further down her body, Michael kisses down her navel, gripping her waist, then her hips as he gets closer to her heat. Y/N gets evidently more shy when she looks down at Michael and tries closing her legs while Michael lays between them. He looks up at her, sensing her bashfulness. Her reserved demeanor has her nervous over Michael’s future actions. But it’s just because it’s never happened to her before and doesn’t know what to expect.
Michael smirks, spreading her legs, seeing the redness in her cheeks as he does. He would never tire of her innocence behavior. “Michael,” Y/N breathes, biting her lip embarrassed. “Shh,” Michael breathes out, lowering his head and kissing her heat. She gasps quietly over the unfamiliar feeling. “Let me make you feel good,” Michael purrs, bringing a hand to her, and pushing a finger into her center slowly. Y/N moans out, leaning her head back. Michael pumps his finger a few times before bringing it to his lips and sucking on it. “Mm. So wet for me already,” he smirks, lowering his head and licking from her heat, up through her folds teasingly and to her clit.
Y/N parts her lips, placing a hand on Michael’s head, grasping the roots of his locks. Her other hand grips at the sheets on the bed, breathing out heavily over the feeling of Michael against her.
He licks through her folds, swirling his tongue, licking warm strokes along her. He licks back and forth fervently at her clit, enclosing his plump lips around the bud, sucking harshly. Y/N cries out in pleasured whimpers, chest heaving, stomach clenching consistently.
“Baby, you taste so good, he hums against her, sending vibrations through her core. “Fuck,” she breathes out, the sense of pleasure and tone of his words sending small jolts through her.
Michael has so much he wants to do with her, but he knows she’s close. She’s so sensitive, so easily aroused, he knows it won’t be longer until she finishes. He hooks his arms under her legs, pulling her closer to his face, licking and sucking faster. Y/N raises her hips up lightly, rutting her heat against Michael, beginning to buck against him.
“Keep going, fuck yourself against my face,” Michael breathes enticingly, feeling how hard he is over her actions. He brings a hand back up, pushing a finger into her tight walls, pumping inside of her.
Y/N’s body jolts more, bucking her hips against Michael’s face consistently as she feels a deep pleasure building inside of her. Michael quickens his movements, licking harder against her and adding a second finger inside of her.
It’s not much longer until Y/N cums, coming undone as her body begins to shake, legs trembling around Michael. Her breathing is hard and heavy, her body moving in waves of pleasure until her body relaxes and she calms down from her orgasm.
Y/N opens her eyes as she feels Michael crawling back up her body, hovering his face over hers, laying his body against hers. He leans in to kiss her neck, humming against her cockily. “Feeling your legs shake around my head had me almost cumming myself,” he breathes against her. Y/N’s breathing becomes more shallow again with hearing his words.
Feeling him prominently against her, she bites on her lip. “Michael,” she breathes, causing him to raise his head and look at her. “Kiss me,” she pleads, wrapping a hand behind his neck.
Michael listens without hesitation, colliding his lips with hers, sliding a tongue into her mouth and deepening the kiss. Michael’s hand grabs her throat as he kisses her, a moan leaving Y/N’s lips in the kiss.
Her body arches a bit, still hot and wanting for him. Michael drops his hand from her throat to brushing against the side of her body, feeling along the softness of her curves. Sliding over the side of her ass and reaching between the two of them, he grabs his fully hard erection, aligning his length with her pulsing center.
Y/N pulls back from Michael, looking down between their bodies, seeing his length. She knew Michael was large just from seeing him naked in the bathroom, but up close now, and fully hard, she could see how large and thick he really was. It worried her for a moment, looking back at Michael with apprehension. But as she looks at him, seeing the affection in his eyes, she knows there’s nothing she wants more than feeling him inside her.
She nods, wrapping her arms under his shoulders as he presses himself against her fully. His eyes gaze over her, seeing the nerves but the undeniable need in her for him too.
Michael slicks the tip of his head against her wet center, teasing her as she whines from the feeling. “You’re mine, you belong to me,” he hisses. He captures her lips with his before pushing his large length into her, causing Y/N to pull back from the kiss and gasp. She leans her head back, tightening her eyes and parting her mouth open as she lets out a deep moaning breath.
The initial feeling is foreign, something she never thought she would feel. It’s not excruciating, but it hurts her more than she thought it would. It’s a type of pain that’s more discomforting than painful. The fullness of his cock, stretching and filling her virgin walls, has a sense of pleasure with it too. There’s a fine line between pain and pleasure and she was feeling it intensely.
Michael’s mouth parts open too from feeling her, in complete bliss. He knows she’s experiencing a pang, but the way she feels around him, he can’t contain himself to be any more gentle or careful than he already is.
Pulling out a bit, he pushes back into her, gradually quickening his movements as he rocks his hips. The fullness of Michael drowns out most of the discomfort, Y/N holding onto Michael as he moves with her, his pace picking up.
“Fuck, you feel so good around me,” Michael groans.
Feeling him pulse and thrust inside of her has Y/N digging her nails into Michael’s back, no doubt leaving red marks.
Michael increases his pace more, letting out soft moans every now and then. He rocks his hips against her harder, thrusting deeper, trying to keep in mind this is her first time, but can’t seem to hold himself back from how warm, wet and good she feels.
As Michael’s movements become more rough and firm, the pleasure begins to compensate for any pain. It’s a feeling she never knew she wanted so badly. The stretch, the ache, the intensity, she wants all of it deeply. She wraps her legs around Michael’s torso, pressing herself against him more as her movements match with his, Michael pushing deeper into her.
“Oh, fuck,” Y/N cries out softly, holding onto him more. “You’re doing so well, baby,” Michael breathes, “Keep going, you can take me,” he adds, leaning down to kiss her.
Michael moves a hand down between them, fingers rubbing her clit in fierce circles, continuing to thrust at a vulgar pace. The feel of her, the connection between them, it’s unlike anything Michael has ever experienced before. She’s the only one Michael has ever felt this passionate about, the only one to draw these emotions out, to bring Michael to this pure euphoria.
As the pleasure between them grows, it begins to overwhelm them, setting off a fire more so than ever before. Y/N can feel the coil in her stomach unhinging as Michael’s eyes begin to darken, ultimately turning complete black from the ecstasy.
As they come to their highs, the candles in the room suddenly begin to grow brighter and hotter, bursting into a large flame around the two in bed, causing a fire to break free from the explosion. It’s not a fire that spreads, but a fire that would be unsettling to anyone in the room.
Y/N’s body tenses, shaking as she cums again, the clench in her stomach coming undone and releasing as the pleasure overtakes her. As Michael cums too, he continues to rock his hips through their release, gradually slowing down as the euphoria consumes both of them.
As they each relax and calm down together, their heavy breathing fills the room. Michael rests his head in the crook of Y/N’s neck, taking a moment to catch his breath as their breathing slows. Kissing against her skin, he feels Y/N’s shaky fingers brush through his locks soothingly.
He lifts his head and looks down at Y/N, seeing in her eyes how spent she is, but also a different expression he’s never seen for him before. Her hand comes up to Michael’s face, fingertips lightly trailing over his cheek, brushing against him affectionately. The gentle touch sends a radiation of contentment through him, Michael wishing this moment would never end, silently wishing that she’d never quit looking at him the way she is.
Michael looks around the room, noticing the fire around. He waves off his hand in a gentle flicking fashion before all the fire from the explosion and candles immediately blow out, the room returning to it’s normalcy. Y/N watches in bewilderment, forgetting about the fire herself as all she could focus on was Michael. Seeing how just a simple gesture has the fire disappearing, the room cooling down to it’s regular temperature has her realizing this is all real and actually happening.
As Michael pulls out of her in the next moment, Y/N winces a bit from the sudden ache and soreness. Michael kisses her upper chest to soothe her before resting beside her. Michael has them settle under the covers on the bed, having them get comfortable.
Y/N finds her body exhausted, worn out from all the exerted energy as she moves to settle under the covers. Michael looks to be cockily satisfied, the bastard, but at the same time sweetly content, too.
Y/N wanted to cuddle up to him, wanted him to hold her, wanted to be close to him still, but she refrained, laying on her side and facing him instead. He lays on his back, hand rested over his stomach, head turned to her as he studies her curiously.
“What are you thinking about,” he asks her, breaking the silence between them. Y/N lightly shrugs. “Nothing.” “You’re lying.” Y/N presses her lips together. “Nothing worth mentioning.”
Michael doesn’t have to be able to sense energies to know what she’s thinking. He’s learned how she thinks, how she works, just as well as she’s come to learn who he is and how he works.
Reaching an arm over, he wraps it over her waist and pulls her toward him. Y/N is a bit surprised but can’t help but smile a bit as she’s pulled against his body. She adjusts herself against him, resting her head on his shoulder, resting a hand over where his heart beats.
Michael wraps his arm over her shoulder, grabbing her hand on him with his other, brushing his thumb against her. He presses his lips to the top of her head, breathing out against her and resting his head back.
“So. What does this mean for us now?” Y/N asks timidly. “Why do I sense you being nervous all of a sudden.” “I don’t know,” she speaks quietly. “Think I’m going to leave you here to die now?” Michael asks teasingly, but with slight speculation too. Y/N doesn’t say anything. “I’m not going anywhere,” he states. “Not without you,” he adds.
Y/N breathes out contently, relaxing against him and closing her eyes as sleep starts to consume her, feeling safe and protected in Michael’s hold.
Michael pauses for a moment before wanting to speak again. He lifts his head, brushing his fingers against her shoulder with the arm that’s wrapped around her. “I had it all set in stone.” “Hm,” Y/N wonders, lifting her head to look at him. “I had a plan,” he looks at her. “I knew everything I needed to do. What and when I needed to do it.” Y/N narrows her eyes confused. “But now,” he continues, shrugging a bit. “You’re the plan. You’re the new life I want.”
Y/N doesn’t say anything, unsure of what she can say. So much has happened in this one night; in the last few days. And hearing all of this, it causes her heart to flutter, but she’s still so confused. She’s conflicted over his status, his past plans, his future schemes. She doesn’t know what she should do or what this situation will lead to. But, she doesn’t care as long as she can be with him.
Michael grabs her hand on his chest and kisses the back of her hand at her knuckles, looking at her.
Y/N smiles a bit, heat flooding to her cheeks. “And you’re really supposed to be the antichrist? Didn’t know you could be so mushy,” she mutters. Michael grins, not caring. “You bring that side out of me. You wouldn’t catch me behaving like this before I met you.” Y/N smiles more. “What are you doing to me,” he whispers, eyes flickering over her face. “Corrupting you,” she jokes. “And here I thought that’s what I was doing to you this whole time.” “You’ve done enough of that for one night,” she rolls her eyes, resting her head back down. Michael laughs lowly, brushing his fingers against her shoulder again. “Suppose you should get used to it. You belong to me,” he states. “All of you.” Instead of arguing and telling him how he has no claim over her in any way, she keeps quiet, silently agreeing, knowing he does over her heart. “But all of me also belongs to you,” he speaks softly. Y/N yawns, “I own the antichrist?” “Go to sleep.” Y/N giggles a bit. She turns over, facing away from Michael as she rests her head on her pillow. “Good night,” she purrs, eyes fluttering closed.
Michael grins, turning onto his side, facing towards her. Grabbing her, he pulls her back into his body, wrapping his arm over her, holding her to him. Michael entangles his legs with her, holding onto her as tightly as he can without hurting her.
Holding her as if she’ll slip from his grasp, he feels for the first time he has someone to truly lose now. Losing certain people in his life, they were painful losses, they hurt him for different reasons, but he was able to go on.
But now, he couldn’t imagine losing Y/N in any way, shape or form. His life begins and ends with her now, and he will end the world all over again if it means getting to be with her.
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The following day, the excitement of the Hallow’s Eve party is at an all time high. If food isn’t being served, everyone is in their rooms, or in another member’s room as they do final prep and fixes for costumes and masks. Everyone is ready for fun and everything to feel normal just like before the bombs went off. Even Venable had a pleasant streak to her, of course...
Y/N hadn’t spoken much to anyone that day aside from Michael. She tried to avoid everyone so she wouldn’t have to lie about the party and mention her not attending. She wanted to avoid the whole ordeal, mentally and physically.
Michael told her to stay in either her room or his during the party so he would know she’s safe. Y/N figured Michael would be overseeing or doing something to be involved with the party, so she stayed in her room, figuring that would be the better option.
As she spends her time reading a book, she can’t help but think of the party’s destructive future. A lot of the Outpost members were annoying and very rude, but there were the one’s that had good hearts and hadn’t done anything to earn their demise. None of them deserved it really. Y/N felt a guilt in her stomach, feeling bad that she was letting this go on.
She finds herself going to Michael’s room just as the party seems to have gotten into full swing, clearly hearing the Outpost members laughing and cheering over a game. She doesn’t knock when she gets to Michael’s door, knowing that he probably sensed that she was on her way.
When she steps into his room, closing the door behind her, he’s at his desk, typing at his laptop attentively. She figures he would have been doing something to be involved with the poisoned apples, but maybe not.
Michael stops his laptop work when hearing her arrive, turning in his chair to look at her. “Yes?” She shrugs nonchalantly. “You said I could stay in here if I wanted. That offer still stands, right?” “Of course,” Michael agrees coolly. “You’re always welcomed here.” Y/N smiles a bit and walks further into the room. She doesn’t make eye contact with Michael as she moves to sit on the bedside closest to him. But when she does look at him, he’s staring at her intently. “What,” she asks, narrowing her eyes. “Why are you really here?” He asks elusively, knowing better. “Why do you think there’s an ulterior motive?” She crosses her arms. “You offered me to stay here.” Michael stares at her impassively. “Yeah ‘you know when I’m lying,’” she waves off, rolling her eyes and dropping her arms. Michael grins and stands, stepping over to her. “What’s on your mind?” Y/N looks away for a moment. Sighing, she looks back at him shyly. “I’m.. upset.” “About?” He raises his eyes. “Everyone,” she stands. “Everything,” she adds. “I know you have a plan and.. I for some reason am okay with it,” she shakes her head. “ Well, to an extent to where I accept you for you because,” she trails off, eyes glancing from him and away nervously. “Never mind, I’m just saying, everyone is out there having fun and playing games, having no clue that their end--” “Y/N,” Michael says, tone implying for her to get to the point. “I’m upset everyone is going to die,” Y/N states, looking at him. Michael sighs. “I mean, okay, it’s your plan. But plans change. Can’t you spare a few of their lives?” She tries. “Like Emily, Timothy, Mallory? Even Gallant, and Andre, and Dinah, even Coco, and--” “So basically everyone,” Michael says, clasping his hands behind his back. Y/N pouts a bit. Michael sighs again. “Why did I have to fall in love with such a pure soul.” “Hey,” she narrows her eyes, “it’s only human that I--” She stops, eyes widening a bit. “Wait, what?” “What,” Michael narrows his eyes. “You’re in love with me?” Y/N asks, shock obvious in her tone. “Yes. Of course. I have been for awhile,” he states. Y/N stands quietly, surprised over his words. “I thought it was quite obvious,” Michael explains. “I told you about everything with me, showed you everything. And the way I feel for you,” he trails off. “I.. would have to be in love with the way I feel for you, correct?” Y/N pauses, and shrugs, “I don’t know. I’ve never been in love before. I’ve never had someone in love with me.”
Michael grins a bit. He steps over, wanting to close the space between them and kiss her. But before he can, there’s a knock on the door.
Neither move, only turning their heads once the door opens and Venable and Mead walk in.
Y/N steps away from Michael a bit, creating some space between them.
Venable and Mead’s expression show confusion and shock, but remain calm upon seeing Y/N in the room.
“Ladies I’m a little busy right now formulating my selections,” Michael simply says. Venable looks from Y/N to Michael. “This won’t take long,” she says as she steps a bit forward to the center of where Michael’s bed is in middle, a few feet before Y/N and Michael, holding her cane confidently. “What’s this?” Michael asks raising his eyes. “We’re making the selections now Mr. Langdon,” Venable starts. “And I’m afraid you didn’t make the cut.” Y/N looks from Venable, concern growing in her and looks at Michael. Michael laughs. Actually laughs. Venable gives a bit of his smirk, like she knows something he doesn’t. “I’m sorry,” Michael says, tone soft, waving a hand off smoothly. “I wanted to let you have your moment but I just couldn’t hold it in.” “You think this is funny?” Venable asks. “I think I’m impressed, Miss Venable,” Michael states. “I wasn’t sure you had it in you.” Venable continues to look at him with a small smirk. “You’ve passed the test. You’re perfect for the sanctuary,” Michael says reassuringly. Y/N looks from Michael to Venable, waiting to see what she’s going to do. The concern in her increases even more, a bad feeling growing more in the pit of her stomach. “Ms. Mead,” Venable simply says. Y/N looks at Ms. Mead, seeing Mead bring out a gun by her side. Y/N’s eyes widen, “What, what are you doing?” Y/N starts, stepping toward Michael, wanting to block and protect him. But Michael puts his hand up to stop her, causing her to halt and to be quiet. Mead raises the gun up, pointing at Michael. ”Michael,” Y/N whispers, eyes narrowing afraid. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you,” Michael states with a hint of cockiness in his voice. “Ms. Mead,” Venable repeats. She turns to her when Mead still hasn’t shot Michael.
Y/N stands, panic flooding through her. Her breath is heavy though quiet, her eyes wide, fear running through her veins for Michael’s life. But Y/N’s wide eyes narrow as Mead moves the point of the gun to Venable. Venable looks obviously confused as she sees this action.
In the next second, Mead swallows and then pulls the trigger, shooting Venable in the chest, causing Michael to smile smugly at the action. Y/N screams a bit, stepping back from being startled.
Venable jumping herself from being shot, begins to breathe heavy. She stares at Mead in confusion and then drops to the floor onto her back. Her breath grows heavier, weaker, trying to find air as the blood trails from the bullet wound.
“I don’t know why I did that. I was always loyal to her,” Mead says sorrowfully and puzzled. “It’s alright. You were obeying commands. Like you’re programmed to do,” Michael walks over to Venable, lowering down onto his heels as he looks over Venable. “My commands.”
Y/N stands in place, her mind running wild with distortion as she sees this side of Michael. She’s overcome with shock, no idea on what to say, what to do, if she should say or do anything. Her heart’s beating so hard against her, she feels it’s going to burst out of her chest.
”Did you enjoy executing the poison apple plan as much as I did coming up with it?” Michael asks, standing and looking over at Mead. ”You wanted everyone dead?” Mead asks. ”I’ve never been a fan of getting my hands dirty. Learned that from my father. Always more fun to entice men and woman to dirty deeds.”
Y/N narrows her eyes a bit, Michael’s sinister tone catching her off guard. She lets Michael and Mead, who is a robot she learned from Michael previously, have their moment before Michael asks her to leave. “Remove her body and clean the area. I want her disposed quickly.”
Mead, suddenly in a focus that seems dedicated to Michael, nods, “Yes, sir.” She walks over to Venable, grabbing a hold of her and removing her from the premises as Michael’s asked.
Michael turns to Y/N casually as they’re left alone. Y/N stands as before, confusion and shock still running through her, witnessing how cold Michael seemed with Venable dying. “I’m sorry you had to see that,” Michael says, stepping over to her. “I’ve tried to keep all problematic trauma out of view for you to avoid this type of situation. But, unpredictability. I’m never certain when it comes to you.”
Y/N stares at him, hearing him but not understanding as she tries to process all of this.
Mead enters the room again, Y/N looking over and watching Mead clean the area quickly. Michael studies Y/N carefully, trying to read her expression, but he knows there’s nothing he can do at this point.
When Mead finishes, she leaves the two alone in the room again. “Are you alright,” Michael asks softly.
Y/N blinks, tears suddenly falling from her eyes as she looks at Michael. Michael sighs, knowing Y/N’s upset about seeing Venable die. But what happens next confuses him.
Y/N steps into a run, rushing into Michael as she grabs hold of him and wraps her arms around his torso. Resting her head on his chest, listening for his heart beat, she breathes with relief. “I was so scared. I thought they were going to hurt you. I thought I was going to lose you.” Michael’s arms follow, wrapping around Y/N as he holds her, keeping her close to him. “You’re not upset? About Venable,” Michael has to ask. “Well of course I am. I can’t believe what just happened,” she says, her voice strained. “But I care more about you and what could have happened.” She leans back a bit, looking up at Michael. “I.. I love you, Michael,” she states, cheeks warming. “I’d rather the whole world go down and me have you, than things to be okay as before but not have you.”
Michael, never having someone love him in this way, feels a tenderness in his chest from her words. Sensing the love she has for him makes him smile so boyishly. He cups her cheek, looking her over. Such a pure, kind-hearted soul, falling for the epitome of evil, it was as cliche as could be.
He leans in, giving her a sweet kiss, feeling a sense of relief with having someone truly love and care for him. Y/N was right as she said the night before. All he ever wanted was acceptance and love.
Michael’s smile grows more when noticing the faint heat showing in her cheeks from Michael’s gentle affection.
“So, now what? What are you supposed to do next? Has everyone else been.. you know?” She sadly asks. “Yes,” Michael states. “The plan was just executed before Venable and Mead showed up.” Y/N pauses, looking away. Trying to let his words sink in, she nods slowly. “Okay,” she whispers, closing her eyes. She holds her breath for a second, trying not to let out any tears over hearing about everyone’s deadly outcome. She looks at Michael. “I know. It hurts you, and I’m so sorry,” Michael speaks elusively, cupping her cheek. He didn’t care about the demise of everyone, but of course he cared about how Y/N felt about it. But there was nothing he could do about it, not willingly. “And now what?” Y/N asks. “Well,” Michael begins, brushing his thumb against her cheek before dropping his hand. “I need someone to help me with the monumental task of remaking this world. Who better than the one person I will never stop trusting or loving?” Y/N narrows her eyes, “You mean.. me?” “Yes, you,” Michael clarifies, grinning. “Remaking the world? But, the radiation, the tragedy, all the deaths, how could you possibly--” “You don’t understand my capability,” he starts. “I know you’re still processing everything. But nothing is impossible, not anymore. Especially if I have you by my side.” “I’ve seen so many sides to you in the last twenty-four hours, I don’t know which to believe is actually you. You’re cocky one moment, sweet the next, completely alluring the following, and now,” she trails off. “You’ll have to get used to each side then, won’t you,” Michael states. She pauses, but slowly grins. “I guess so,” she hums. Michael smiles softly, but then it fades, his eyes diverting away. “What is it,” Y/N raises her eyes confused. “A powerful presence,” Michael states. “What do you mean? Everyone’s dead?” Y/N questions. “Right?” “Not anymore,” Michael glares. Looking at Y/N, “I need you to wait here.” “What?” She narrows her eyes. “I need you to stay here. Do not go anywhere -- do not leave this room until I come back for you,” he states. “Understand?” Y/N crosses her arms, “Why do I hav--” “Just don’t be stubborn this one time, and listen to me,” he interjects. “Stay here, for your own safety.” Y/N stares at him conflicted but nods. “Okay.”
Michael leans over to kiss her forehead. He walks to the door after, shutting it behind him as he leaves to go seek out the presence he feels.
Sighing after Michael’s left, she walks to his bed, sitting down. She lays down against his pillows, taking a breath and trying to find a sense of reality. Everything’s she’s had to see and witness recently, it can definitely take a toll. She feels if it were anyone but Michael she would be unhinged, of course.
But she has a sense of understanding with him, a sense of exception, accepting Michael for who he is and what he’s done. There can be only one explanation for these feelings, having to really overlook someone’s “flaws” such as this.
Or she’s just going insane, alongside with Michael.
Either way, she’s okay with it, as long as she has him.
Looking to the door, she feels her curiosity and worry skyrocketing. How could Michael ask her to stay after everything she’s just witnessed. How could she possibly stay in his room like this when she’s so unsettled from everything. She knows Michael told her to stay for her own safety, but what could actually go wrong if she were to leave and sneak around? She knows how to be quiet, how to be sneaky. She knows the Outpost fairly well considering she’s been there for so long and can hide if she needs.
It’s not like anything life-threatening would actually be happening outside of those doors...
Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Part 2)
Summary: It took less than a day for Michael to break Y/N down, but he hasn’t corrupted her in every way quite yet. He continues to pry further, trying to fill his own desires and wants in the process.
Warnings: Third person POV, jealousy, sexual situations (foreplay/fingering), a bit of fluffy! Michael, but dominant/angry Michael too ehehehh;
A/N: iM tErRiBlE at writing sexual stuff since I’ve never written it before... but the lovely feedback I got on the first part motivated me to write a second part, so I hope this will suffice :’) I’m still new to writing so don’t be too hard on me pls if you read and I’m sry if this is trash. Any feedback is greatly appreciated <3 Also wrote this while listening to “Call Out My Name” by the Weeknd
Half the candles in Y/N’s room are lit again after being promptly blown out. The room has a warm glow to it, illuminated in an almost gentle fashion from the shadows that cast over with only a bit of light shining. It was bright enough that you could see around the room, but dark enough that it brought a relaxing energy into the room as well.
Y/N rests in her bed, robe tied over her body with the sheets covered up to her waist. She lays on her side, facing the nightstand between her bed and the door. Michael left only moments ago, but the feel of Michael’s touch remains on her. The touch on her feeling tender and needy, yet confusing.
After the candles in the room had mysteriously all blown out, coating the room in darkness, half the candles in the room happened to relight, giving the soft glow. Y/N was so entranced by Michael’s lips against hers and the feelings it brought her, she hadn’t even noticed what Michael had done to the room. But as she lays in her bed now, noticing the lack of flames, she realizes. It was almost cliche, as if the minimal lighting from the candles brought a romantic vibe. The only thing missing were rose petals. The thought of the cliche scenario causes Y/N to roll her eyes.
Regardless, the moment Michael pressed his lips to hers, her body was melting under his touch while everything around her seemed to vanish. From shallow breaths and a fast heart beat, she was hot and shaky, feeling like a fire had been lit through her veins. She couldn’t remember a time in her life when she had felt anything even remotely close to the way Michael had her feeling, and this was all from the simple touch of his lips on hers.
Michael had brought Y/N to the bed after, laying her down gently as he followed and climbed on too, crawling up and over her body until his head reached over her face. Y/N with her prominent shallow breathing, looked up at him nervously, yet so curious. She wasn’t sure what she should be doing, or what Michael would be doing. But he seemed to have it all planned out already.
Michael could feel himself getting more turned on each time he looked at Y/N and saw those innocent, doe-like eyes staring up at him. So unaware, so oblivious, she probably had no idea what her own body was doing or feeling. As he had mentioned earlier, he could smell the purity radiating from her, and the closer he got to her, the more something inside him began stirring.
Kneeling up with one knee between Y/N’s bent legs, the other on the outside of her body, he leaned down, his thumb lightly caressing down her cheek. His face hovered over hers until he leaned in more and closed the space between their lips. He couldn’t hide from himself that he felt a distinct frenzy building inside of him. He had felt something from the moment he first laid his eyes on her in the dining room when speaking to everyone. The way she diverted her eyes from him, her innocence was prominent there -- she couldn’t manage to even look at him without getting flustered. And now, the very touch of her lips on his, was erupting a series of feelings he’d never knew existed before.
Michael placed a hand on the base of her neck, where it connected to her shoulder, his lips still against hers, the fire that raged between them slowly teaching her what to do. His hand drifted down along her body as they kissed, feeling how hot her body was becoming under him. He could sense the hesitation in her, but also the wonder, the lust. For him. It only caused him to grow harder. He rested his body on his side to make everything easier, his front pressing against Y/N’s side then as he held himself up with an elbow. His fingers trailed from her waist, to the center of her robe, just above her navel. It was already loose from all the movement, and therefore became easy to undo the tie that was coming apart anyway.
Pulling on the strings, Michael loosened it until the silk fabric fell to the sides of her body. Y/N pulled away from kissing Michael when her robe fell to her sides, exposing her entire body to him if he were to look down. The embarrassment showed in her cheeks, even in the dim lighting, and Michael lightly shushed her to keep her calm, bringing a finger to his lips to command her to be quiet. “Relax,” he whispered, leaning into the crook of her neck, pressing a gentle kiss against her skin. “Let me take care of you.”
She breathed out heavily, eyes looking up at the shadowy ceiling. Her nerves were unending, and she couldn’t help but feel shy over the situation. It was hard to focus on anything but the way Michael made her feel, the way he felt against her, everything he was doing to her. Her eyes fluttered closed over Michael’s heavy breath against her, the softness of his lips, the tenderness of his touch. Her breathing was already so heavy, and hardly anything was happening. But the nerves were still in the back of her mind, ruining the moment if anything.
Michael could sense this, and lifted his head, looking down at her face. Pressing his lips back against hers, his hand rested softly over her bare hip, and guided Y/N to opening her mouth with his own as their kissing began getting deeper. His hand began sliding down, feeling down her soft curves. As his hand got lower, caressing over the side of her ass, his hand drifted upward, using the tip of his finger to lightly float over into her inner thigh, causing her to shiver at the light touch, giving her time to get used to these new sensations.
He let the rest of his fingers follow in suit as they trailed against her inner thigh, caressing against her. Feathering his finger tips against her, he reached higher and let his fingers ghost over her center as his lips moved to her neck again, all his fingers following in line as they brushed against her. This caused Y/N’s breath to hitch, causing a small smirk to form on Michael’s face from how easily sensitive she was, her own legs unconsciously opening further apart. Michael smirked against Y/N even more, sensing that her prior nerves disappeared due to her mind focusing on nothing but Michael.
Michael brushed his fingers against her center again adding more pressure, trailing up until ghosting over her clit. Y/N leaned her head back against the bed more, maybe from the surprise of the new feeling, biting on her lip and looking at him, trying to contain her heavy breathing. Pressing his lips back against her neck, he began to pepper kisses against her skin, lowering down towards her collarbones and cleavage.
His hand begins to catch up to his intentions, pressing his fingers against her clit fully, rubbing a light circle against her. Michael doesn’t have to look up at her to see that her eyes are closed now with her mouth open as she breathes deeply. He can feel her heart beating as he kisses over her upper chest and gets closer to the more sensitive parts of her. His fingers draw circles against her harder, slicking his finger down her slit then, feeling how aroused she is.
The smug smirk on Michael’s face is hard to miss, but he doesn’t look at Y/N, knowing she’d probably blush alone from his expression. Instead, Michael teases her lightly pulsing entrance, drawing his fingers against her and back upward.
Y/N groans slightly over the movement, involuntarily bucking her hips forward. Michael’s lips ghost over her nipple, giving a soft lick over it, her nipple hardening under the touch. Swirling his tongue expertly around her nipple, he encloses his mouth over it after, sucking for a moment before biting down gently. Y/M whimpers at the feeling, her hands gripping at the sheets on the bed, and gasps lightly when Michael’s fingers slick down her until he pushes a finger slowly inside of her.
Letting out a breathy moan, Michael begins to pump his finger inside of her at a gradual pace, letting her get used to that sensation before anything else. His finger thrusts easily in her from how wet she is, and it gives Michael a bit of an ego boost, especially as she parts her legs further apart even more. From her lack of experience, all the new pleasures she’s feeling has her getting wet so easily, not to mention how allured to Michael she is.
His mouth continues working at her chest, biting down harder on her nipple until he lifts his head, looking up at her. Her head rests back, mouth parted open and eyes shut. He watches her bite her lip as he pumps his finger and curl. Watching her experience the carnal pleasure she seemed so guilt-ridden to before has Michael craving every bit of her.
Michael stops his movements, removing his hand, causing a small whimper to leave Y/N’s mouth as she opens her eyes and looks up at Michael with confused disappointment. Michael doesn’t explain himself as he moves his arm under Y//N’s waist, pulling her body impossibly closer to him, using his shoulder to hold himself up and his hand reaches towards her center again. Holding her to him in this way makes it easy for his hand to press against her clit and rub, while having his other hand free to continue pushing inside of her.
Y/N seems to melt into him completely from the new position with feeling the pressure against her clit, and Michael’s finger thrusting inside of her again. Her body begins to tremble with a pleasure she’s never felt before, a pleasure that continues to build as the seconds go by. Her body starting to tense at the build inside her, while also feeling utterly relaxed.
Reaching over to press his lips to Y/N’s, he knows she’s close. He can feel how hinged she is, needing this first ever orgasm to come through and loosen her nerves up. Applying more pressure to her clit, he keeps his finger thrusting in her carefully adding a second finger. He pumps his fingers, continuing to keep steady and curls his fingers, earning a soft moan from Y/N along with her continuous heavy heaving.
Repeating the same movements, pressing against her clit and curling his fingers again, he kisses against her neck, and whispers in her ear after, “Are you gonna cum for me, baby,” and presses another kiss just under her ear.
At his words, she comes undone, swallowing hard and biting her lip as her body seems to move in waves of pleasure. Being so wound up, her body trembles, light jolts flooding through her, her back arching lightly, a soft drawn out moan leaving her lips, and then feels herself going limp against the bed. She exhales a heavy breath, opening her eyes and feeling how her body is shaking still.
Michael removing his hands and arm from underneath her and pushing himself to sit up more with his elbow, grins to himself. Y/N still breathing in and out heavily as she recovers, looks over at Michael. He brings his hand up, closing his mouth over his fingers that were inside her, sucking on them for a moment before removing them and licking over his lips. “Mm, you taste so good,” he purrs.
Y/N looks at him completely stunned, unable to process the fact that this alluring and incredibly enticing man has just done and said what he has to her. She swallows again, looking down at her exposed body, her knees still bent on the bed and reaches down to cover herself with her robe. But Michael stops her hands, pushing them away. Looking back at him, the same innocent, curious look from before.
“You don’t need to cover up,” he tells her, eyes trailing down her body greedily. “You’re so beautiful,” he breathes out.
As much dominance and intimidation Michael possesses, his words are kind, genuine, sweet even. They cause her heart to flutter for a moment while she tries to let this reality sink in for her.
Michael sits up, getting off to stand from her bed. “You should get some rest. The second part of your interview will be held tomorrow.” “The second part,” she sits up, looking at him confused. “I thought this was the second part of my interview?” “This doesn’t even come close to what’s in store for you. This was only the beginning,” Michael states. Y/N swallows, feeling a shiver run through her over Michael’s words. The idea that Michael will be doing more to her excites her unintentionally without even being aware. Michael grins smugly, sensing the curiosity and neediness for more from him. “Get some sleep,” Michael softly commands, and walks around her bed, over to her door and leaving without looking back. Y/N pushes a hand through her hand, biting her lip, still trying to process everything that just happened. She grabs the sides of her robe, covering herself and tying it. She gets out of bed, walking to her restroom and to actually get ready for bed this time with hopefully no more distractions.
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The next day, Y/N sits quietly at the dining table while everyone eats their cube of food. Or in Coco’s case, complains about wanting more after finishing the cube in one bite.
Y/N doesn’t focus on any of the complaining or chatter as she thinks about Michael. About her interview, last night, what’s to come today, what will happen tomorrow, what it will mean. Does this mean she’s going to the sanctuary? Is Michael just playing her and then going to let her die out here? Is this all just a fantasy she made up in her mind over him? Is any of this even real, she wonders to herself.
After lunch, everyone goes off to do their own thing. Whether that’s to sit in the “living room” area of sorts and complain of everything, going back to their rooms to have some space, or whichever. Y/N makes her way to the library of course, wanting to find a book to read and escape from all the constant flow of thoughts she has over Michael, needing a bit of a break from it all.
After picking out a book and beginning to read, trying to focus on the words, it’s not long until Timothy enters the library too. Joining Y/N on the couch she sits on, he rests back and sighs out. Y/N glances at him, pausing from her book, slowly grinning. “Hard day?” “Sort of,” Timothy answers. “Everything okay,” Y/N asks, raising her eyes. “Where’s Emily?” “She’s taking a nap. Not much else you can do around here unless you want Gallant to style your hair, or gossip about the grey’s with Coco,” he jokes. Y/N half smiles understandingly. “Yeah, I feel that. That’s why I’d rather escape this world and enter a completely new one,” Y/N explains, gesturing to her book. “You should try it.” “I have. I don’t know how many more books I can read,” he groans. “I’d rather just chill here with you, if that’s okay?” “Yeah, of course,” Y/N smiles. “If you need to talk about anything else, you know you can,” she adds. Timothy blows out a breath of frustration. “Yeah, I know. It’s just the same stuff honestly.” “What do you mean,” Y/N closes her book, setting it down on the coffee table in front of her and facing more towards Timothy. “I mean the same stuff of what we do here. It’s the same thing every day, same routine, nothing new. I wish I could take Emily out on a date, like a real date, treat her how she deserves -- and everything else couples, you know, do..” “Everything else,” Y/N teases, grinning and rolls her eyes playfully. Timothy smirks, “You know, but,” he shrugs. “All the rules, and the radiation, the state of the world, it just takes a toll on you after awhile.” “I know, I get it. And so does Emily,” Y/N assures. “You’re always so sweet with her, you do treat her the way she deserves considering where you are, and she knows this. You’re the perfect gentleman, honestly. I mean, you can only do so much without risking getting in trouble by Venable or Mead.” Timothy nods. “You’re a really sweet guy, Emily’s lucky. I wish more guys were like you. Well, before all this chaos happened,” Y/N states and looks away, her mind drifting off to Michael. “Oh come on, don’t act like you didn’t have your fair share of admirers who did the same thing.” Y/N looks at Timothy, narrowing her eyes. “What do you mean?” “I mean, I’m sure you had plenty of guys willing to take you out, trying to be the perfect guy just so they could get your attention.” Y/N laughs out a bit, “Uh, no. The complete opposite actually.” “No way,” Timothy narrows his eyes. “That can’t be true.” Y/N shrugs, “It is. There have never been any guys. No one ever.. asked me out, or anything. I’ve never even kissed someone before,” she admits, not wanting to tell him that she only just had her first kiss last night -- among other things. Timothy completely shocked over her words, finds it hard to believe. “What? Are you serious? But, you’re so beautiful.” Y/N smiles faintly. “Thanks but --” “No, I’m serious. You’re gorgeous,” he emphasizes, “I’m so sure you had plenty of admirers. Honestly, they probably didn’t do anything because they were intimidated. They were afraid of rejection so they didn’t act out on it. Guys are such pansies about that stuff,” he shakes his head. Y/N smiles more, “I don’t know. Maybe, thanks, but--” “I do know. I’m a guy, after all,” he gestures obviously. “If it weren’t for Emily and the strong connection we have, I’d probably be crushing on you hardcore.” Y/N laughs a bit, giving him a playful shove, Timothy laughing a bit along with her, teasing her some more about how she’s just that beautiful and isn’t aware of it. Saying she’s crazy to think anything different, back and forth playfulness occurring but all completely platonic.
Michael stands at the entrance of the library, becoming angered over how close and flirty Y/N and Timothy seem to be. He’d only shown up a moment ago, but already he could feel the blood in him boiling and marking down who not to take to the sanctuary. Hypothetically if there were one.
“Excuse me,” Michael interjects, casually walking over towards the two as they look over at him, Y/N’s smile prior fading a bit. “I need to speak with Miss L/N about her interview.” Timothy raises his eyes and looks over at Y/N. “Privately,” Michael adds, gritting his teeth. “Oh, uh,” Timothy looks at Michael, nodding. “Sure. Yeah, okay.” He stands up, and glances at Y/N cautiously, as if warning her before he heads to the exit, leaving the room and the two alone. Y/N brushes her dress off as if there’s something on her and looks up at Michael as he strides confidently closer to her. She stands up, “Are you actually here for an ‘interview,’ or are you just --” “Do you think it’s okay to flirt with the entire Outpost?” Michael asks harshly. Y/N’s eyes raise, “Flirt? What?” “I fuck with you one time, and suddenly you think you can fuck around with the rest of everyone now here, too?” Y/N not thinking Michael is serious, laughs. “Um. You’re kidding, right? Timothy and I were just messing around. You know that, I’m sure. Don’t be crazy.” She tries to get past him, but he turns with her as she does and grabs her throat, causing Y/N’s eyes to widen, her hands grabbing over his hand on her. “Do I look like I’m kidding? Who the fuck do you think you are?” Michael glares, looking her up and down. Y/N swallows, trying to get a deep breath in but can’t from the hold of Michael. He lets her go with a rough force, causing Y/N to cough and hold around her own throat for comfort. She looks up at him, narrowing her eyes. “What the fuck is your problem?” Y/N calls out. “I didn’t do anything.” “You know exactly what you did. I don’t do the whole ‘sharing’ thing. Nor do I give second chances, so you better watch yourself before you regret it.” “Who the fuck are you? I didn’t do anything,” she glares, dropping her hand and tightening her hands into fists by her sides. “Timothy and I were just talking, and you have no right to come in here acting like some possessive asshole. You’re not my boyfriend or something, you can’t act like you have some ownership over me when you don’t. You can’t tell me what to do.” “Oh, contrary, I do, actually. I do own you now, sweetheart. You’re mine,” he glares while smirking. “Do I need to remind you of who had you coming within minutes last night?” Y/N flushes over his words, but holds her ground. “I didn’t sign up for any of this bullshit. If I knew you were going to be this much of a jerk, then I would have--” “Would have what,” he appears in front of her in the blink of an eye, their bodies pressing close together. Y/N presses her lips together, her eyes trailing over his face, to his lips. “If you’re trying to scare me, it’s not working.” Michael cocks his head to the side a bit, raising his eyes. “I don’t have time for these mind games. I didn’t deal with any territorial, possessive assholes before, and I’m not going to start now. So I’d check your own behavior before accusing me of stupid bullshit that you know isn’t true. Jealousy isn’t cute, not even on you,” she sasses. “And I’m not yours, no matter what you say or do. I am mine before I am anyone else’s. So quit being such a damn prick and get over your own reckless insecurity.”
Michael stares at her for a moment before a smug grin gradually grows on his face. He likes how snarky and feisty she is, but at the same time, has such an innocence to her. It’s refreshing to him, and seems to attract him more to her. She definitely has a mouth on her, and when in the right moment, can get riled up enough.
Michael presses his body further against her, which causes her to step back, Michael walking forward and stepping her backward until her back hits a shelf of books, stopping her in place. She looks behind her from instinct, before looking back as Michael’s body closes the space between them and smirks to himself.
Y/N looks up at him, small glare on her face, maintaining her frustrated and angered expression while refusing to give in to any of his antics. But when Michael’s hands come up to press against the bookcase behind her on either side, he leans in a bit. He continues to stare her down, eyes slowly looking over her face. Y/N starts to become entranced by his eyes, swallowing and feeling her heart starting to beat faster, along with her breathing beginning to get heavier.
Michael’s eyes drift down to between their bodies, slowly gazing back up to her. He knows he’s captivated her, feeling the curiosity and want growing in her. He leans in closer, at an aching pace, pulling back slightly when Y/N seems to lift her head more to reach his lips as his lips brush over hers in a teasing fashion.
Before he can close the gap and kiss her, he pulls his head away, grinning down at her.
“You belong to me,” he states in a fluid, smooth string of words. “The sooner you realize this, the better, because I’m not letting you go.”
Y/N looks up at him with that same doe-like expression that captivates Michael back. The pureness of her mind, her body, her heart, it’s repulsive, and yet he can’t seem to stop yearning for it, for her, for every last bit of her untainted soul. He gets lost in her innocence, her beauty. Looking at her now, it’s hard for him to contain himself around her, wanting to have her to himself in every way possible. He eventually leans in, craving the feel of her soft lips against his, knowing he can’t go another moment without.
Just before he can kiss her, Y/N slips out from Michael’s body, pushing his arm down to move out of the way. She walks to the exit, but calls back, “I’ll be seeing you later, ‘master.’”
Michael watches her leave and not bother to glance back as he clasps his hands behind himself. Chuckling a “hmp” to himself, he smirks, knowing he has so much he wants to do to her, and with her.
For eternity.
Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Part 3)
Summary: After Y/N can’t find sleep, she goes to see Michael, progressing further into their relationship and feelings for one another -- and figuring out what to do after Venable catches them.
Warnings: Third person POV, sexual situations, slightly fluffy! Michael, minor abuse (slapping), some swearing
After the day Y/N has had with Michael’s jealousy and the continuation of confusion over her feelings for him, she finds herself struggling to get to sleep. She’d been in bed already a few hours, trying to fall asleep, but her heart wouldn’t quit racing with thoughts of Michael. Her mind seemed to be overflowing, constantly and consistently thinking of Michael and the way she feels for him.
The way he behaved earlier didn’t take well with her. She didn’t need to be dealing with such a possessive asshole who was threatened by her friends. Friends who obviously had no romantic interest in her any way. Even if Timothy had feelings for her, she didn’t have feelings for him back. She obviously had some sort of feelings growing for Michael considering what she allowed him to do to her. Yes she hadn’t had any experience prior with guys because of how shy and insecure she felt with herself. But it was also due to her having no interest in anyone either. No one really had ever caught her attention, except for Michael.
Clearly Michael seemed to know all this with how well he could sense and see into the “dark parts” of her soul. So why did he care so much if she joked around with Timothy? Was Michael just territorial over the fact that he was the only one who had messed around with her, did he actually have feelings for her, or was it something else?
Those questions, along with plenty of others coursed through her body for endless hours it seemed. Tossing and turning back and forth, feeling restless and never comfortable. She couldn’t take it anymore and sat up. Getting out of bed, she walked around, thinking if she should go to the library and read a book, risk being caught from just walking around outside in the Outpost, or stay in her room. All she knew was she couldn’t sleep and she didn’t want to get back into bed.
The reason she’s wide awake is due to Michael clearly, so she figures maybe seeing him will put her mind at ease. Or she hopes. Or maybe she’s just using it as an excuse to see him again. Grabbing her lavender silk robe from her closet, she pulls it on, tying it up and leaves her room.
She walks through the halls quietly, trying not to make a noise, trying not to be noticed or caught by anyone. The last thing she needed was getting seen by Venable or Mead and then punished who knows how. She’s not stupid, she knows how irrational they are and that if she’s caught, she’ll be taking some serious pain. But she sneaks off to Michael’s room anyway.
Once reaching Michael’s door, she looks around one final time, making sure she doesn’t see anyone. When it looks clear to her, she raises her hand into a fist, about to knock on his door. But she hesitates, second-guessing if she should be seeing him. What if he got the wrong idea, ratted her out to Venable and Mead, or worse: rejected her.
But the door suddenly opens, revealing Michael in his black Victorian-like clothes, hair still in perfect condition since day one it seems, blue eyes gazing intently on hers. She steps back a bit, startled by the sudden appearance, dropping her hand.
“To what do I owe this pleasure,” Michael asks, voice soft, but elusive. “Um,” she pauses, trying to think of an excuse. “I needed to talk to you about a certain matter,” she mocks like how he said to her the other night when coming to her room. Michael tilts his head a bit, but steps aside, letting her into his room. Shutting the door behind her, he walks back over to his desk where his laptop is open. He shuts it, turning back to her. “What did you need to discuss at such an early manner?” Ignoring his question, Y/N narrows her eyes when noticing his computer, “Are you working? Have you not slept at all yet?” “I’ve had important business matters to attend to,” Michael explains. “I need a few things to get done first.” “Oh,” she mumbles, feeling bad for interrupting. “I didn’t mean to disturb you. I’ll talk to you later then,” she says as she turns. “Wait,” he calls gently, but still with an urgency to it. He internally scolds himself for the call out but lets it go. Though he’s working, it’s nothing he can’t put a pause on for Y/N, beginning to embrace that she’s a top priority for him now. Turning back to him, she looks at him, raising her eyes. “What is it that.. you needed,” he asks, not wanting her to leave, but still not wanting to show that vulnerability to him yet either. Y/N shrugs. “I couldn’t sleep,” she admits. “Suddenly I found myself at your door. Sorry.” “There’s no need to be sorry. You haven’t done anything wrong.” He glances at his bed and then back at her. She might have found her way here to his door to talk to him, but he can sense in her that she’s tired. “I’m not going to bed for awhile longer. But you can stay, if you’d like. You can make yourself comfortable,” he offers, gesturing to his bed.
Y/N glances at his bed, then to Michael as he turns and steps back to his desk, sitting down to work back on his laptop.
After a pause, she steps quietly over to his bed, sitting down on the right side that’s closest to him. Pulling her legs under the covers and blankets up to her chest, she lays back and snuggles into the covers, the smell of Michael’s cologne lingering on the sheets.
She looks over at Michael while laying on her side after getting comfortable, watching his perfect form sit at the desk while he types, clicks around and does whatever he is doing on his laptop. The silence otherwise in the room is comfortable, hearing Michael’s deep breaths every once in awhile. It soothes her.
Her eyes begin to close after a few minutes, fluttering softly as her mind settles down in the comfort of Michael’s room, with him. She falls asleep just another few moments later, her body relaxing into the bed, mind drifting off with ease.
After it’s been too quiet for awhile, Michael looks over, noticing she’s asleep, her eyes fluttered closed. He gets up, stepping over quietly, seeing how impossibly more innocent and beautiful she looks while asleep. No fears, no worries or blushing to coat her face, sleeping soundly, looking totally content in his bed. Michael can’t resist getting close to her, so he decides to shut his laptop down and proceeds to undress. He dresses down until he’s only in his black boxer briefs and walks to the other side of the bed that’s closest to the door. Pulling back the covers on that side, he slides into bed, the blankets covering him to his lower waist.
He lays back against his pillows, still looking down at Y/N who turns over onto her other side, facing him now as she sleeps. He tries to determine what the feelings inside of him are. Why he’s never felt the way he’s feeling right now before. Being rejected, used and abandoned so many times prior in his life, he was sure he’d never give in to any feelings he’d get in the future. Yet, now he seems to be succumbing to these emotions for this one girl, and after such a short amount of time.
He lays his head back, breathing out and telling himself to just stick to the plan: The poison apples, Mead, his world desolation. But he never expected for this girl to get in the way and to disrupt his path. Looking down at her, he studies her carefully, trying to figure out why she’s different, what he’s going to do about it all. Part of him wants to resent her for getting in the way. But he can’t bring himself to have any feelings about her that are negative.
Y/N unconsciously scoots over a bit, snuggling into Michael and resting her head against his shoulder. Michael a bit hesitant from the unintentional affection, lifts his arm, wrapping it around Y/N’s shoulders and upper waist, pulling her closer into him and her head adjusting to rest over his chest, where his heart beats.
She continues to sleep soundlessly, still looking content and effortlessly beautiful against him.
Still wandering about these thoughts and feelings, Michael’s eyes begin to feel heavy too. Letting his head lean and rest against Y/N’s, his eyes flutter close, falling into a comfortable, content sleep with her.
~~~
In the morning, when Y/N wakes up, she stretches her body out, pressing against Michael’s body. Not even noticing her movements at first, it all feeling normal and natural, she only snuggles up more to him. But as she comes more awake, her eyes pop open and she pushes herself to sit up, looking down at Michael who looks over at her with a grin.
“Good morning to you, too,” Michael lolls. Y/N looks down at the two of them in bed under the covers. Looking back at Michael, she says, “I didn’t mean to fall asleep here last night. Sorry.” Michael raises his eyes. “I wouldn’t have let you stay if it were a problem. There’s no need to apologize.” Y/N just looks away shyly. “Also, you’re cute when you sleep,” Michael adds. Y/N narrows her eyes, looking back at him, giving a confused look. “Did.. Did you just call me ‘cute?’ I didn’t think that word was apart of your vocabulary.” He half shrugs and sits up too, stretching his arms and yawning for a moment.
Y/N leans back against his pillows, looking over his toned body. From his back, torso, arms. Even his hair, and his blue eyes sparkling in the dim candle light in the room as he looks over at her. He seems uniquely flawless while not even trying.
“Staring is rude,” Michael tells her as he lays back against his pillows again too. “I’m rude,” Y/N states. “You’re anything but,” he rolls his eyes. She purses her lips, looking even more cute than in general or when she was asleep. Michael grins over this, and finds himself wanting to lean over and kiss her. But he refrains. “What are you thinking about,” Y/N asks. Michael pauses a second, letting out a quiet deep breath. “An abundant of things.” “Like what?” She raises her eyes. Michael gives a look. “List a few,” she adds. He turns onto his side facing her a bit. “Well, the way you slept. How you came in here last night. Yesterday in the library and your smart ass mouth,” his eyes trial over her face, and then down her body. “The night before,” his eyes trail back up, “and how good it felt to touch you,” he admits alluringly. Y/N blushes a bit over his mouths, especially the last part. “There seems to be a common pattern going on there,” she mentions, trying to ignore the heat in her face. “So it seems,” Michael concurs, smirking a bit and reaches over to her, pulling her closer to his body, holding her against him. Y/N looks up at him shyly, seeming to melt from the way he feels against her, the way he looks at her. “You’re really confusing, you know. Michael doesn’t say anything as he continues to look at her with an unreadable expression. Y/N continues to melt from his hold around her, liking how she feels in his arms, against him, and the way she can feel him. Looking down, she bites her lip. Looking back at Michael, she whispers, “Should I... do something,” and begins to reach her hand down, brushing against his lower abdomen, fingers barely caressing over his hardness. Michael grabs her wrist, pulling her hand away and looking at her. “No,” he states, causing her cheeks to burn from his apparent rejection. “Only if you want to,” he adds. He lets go of her hand. “You never have to do anything you don’t want to do.” Y/N looking into his eyes, seeing a tenderness to them, a type of yearning that’s benevolent, says, “What if.. I want to?”
Michael holds back a smirk, knowing he’s corrupting her more by the day and leans over, grabbing her face and kisses her. Her hand covers Michael’s on her cheek, kissing him back. As the same fire that they’ve always felt from before begins to burn more, Y/N removes her hand from Michael’s, slowly lowering it down against his body.
Sensing the apprehension in her, his hand moves to cover hers and guides her hand down his body until reaching his hard length. Y/N’s petite fingers press against him, gripping him gently against the fabric, causing Michael’s breath to hitch when he pulls away from kissing Y/N.
Leaning in again, he kisses her harder this time, deeper, rutting himself against her hand as her touch teases him in an agonizingly pleasurable way, letting her take her time to gain confidence in her actions.
Just before she starts to run her hand against him again and to move inside of his briefs, there’s a knock at the door.
The two stop kissing, Michael almost hissing as they both look over at the door and Y/N removes her hand from him.
“Mr. Langdon, there is to be an announcement for everyone here at the Outpost. Including you. Please report in ten minutes,” Mead’s voice rings clearly before her footsteps are heard walking away.
Michael rolling his eyes, sits up, uncovering himself and gets out of bed. He walks over to his closet, picking out clothes and begins to dress himself. Y/N diverts her eyes away, trying not to look over at Michael’s bare form. She gets out of bed also, and avoids eye contact with Michael as he continues to dress, including glancing at his lower region and the rest of his exposed body.
“I should probably get back to my room and change too. I wouldn't want to get caught,” Y/N states as she passes Michael to his door.
Michael dressed in signature black from head to toe except his jacket yet, looks over at her. Stepping over and grabbing her hand, he stops her at the door as she looks at him. Raising her eyes as she looks at him, Michael lets go of her hand. He hesitates a moment before speaking. “You’re right. I’ll see you later on then.” He didn’t want her to leave, didn’t want her to ever leave his side for any reason. But he knew better and knew he had some things to take care of before the announcement, knowing just what it is going to be.
Y/N nods, and leaves quickly out the door to get back to her room. She heads off, looking around carefully as she walks back. As she walks, she thinks about the last few moments alone with Michael, feeling her obvious attraction to him growing more.
She’s so lost in thought, she doesn’t realize who’s waiting outside her door until she’s a few steps away. Her face falls and halts when Venable and Mead stand there, blocking her path.
“Miss L/N,” Venable speaks. “We were just.. looking for you,” she grits. “Really? Why me?” She asks shyly. “You missed breakfast,” Mead points out. “We ask you to be present at each meal. It’s quite simple to follow,” Venable says, her hands tightening around the hold she has on her cane in front of her. “I'm sorry, I just, I wasn’t hungry,” Y/N lies. Venable steps closer to Y/N, “Where have you been?” “Um, the library. I was reading,” she says nonchalantly. “You weren’t there when we searched for you,” Mead says. Y/N stays quiet, eyes diverting away, trying to think of another excuse. Her heart begins to pound, but in an entirely different way compared to when she’s with Michael. “We checked on you last night, as we do with the members every now and again. Your bed seemed to not be slept in. And you are coming from the direction’s of Mr. Langdon’s room,” Venable states. “What are you implying,” Y/N narrows her eyes. “You’ve been with Michael,” Venable looks her up and down with disgust. "I.. I wasn’t. Not exactly. I mean, I was in the I--” Venable slaps Y/N across the face, making Y/N gasp and grab her cheek as she looks at Venable with wide eyes, the sting of the slap bringing tears to her eyes. ”Do not lie to me,” Venable hisses. “We know you were with him. You haven’t been in your room all night, missed breakfast, wearing your nightwear and robe,” Venable grits. “We know about what goes on around here. Do you think you can sleep your way to the sanctuary?” Y/N drops her hand. “I’d like to go to my room now. I won’t miss a meal again,” she says monotone. “No, you won’t,” Venable states. “You will instead be punis–” “What’s going on here,” Michael asks casually curiously, suddenly appearing from around the corner and standing beside Y/N in a smooth fashion. Mead glances at Venable. “Mr. Langdon,” Venable points. “I was reminding Miss L/N of the protocol we have here in Outpost 3. We have very strict rules, and she has brok–” “Rules?” Michael questions. “You mean, the rules you created and enforced yourself,” Michael smiles wickedly. Venable stays quiet. She looks at Y/N. Y/N narrows her eyes confused, looking at Venable with confusion. Venable looks back at Michael, who stares intently at her. “Rules I told you I was informed of in my directions from the cooperative,” Venable explains. “Mm, yes,” Michael hums. “The directions that you had to destroy after reading.” “The rules you were not apart of when being constructed, as stated prior, yes.” Michael, crossing his hands behind his back, steps over to Venable, invading her personal space. Looking her up and down, he speaks, “Miss L/N is exempt from all rules, punishment and protocol.” Mead raises her eyes. “Wh-What?” Venable stares shocked, trying to lean back for some space. “She can not–” “Oh she can be,” Michael states. “And she is. You are to leave her unbothered for the remaining time she is here.” “’Remaining time’? Does this mean she’s going to the sanctuary?” Venable questions. “It’s none of your concern,” Michael says coolly. “She is no longer your business or under your power and control.” “I – I,” Venable stunned, and left speechless. Michael steps back, standing by Y/N again. “And if you ever lay your hands on her again,” Michael glares. Venable narrows her eyes. “Well..” Michael trails off, a silent and malicious punishment implied, sending a shiver through Venable noticeably. Venable looks at Y/N, and Y/N stands quietly, face impassive but slight confusion rests on her face too. Venable looks back at Michael, who slightly squints at her as if saying, “You dare argue me?” Venable swallows, and says, “Ms. Mead,” after a moment. “Let us prepare for the announcement,” she says, staring at Michael harshly. Venable turns around slowly, using her cane to help her move as Mead turns and follows after her. They disappear down the hall, turning onto another hallway. Once gone, Y/N looks at Michael who turns his head to her. “Sorry I was a bit late,” Michael informs. “How could you have known,” she shrugs. “Thank you, though. Venable would have... killed me,” she widens her eyes, looking away. “No she wouldn’t have. I’ll never let anyone do anything to you.” Y/N looks at Michael, fighting a giddy smile from appearing on her lips. “Go get changed for the announcement,” Michael says, raising a hand to her face, letting his thumb brush gently where she was slapped on her cheek. His thumb caresses down and then over her lips softly. With a small smile, he drops his hand, turns and walks off, leaving Y/N with a fluttering heart.
Innocence Meets Corruption - Michael Langdon x Fem! Reader (Part 4)
Summary: After the Hallow’s Eve party is announced, Michael warns Y/N not to attend. Not understanding why and refusing to listen, Michael decides to open up to her about everything, resulting in some distressing consequences.
Warnings: Third person POV, tiny timeline change, some sexual situations, angst, fluff !
Tagged!: @storminmytwistedmind , @kerouacsroad
When almost everyone was gathered around in the dining hall, Venable announced that a Hallow’s Eve party would be occurring the next evening. She explained to everyone that there would be certain treats, games, and that everyone could dress up as best they could with what they have in the Outpost. Everyone was filled with immediate excitement and giddiness as this would be the first bit of fun everyone would have since the world had met it’s demise.
Yet, there was a sinister smile on Venable’s face as she made the news. No one seemed to notice as they began chatting excitedly about how to prepare for costumes and to make masks. Or in Coco’s case, for Gallant to do her hair in a special way.
With everyone being so excited about the party, they all get started on their costume alterations and masks as soon as the meeting is over. Coco goes off with Gallant, Mallory following behind as they talk about what to do with her hair and that it has to be the most extravagant it’s ever been. Andre and Dinah go off to work on their own ideas, Andre mentioning something about dedicating a theme to his deceased lover, Stu.
Timothy and Emily were already talking back and forth ideas of matching masks with Y/N, suggesting ideas of what they could do as a trio. Y/N stood around with them as they spoke, not really listening as she looked around for Michael. She realized she didn’t see him during the announcement anywhere, and this raised a suspicion. Venable’s announcement already had Y/N feeling like Michael had something to do with it, and that something menacing was also associated, but she couldn’t place the feeling or how it would all be connected.
“Ooh, maybe we could even do a Three Musketeers thing?” Emily suggests to Timothy and Y/N, trying to think of ideas for their costumes. “We have to be a bit more original than that, come on,” Timothy grins. “Okay, what about accentuating each of our personalities in a mask, like maybe--” “Keep in mind our limited supplies here, Em,” Timothy reminds. Emily sighs. “I’m trying. Y/N, what do you think?” She asks, the two looking over at her. Y/N’s looking off towards the doors of the room and not listening, but looks over when Emily waves her hand in front of her, “Hellooo?” “What, hi, hello,” Y/N says, raising her eyes at her and Timothy. “You okay in there,” Timothy asks, laughing slightly. “We’re trying to figure out costume ideas.” “Oh, right, yeah. It’s exciting,” Y/N smiles genuinely. “You two should focus on matching together, like a couple. That would be cute.” “What about you,” Emily pouts. “You’re apart of us, too.” “I know, but don’t worry,” Y/N waves off. “I’ll think of something. I think it would be a better idea for you two to do a duo type thing anyway. I’m gonna go check out some books for ideas maybe. I’ll see you later,” Y/N says, her attention on only one in particular. “Okay,” “See ya,” Emily and Timothy bid as Y/N walks off, wanting to find Michael.
Walking through the corridor, she begins making her way towards Michael’s room. She figures that’s the most logical place he’ll be, and she wants to find him quickly to speak with him. But she’s soon led into an empty office type room to the right of the staircase, seeing that it’s Michael who’s grabbed and redirected her.
As Michael closes the door behind them, Y/N can sense there’s an urgency in him. She can sense a shift in his usual demeanor. From smooth and collected, now to rushed, eerie and a bit alarmed. But she doesn’t want to acknowledge it. She knows it has to do with the way she felt about the announcement.
"Are you okay,” Y/N asks as Michael. “What’s with this secret meetup?” Michael doesn’t answer her as he strides over towards her. “You missed the announcement,” Y/N adds, trying to create some conversation to divert from her feelings of Michael’s alarmed stance and silence. “There’s going to be--” “A party, I know,” Michael interjects. “A Hallow’s Eve party for everyone,” he speaks coolly as he stands before her. Y/N narrows her eyes. “Yeah, how did -- Did you overhear?” She wonders, since she never saw him at the meeting, therefore, how could he know about it already? “Doesn’t matter,” Michael says. “The point is, you’re not allowed to go to the party.” Y/N narrows her eyes more at the sudden transition and demand. She takes a few steps back from Michael to create some space and gives a small humorless laugh, “What do you mean I’m ‘not allowed’ to go to the party? Why not?” Y/N asks. “It’s a bad idea,” Michael informs.
Y/N’s negative feelings about the announcement of the party are confirmed through Michael’s words and behavior now, but she still doesn’t want to agree to it. She doesn’t want to know why it’s a bad idea, why she has these concerning feelings. She’s stubborn and wants everything to be smooth sailing. So she ignores her feelings again, and now the confirmation she’s gotten too.
“Okay, well, I think it is a good idea,” she gestures, even if she doesn’t believe it. “I.. need this party. We all do. There hasn’t been any fun around here for months.” “You don’t need this party to have fun,” Michael says, “and you’re not going anyway.” “Why? What’s wrong with celebrating Halloween and getting a bit dressed up?” Y/N asks. “Everyone is so excited about it.” “Just trust me. I need you to trust me,” Michael states. Y/N gives an unconvinced look. “You know there’s a bad feeling associated with this party.” Y/N narrows her eyes, “What? No.” “I know when you’re lying.” Y/N scoffs. “Is this the third part of my interview? Cut that bullshit out.” “Promise me you won’t go,” Michael adjures, taking a step toward her. “No,” Y/N rejects, crossing her arms. “I’m going. I’m not going to miss out on all the fun and hanging out with everyone in this way. It’ll make everything feel normal for awhile,” Y/N explains. “You’re not going to this party. It’s better if you listen now and don’t argue with me.” “You can’t tell me what to do. I’m going to this party,” she glares. Michael huffs out, annoyed over her not listening.
Usually he’d be smirking over it, knowing just how to treat her with her behavior and attitude. But this is a serious situation. He knows she knows there’s a bad feeling about it, he can read it in her. But she doesn’t want to accept it. He knows the only way that she will listen is if he explains everything. But that could ultimately make him lose her in the end if he does tell her. Though she’d have to know about it all anyway eventually.
“I need you to listen to me,” Michael begins seriously, the most serious Y/N’s ever heard him speak, taking another step towards her. “What,” she questions, dropping her arms. “I’m gonna give you some important information. You need to understand what’s at stake. What’s.. really going on,” he breathes. Y/N pauses, “Okay. What is it?” “Not here. Not now,” Michael starts. “Tonight. After everyone’s gone to bed. Come to my room, and I’ll explain everything.” “Explain what?” “You’ll find out,” he says impassively. Y/N remains quiet, just looking back at him concerned. “Just trust me -- and come see me tonight. Please,” he pleads, which is abnormal coming from Michael.
Y/N is the most confused she’s ever been with him. She used to think the most confused she could be when concerning Michael was when she started developing feelings for him. She’s sure of them at this point now. She just doesn’t want to acknowledge them, much like her bad vibes about this party. But she agrees to Michael, nodding and telling him she’ll see him later that night.
~~~
After allowing Y/N into his room that evening, Michael points out her apprehension and hesitation in sneaking over once everyone has gone to bed.
Turning to him in his room as he turns to her after shutting the door, she says, “Well, it wouldn’t be a good idea to be seen by Mead or Venable.” “You’re excused from all protocol and punishment, remember,” Michael says as he makes his way over to her. “That doesn’t mean I shouldn’t still be careful. Who knows what Venable will do without you knowing,” Y/N says worried. “There’s nothing that woman does without me knowing,” Michael says, boredom in his tone. “And I told you, I would never let anything happen to you,” he adds genuinely. Y/N smiles a bit. “So. What do you need to talk to me about? Or tell me or.. whatever,” she asks.
Michael glances away for a second, feeling a nervousness in him he hasn’t felt since his very first cooperative meeting. He feels an uneasiness from what’s to come, though it shouldn’t matter to him considering who he is. Michael shouldn’t be caring what Y/N thinks of him being the antichrist, along with his upbringing. It’s the least of his worries. But whether he likes it or not, Y/N has a tight hold on him. His desire of wanting to be close and be with her in any way is overpowering, and the only way to keep her in his grasp is to just come out with everything.
But the longer he procrastinates, the more nervous Michael becomes.
Telling Y/N about everything is going to be the most difficult thing he’s gonna have to do he knows, and he’s been through quite a bit with his so called family, the witches, the cooperative, Mead and the bombs. Looking back at her, he reaches out and grabs her hand. He pulls her to one of the chairs in his room, sitting her down and sitting in the chair beside her, them facing towards each other a bit.
Y/N notices the anxiety in him, the worry in his eyes, it being a foreign look on Michael as all she’s ever known him to be is charming, confident and articulate. But this whole day she’s seen a series of different sides to Michael. She’s not sure what side she’ll see next.
“You’re really nervous about this, aren’t you,” Y/N points out. “What gave you that idea?” Michael says flatly. “I can tell. I can.. I can sense it in you,” she says, almost mockingly, like how Michael always says he can sense what’s in her. He grins a bit over the mock, but knows she’s still being serious. “It’s not the most comfortable topic to discuss with someone.” “Well, you told me to trust you, and I have. So now trust me. I’m here. I’m listening,” she assures. “You say that now, but you don’t know,” Michael starts. “You don’t understand.” Y/N pauses, “So help me to understand.”
Michael stares at her hesitantly as he tries to figure out how he wants to word everything. He doesn’t want to scare her off, but knows it will probably freak her out and cause some issues regardless. He could use his abilities to keep her controlled or relaxed, but he doesn’t want to use any on her. He hasn’t before, and he doesn’t want to start to now.
“What is it,” Y/N encourages, sitting up more as the silence draws on. Michael with his hands clasped together and hanging over between his knees as he leans over a bit in his chair, sighs. “I’m the.. antichrist,” he simply states upfront. Y/N blinks, not sure if she heard him properly. “What?” “I’m the antichrist,” Michael repeats. “The son of satan.” Y/N pauses for a beat, giving him a look, more so confused than anything. “It’s true,” Michael clarifies, leaning back in his chair nonchalantly, keeping his clasped hands rested on his lap. “I know how it sounds, but,” he shrugs. “It is.” Y/N still hesitating on a reply, laughs a bit. “Right, okay. Um. Interesting hook to your.. whatever story or news or information you need to tell me.” “That is what I needed to tell you,” he looks at her elusively. Y/N diverts her eyes away a second, thinking over his words. Looking back at him, she leans back too. “Okay. I’ll roll with it for a second. What does this have to do with anything?” “Being the antichrist comes with special abilities. Powers, you could say,” Michael half-shrugs. “Powers,” she repeats. “You heard of those witches at Robichaux's Academy? The school Cordelia Fox ran in New Orleans?” He says, an annoyed hiss emphasizing over the Supreme’s name. “Cordelia,” she narrows her eyes, thinking a minute. “Uh, yeah, I remember hearing about them on the news long ago, but, weren’t they witches?” “There is also a school called Hawthorne’s -- for warlocks,” he gestures. “Everyone assumed that’s what I was, as I had all of the same abilities a warlock would have, and more.” Y/N shakes her head a bit, “So?” “So. Through my abilities I can sense certain things through people, among a variety of other capabilities. You know how I could always tell when you’re nervous, or embarrassed. It’s the same with everyone else, including Venable, and I know what she’s up to, for the party. And it’s not good. It’s very -- bad,” he words it vaguely.
Y/N stares at him, taking all of this in. He’s saying everything coherently, very seriously, it seeming like it’s a normal thing, which makes it easy to stay calm. But there’s a part of her slowly becoming unhinged over the news. She’s not sure if Michael’s telling the truth, just insane, of if she’s the insane one and imagining everything.
“I know how it sounds,” Michael starts, seeing her face, “But, I’m telling the truth. Trust me.” “Trust you?” She raises her eyes. “You want me to trust the, what, what is it you said you were? The antichrist?” She narrows her eyes and stands up, almost scoffing. “You’ve trusted me up until now, haven’t you? Why would it be any different after?” Michael asks. This halts Y/N from reacting further. He has a point, in some aspects, but also not in all the rational ways. She presses her lips together before speaking. “How am I supposed to believe something as far-fetched as this? Do you know how this sounds?” She crosses her arms. Michael stands, “I know. That’s why I said to trust me.” Y/N shakes her head like he’s asking her to do something impossible. “See me,” he adds sternly. Y/N narrows her eyes, “See you?”
Michael turns a bit, pushing his blond locks to the side. Uncovering his ear, he shows her his marked skin, the three digits permanently sketched onto his skin in raised, light red scarring.
Whether it’s true or not, the numbers are there, and it’s still a scary thing to see. Stepping back, her eyes widen a bit in fear. He’s a follower/believer of some kind at the very least to have that type of scar or tattoo. She’s obviously never been a part of that type of religion. So what does this ultimately mean for her -- for him? For them? How is she supposed to react to this?
Y/N opens her mouth, arms still crossed. She tries to find words to say but can’t. Closing her mouth, she only looks away.
Michael drops his locks, looking at her. He tries to read her expression, trying to figure out what she’s thinking, what she’s feeling, but he knows he has to give her time to let all of this sink in to really react to it.
She sits back in her chair suddenly, bringing a hand to her head, breathing out. She feels her head becoming light-headed and cloudy with thousands of thoughts racing at one time.
Michael kneels onto one knee in front of her and reaches out for her hand. “I know this all seems crazy. Usually I wouldn’t care if someone believed. But it’s different with you, and I need you to try and understand.” “Understand,” she laughs humorlessly and looks up, pulling her hand back once his fingers brush against hers. “Understand that you’re the son of evil? And if you’re not, then you’re just fucking insane and think you are? Those are my only two options at this point and neither sound very appealing.” “I wanted to tell you this so you would understand why you can’t go to the party,” Michael explains. “Party,” she calls and stands up, causing Michael to kneel back and stand up too. “Forget the party, who gives a shit about that right now? Clearly there’s a bigger issue going on.” “The party is important because Venable is going to poison and kill everyone there. And I don’t want you to be apart of it,” Michael states a bit aggressively. Y/N’s eyes narrow in confusion, whispering, “What?” “Venable received apples earlier this week and she plans on injecting them with snake venom. She’ll give them out as treats tomorrow at the party, and therefore everyone will die.” “W-Why would she do that?” She asks horrified. “How do you know that?” “Like I told you. Because of who I am.” “Because of who you are you know she’s going to do this? No, no, it,” she shakes her head. “This is crazy, if...” She trails off. “If this is true, can’t you stop it then?” She urges. “If she’s going to do this, can’t you do something and stop her from poisoning everyone?” Michael stares at her. “Unless,” her face drops. “You want her to.” She pauses, stepping back away from him. “You want her to kill everyone.” Michael clasps his hands behind his back. “You are the son of..” she says, looking him up and down confused. “But it doesn’t make sense. You -- You can’t be.” “But I am. And I refuse to let you go. I need you to understand and accept this about me.” Y/N stares at him for a long moment. Her face is unreadable, even to Michael as she just looks at him, her eyes staying on his face. She shakes her head. “I need to go,” she says, stepping off towards the door. “Y/N, wait. Don’t be afraid,” Michael reaches out for her wrist, grabbing her. “Let go of me,” she says, looking back at him. “Don’t be afraid, let me explain and tell you everything.” “Let go of me,” Y/N calls out, pulling on her wrist and out of Michael’s grasp. “I need you to just leave me the fuck alone right now,” she glares and hurries to his door, opening it and rushing out.
The way Y/N just up and ran out of Michael’s room, leaving him alone to himself sends a pang to his heart. He feels the same rejection and abandonment he’s felt from everyone else in his life. The only difference is he's more understanding of her reaction this time around, knowing she just needs time to process. He knows how it all sounds, he’s gotten plenty of different reactions in his lifetime. Hers has just been the only one to ever matter.
Wanting to give her space to think and collect her thoughts, he breathes out, trying not to go and already check on her. But he can’t help himself. He’s fearful of losing her, fearful of what she will do in reaction to it all, and needs to explain everything to her as soon as he can. So he does what he knows he shouldn’t do.
~
Y/N leaning back on her door after shutting and locking it, lets out a deep breath. Her vision begins to get blurry, eyes getting watery with tears that begin to stream down her cheeks as she blinks. She steps into her room, taking more deep breaths, bringing her hand to her head like earlier, trying to make sense of everything that just happened.
If Michael is the antichrist, then he’s evil. That’s literally what it is. There can be no good in him, if that’s the case. But she can’t believe that because of the good she does see in him. The way he’s been with her, though intimidating and alluring, he’s never been harmful to her.
There was when he grabbed her throat aggressively, got overly jealous over Timothy in the library. But there was also how he treated her when he was intimate with her, called her beautiful, made her feel cherished. Though there was also his prying invasion of sensing her energies and feelings. But he also promised he’d never let anyone hurt her, and protected her from Venable when caught earlier that morning.
There are plenty of back and forth examples and situations that defend him being evil or insane. But the common one is there’s good in both scenarios. Whether he is the son of satan, he has good in him. If he is insane, there’s still good and a sense of reality in him. So which is it?
Y/N kneels down, grabbing onto the end of her bedpost, bringing a hand to her mouth as she tries to find her own sense of reality. Her eyes begin to water more. She doesn’t know which to believe because neither really are that great, and it scares her. She’s terrified of which is the truth and what will end up happening. But mostly she’s scared of how with either scenario, it almost doesn’t matter because of her feelings for him. They haven’t changed and she doesn’t think there’s anything Michael could say or do at this point to change it. But nonetheless, hearing the guy you have a crush on say he’s the antichrist would be a bit disturbing.
Letting out a small cry, she closes her eyes. Wiping her tears away, she opens them a moment later and sees Michael standing before her in the room.
Squealing out a bit, she falls back onto her bottom, crawling backward. “What are you doing in here? How did you get in here?” She cries. “You know how,” Michael articulates, stepping over. “I told you to leave me alone,” she calls out. “You know I can’t do that.”
More tears fall from her eyes as Michael steps over to her and lowers himself down to resting on his bent knees and heels. He reaches a hand out to her.
“I know this is deranged to you, but it’s all very real,” he says, tone soft and fluid. “I need you to trust me. It doesn’t matter who I am, what I’ve done or what I will do. I will never let anyone hurt you,” Michael states. “Especially me,” he adds, almost in a pleading tone. Y/N blinks, causing a few more tears to fall, and then wiping her eyes away once more. “I promise you,” Michael extends his hand further out to her. “Don’t be afraid. Just trust me,” he whispers.
She glances at his hand, biting on her lip. She looks back at him, into those captivating blue eyes. The same eyes she saw on day one when he entered the dining room and announced to everyone of the interviews. The same eyes that stared at her intensely during her interview, and made her nervous and riled up all in one sitting. The same eyes that enticed her to putting her guard down, opening up intimately, but emotionally too. His eyes, they remain the same as all before with her. Alluring, piercing, but tender. Even benevolent.
Swallowing, she reaches her hand out hesitantly, grabbing Michael’s. He stands, helping her up. “I have to explain everything to you. Tell you everything that’s happened.” Y/N pauses, confused over everything but just nods in compliance. “But not right now,” Michael says, observing her carefully. “Later, I will. But not now. You need a minute to just.. relax,” he adds, bringing a hand to her head, brushing against her hair. “Relax?” She narrows her eyes. “But you--” “Shh,” Michael shushes her gently. “Just come with me,” he says, hand still in hers as he turns and brings her toward her bathroom.
~
The candles in the bathroom dim down to smaller flames, giving the room a relaxing, tranquil vibe. Michael hovers his hand over the bath that fills with water and creates a foam that begins to bubble in the water, the air smelling with a sweet aroma.
Y/N stands beside him, in awe as she watches him create a bubble bath before her eyes while also dimming the candles without even touching them. “How did you do that?” She asks curiously. “Magic,” Michael teases, looking at her. She gives a look. “I told you I had abilities.” “So you have powers that can create bubble baths?” She crosses her arms. “One of my many talents, yes.” She rolls her eyes. “Don’t be ungrateful,” Michael teases again. “I’ll drain this bath in an instant.” Y/N doesn’t want to, but she can’t help but smile a bit over his playful words. “Now turn around,” Michael commands.
Y/N’s small smile fades a bit over his words. Hesitating for a moment, she listens and turns. Michael steps closer to her, eyes trailing over her shy form. Y/N’s eyes flicker around the room as she waits impatiently for Michael’s next move or command.
She lets out a discreet breath as she feels Michael’s hand begin to brush along her back, his fingers fluttering over the fabric of her dress as he touches. Disregarding the fact she just experienced a slight breakdown over Michael’s earlier news, she still feels a yearning for him, for his touch. It’s a desire she hadn’t endured before until beginning to get close to Michael. Now she wasn’t sure if she would ever not crave his touch.
Michael begins to untie, unbutton and loosen her dress. A shiver runs up Y/N’s spine as the air in the room touches her exposed skin. The front of her dress pools at chest as it comes undone. She shrugs out of it, letting the dress fall to the ground, the other items of clothing following behind as she’s left in just an under slip.
She remains still, waiting for Michael’s further instructions on what to do. Michael’s eyes trail up and down the back of her minimally covered body, taking her stance in. He senses the same nerves in her from when he first touched her a few nights ago. Oblivious to the lust, and yet so aching for it. The innocence remains in her evidently, and it attracts him to her more each time, hungry to corrupt her purity little by little.
His fingers reach at the straps of her slip, slowly pulling them down until it slides and falls off her body, exposing her completely to Michael.
Placing his hands on her arms that hang by her sides, he lets out a satisfied breath. Y/N can feel the heat of Michael’s body radiating to hers from the closeness of the two. Another shiver runs through her as she feels the light touch of Michael pressing his lips to the back of her neck before stepping away.
“The water should be up to your standards. Get in, relax a bit. We’ll talk after,” Michael states. Narrowing her eyes as she turns around, she crosses her arms over her chest. She feels vulnerable, being exposed in this way to Michael, even though he’s not looking at her at the moment as he walks off to the door. She feels even more vulnerable when she speaks, “Wait, what about you?” “What about me,” Michael asks, as he stops at the door, turning his head to her. “I don’t know, I -- I thought you..” she trails off. Michael raises his eyes, squinting a bit. “Never mind,” she whispers. “You thought, what,” Michael asks curiously. “I just, I..,” she trails off again, feeling the heat in her cheeks growing. Michael tilts his head to the side a bit. Y/N swallows her pride and anxiousness. “Would.. you come in with me?” She asks. “I don’t want you to go.”
With no shame in hiding his prominent smirk over her words, Michael strides back over to Y/N in a fluid motion. He stands in front of her, only a few feet away when he reaches her. Far enough away to look down and see all of her, but still close to where he can see the prominent blush in her cheeks too. His hands reach up to the sides of her arms, grasping and trailing down softly. He reaches for her wrists and pulls, causing her to drop her arms so he can look at all of her.
The blush on her face seems to grow more, but he takes all of her in anyway. Trailing his eyes down her body, eyeing her every curve, every bit of bare skin, every inch of her undeniable beauty.
As his eyes reach back up to hers, Michael pulls off his jacket, dropping it to the floor with Y/N’s discarded clothes. Keeping his eyes connected with Y/N’s, he begins to unbutton his black shirt from the top, going down until he finishes, pulling that off, and adding that to the floor with the others. Y/N looks over his bare chest, as if she’s never seen him shirtless before, taking his appearance in just as Michael does with her.
When Michael’s hands reach at his belt, Y/N swallows discreetly, watching as he pulls the belt through one loop, then another. Pulling it out all together, she wonders how such a simple action can be so sexy. Adding his boots, black slacks and boxer briefs with the rest of the clothes, he steps forward, closing the space between him and Y/N. She thinks he’s leaning in to be cheeky, or to maybe kiss her. But instead, he grasps the bottom of her chin gently and presses his lips to her forehead.
Closing her eyes, she breathes out, the gentle touch of Michael on her relaxing her in more ways than one.
Michael grabs her hand and helps her into the bath which is still steaming but not too hot. It’s the right temperature, all the bubbles surrounding the water still floating around. Y/N kneels down to sit in the water carefully, Michael stepping over as she sits.
Y/N can’t help but blush when she looks at Michael’s naked form, seeing how perfectly toned and desirable he really is, inducing a carnal pleasure in her, but tries not to look otherwise. She’s never seen someone naked before, never been naked like this, or like the other night for the matter, with anyone before. It’s a new intimacy that she’s learning to embrace.
Michael steps in, seeming completely unbothered from being naked in front of her which just emphasizes the innocence in Y/N still. He slips in, sitting behind Y/N in the bath and leaning back, the ends of his hair getting wet from the water.
Reaching his hands forward, he grabs Y/N’s waist and pulls her back between the middle of his legs, holding her in front of him while her knees bend in front of her and she leans back against Michael’s front.
The two sit quietly in the tub together for a moment. Relaxing into the warm water, whatever previous tension that occurred minutes ago in Michael’s room fading away with the steam of water. Though Y/N feels content with Michael, she’s still a bit anxious about being naked in the water with him like this, with him being naked with her. She’s out of her comfort zone, never having these intimate experiences before. But if she’s going to be having these experiences with anyone, she’s glad it’s with Michael.
Feeling the apprehension in her, Michael presses his lips to the top of her exposed shoulder. He breathes out against her, wanting to try and unwind her. “Just relax,” he whispers to her soothingly. “Let me take care of you.” Y/N turns her head towards him a bit, looking over his face, stopping at his lips.
She ultimately rests her head back against his shoulder, trying to listen to him and lets a deep breath out.
Michael brings his hands to the sides of her upper arms, rubbing gently down and back up before reaching over her shoulders. Pressing his palms against her, he begins a massage, causing her to close her eyes and relax more against him. He kisses below her ear, continuing his gentle rub on her and lowering his hands down her arms again. He rests a hand on her thigh, sliding it lower after a moment, reaching to her center. But Y/N grabs his wrist, stopping him, and lifts her head up.
Turning towards him a bit, she drops his hand, and gives a shy but serious look. “You can’t do that,” Y/N says. “Can’t do what? Touch you?” Michael grins and reaches his hand towards her again. Brushing the back of his fingers along her cleavage, he trails them down over her breast, and lower, Y/N sucking in a subtle breath. His hand falls further, brushing along her slit and up to her clit, rubbing a gentle circle against her. Y/N breathes out, closing her eyes. She bites her lip, feeling the familiar sense of pleasure from before when Michael did this, along with his own hardness pressing against her. Though she doesn’t want to, she grabs his hand and stops him again. “Yes, that. Touching,” she clears her throat, “me. You can’t touch me.” Opening her eyes, she looks at Michael who looks at her with an unconvinced expression. “I just, I want to talk about things first,” she whispers. “About what? What I told you earlier?” Michael clarifies. “Yes, that.” “Not right now,” he scoots a bit to her. “I want you to relax, to rest your mind, let it all process for awhile.” “I’ve had time. I want to talk about it now.” “It’s been hardly any time at all. And, I want you to relax instead. I want to take care of you, I want to make you feel good,” he whispers enticingly, leaning over and pressing his lips to her neck softly, the back of his fingers trailing over her breast again. Y/N bites her lip again, turning her head a bit to give him more room to kiss along her skin out of instinct, but pulls his hand back again, causing Michael to drop his hand and looks at her. “You never play fair.” Michael raises his head up confidently. “I never have.” “Can we just.. talk, please?” She pleads. Michael sighs. “We need to talk about it.” Michael doesn’t say anything, not really wanting to. “Tell me. How this started? How this -- How all of this came to be?” She narrows her eyes. “I don’t believe it.” “You don’t believe it?” He looks at her bemused. “I mean, I do. From what I’ve seen now, clearly. Just...” she trails off. “If you’re the antichrist, then.. shouldn’t you be the epitome of evil? Considering you’re the son of satan?” Michael remains quiet. “I don’t know everything you’ve done, but.. You don’t, you don’t have that vibe, that kind of energy.” “Maybe not around you,” Michael points out nonchalantly. “Do you treat others differently then? Are you more harsh with them?” She asks. “Obviously. I don’t take baths with all the people I encounter,” he says sarcastically. Y/N rolls her eyes, “You know what I mean.” “It’s complicated.” “Why does it have to be complicated?” Michael releases a deep breath. “Why you?” She asks. “How did you become, you know?” Michael pushes strands of fallen hair behind her ear. “It’s a lot to say, and would be a lot to take in.” “I’m not going anywhere,” Y/N says. Michael gives a look. “Not anymore,” she glares a bit. “Give me a break. How did you want me to first react to you telling me you are the antichrist? Skip around all smiley?” “Maybe,” Michael states seriously. “Sorry to disappoint,” she says monotone. “Just trust me. I’m not going anywhere. I don’t want to.” Michael raises his eyes with concern, but her words cause a sweet tenderness to flow through him too. “You asked me to trust you, and I have. I am -- I do. So, trust me now. I wanna know, I want to understand,” she shrugs a bit. “How did this all come to be?”
Michael sighs. He wasn’t sure how he was going to explain everything to her. He didn’t have a plan for any of this to begin with. But he figured telling her after she had time to relax and process would be a better time. This doesn’t seem to be the case anymore.
Taking a moment to think, Michael conjures up his life memories, thinking back on all of his life, everything he’s been through, the journey. It causes a shift in Michael, to which Y/N notices. But Michael begins to tell her his story from the beginning before she can say anything.
Starting with being born at the Murder House, living with Constance, the rose garden, what happened with the Murder House after with Constance, living with Mead, the butcher, Hawthorne’s school, Cordelia, the seven wonders, the burning of his allies.
From staying in the forest for four days, to the satanic church, Jeff and Mutt, the coven assassination, cooperative meetings and everything coming together for the world’s end. Everything in between, before and after, he explains and tells her as she listens and focuses on each of Michael’s words.
It was a lot to say, and a lot to take in, as Michael said. The mood shifts in Michael were prominent, when his tone became cheerier when explaining about bonding with Ben, living with Mead. His tone becoming harsher, more saddened when explaining about finding Constance at the Murder House, Ben giving up on him, Mead and his allies being burned.
Y/N witnessed a range of emotions go through Michael as he told his story. But she kept listening, trying not to show her grimace and shock when he mentioned certain parts, like the murders he committed, or the plans he formed for the end of the world, realizing this apocalypse was because of him. She wanted to ask a lot of questions, wanted to take breaks to let everything sink in before hearing the next awful thing. But she gave her undivided attention to him nonetheless.
Once Michael finishes talking, it’s quiet for a minute before Y/N can find her voice. He can’t help it when he pulls her closer to him, tightening his hold, feeling as if she’s drifting away from him. Maybe not physically, but emotionally, and wants to keep her in his hold for as long as he can.
Y/N swallows. “So, you... ended the world?” Michael didn’t expect that to be the first thing for her to say, but he wasn’t sure what she would say to any of this in the first place. “All of this, it’s.. because of you? You did this,” she asks, narrowing her eyes upset and disappointed. Michael simply answers, “Yes.” Y/N nods and breathes out a, “Okay.”
The thing about hearing all of Michael’s story now is she felt everything he said and told her, easily painting a picture in her mind and understanding him better now than she ever could have. All the rejection, abandonment, and attempts at being used he went through all his life, since he was a child. She no longer is confused over why he was chosen, why he gave in, why he went through it all.
She’s still upset about all he’s done, but understands. Everyone gave up on him, and the one constant in his life was the reminder that his father, his true father, was there for him and had a path laid out for him.
Of course he went through and followed it. When you aren’t surrounded by a proper guidance and light or real love, how can you not follow the path that seems like the only one that’s been set out for you. Especially when everyone treated him as nothing more than that.
“Y/N?” Michael says, pulling her from her thoughts. Looking at him, she says, “Yes?” “What are you thinking? What is going through that mind of yours,” Michael asks, almost desperately. “I’m.. I’m thinking how, none of this is your fault.” Michael narrows his eyes. “I mean, yes you have done some awful things,” Y/N says disappointed, diverting her eyes away. “But, you only did what you were pushed into,” she looks back at him. “Pushed into?” Michael narrows his eyes, almost glaring. “I mean that in the most understanding way possible,” Y/N tries. “All your life, everyone gave up on you,” Y/N states. “Constance, Vivian, Tate, Ben... Everyone else either used or tried to destroy you because of your title. A title that was forced onto you. You tried to be good, to be better. You fell off the deep end a bit, or, a lot,” Y/N sighs, referring to the couple Michael burned into nonexistence at the Murder House. “But then, Ben gave up on you, and you were visibly hurt, guilty and upset over what you had done, like you didn’t even know. You were just a kid. You didn’t understand. No one understood you, ever. And of course you clung to whatever constant and positivity you could. All you’ve ever wanted was acceptance and lov--” “Y/N, I appreciate the sentiment, but--” Michael interjects. “No buts,” Y/N cuts him off, facing more towards him in the bath. “Earlier you said, ‘See me.’ And I do. I see you. You, who’s not the antichrist, the son of satan, who has done these horrible things or has been hurt and rejected in the past by everyone you cared about.” Michael’s prior expression fades. “But the you, the Michael who’s tender and sweet, a bit cocky,” Y/N points out and Michael smirks a bit for a second, “and the one who ultimately wants to love and be loved in return.” Michael sighs. “You needed some TLC, you never got that and now...” she trails off. “None of that matters,” Michael says. Y/N looks at him confused. “Not anymore, at least. Whether everything you said is true or not, it’s irrelevant at this point,” Michael starts, grabbing Y/N’s hand. “Now, I’ve met you, and you’re changing the course.” He sighs. “I’ve done some unspeakable things, as you know. But no matter what, I will never hurt you.” “You already have Michael. With what you’ve done to the world,” Y/N states. Michael frowns, feeling guilty for the first time in what he’s done. “But, I also understand,” she assures. “In a weird, morbid way,” Y/N shakes her head a bit. “Not saying I approve,” she rolls her eyes. “But I still think there’s hope for you.” “Hope,” Michael repeats vexed. “Maybe you just need some help. Just need someone there to not give up on you when things go wrong or seem bad. That’s all.”
Part of Michael wants to yell at her and call her an idiot for thinking this way. He couldn’t change or be better, not at this point. He didn’t want to change anyway as he knew his path and needed to follow through with his destiny. But the other part of Michael, the other part that had always wanted to be better, knew she was right, and had a repressed hope in him that was being awakened again, because of her.
Michael looks at her conflicted, but ultimately grins when she shies away and diverts her eyes from the too long silence and eye contact. The sudden urge to kiss her has never been so high before, but he holds his ground. “Let’s get out and dry off. It’s been a long night,” Michael simply says as he’s done discussing this.
She looks back at him, nodding in agreement, sensing a calm before the storm.



