Get this gay (it's not) thing.
As you clearly would'nt know, i'm a trans boy, and i been trying to tell my friends, or my family, or whatever, whoever. I can't. I don't mind the fact of me saying "hey wyd, i'm trans, just for you to know", it's not an advice, a new, a show or something. It's for me to feel comfy around them, to stop hearing my deadname, stop looking for that one mf whos saying "she/her". I been trying, not too hard maybe but it is (for me), just two outta five heard me, respected and treated me like i was asking for. Normal, with my pronouns and my own name. It's literally all i'm asking for, but it doesn't seem easy for them, and i get it. All of their lifes, they saw me and treated me like a girl, and called me by my deadname, but please, go easy on me. Last week i've been feeling like i was outta my mind or something, like i was trying to get attention, like it was a mistake and i was about to regret everything. But i didn't, and i'm glad i didn't, i feel free and goddamn fine when i express myself the way i am, of who i am. A boy.