I was talking to my little sister about the family. Our my mother once told me that she wanted to have 12 children but because of medical problems she could not. So we are just 5. So, we imagining what would be our life if we had been 12 siblings.
And then Carmen told me: I know that our older brother died before he was born but I think God sent him to be my guardian angel. I feel it and pray for him.
Me: ... I pray for him every day.
Wow, this touched my heart, we didn't talk much about that in my house. i was thinking I was the only who pray him but no. (Maybe other members of my family pray for him too but in silence like Carmen and me)
When Carmen told me that, it makes me think that maybe it was he who saved Carmen's life. When she was born blue and without breathing and it was a miracle that she survived.
Maybe that miracle comes from my brother who is in heaven.
Wow.. this touched my heart
