|::| Whispering Dream — Overdose Report
Subject: Male, early 30s. Self-administered. Purpose: Stress relief. Outcome: Systemic dissociation.
— transcribed from subject journal, found beside unconscious body.
No one noticed I was drowning. Because I didn’t scream.
I moved. I smiled. I spoke.
But everything happened inside.
And when it was over— the world stayed the same.
Only I knew I had already disappeared. …..
Time passes. Little by little, I am drained. I know I need to stop one day. But I don’t know when.
Nausea. Sickness. Coming from inside. I don’t know where— just something bouncing inside me.
I can tell— my body is slowly stiffening. It’s harder to move. Like the joints have no oil. Muscles wasting, shaking, until they can’t hold me up.
The world collapses. I can see the ground— still, but it keeps shrinking. Bouncing. In my head, at my feet.
I try to fight gravity. Cling. Grab something. But I can’t hold anything. Sinking into the perfect ground.
My mouth becomes full of water. Shallow. Breathless. Wet lung. No sound gets out.
Suddenly— inside me disappears.
Remain: a hollow pocket. Fluid-filled. Rising up. Steady.
Everything inside is water now.
I see me lying down. Eyes unfocused. Conscious. Swimming. Too confused to make sense of anything.
It doesn’t hurt.
It’s just— heavy. messy. cold. numb.
— End of Entry
Outcome: Survived; persistent cognitive collapse Status: Brain unrecovered Method: Liquid ingestion (unconfirmed dose)
Symptoms noted: • Dissociation • Fatigue, nausea, limb weakness • Mental collapse without visible panic • Hallucination of drowning • Inability to vocalize distress • Final state: numb, cold, unresponsive but conscious
Filed by: Fenzaar – Wilds District Substance Class: A Category: Dream Agent Toxic Risk: Respiratory suppression, neural shutdown
“May cause death without suffering. May erase a soul before the body. Seek help before you disappear.” —— Fenzaar.
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