delicate, nice things, new years day :) <3
delicate: without naming names, write something you wish you could send to someone but can’t
since we started going to different schools and u started hanging out with different people and u started using drugs and doing stuff and all this stuff with your parents... since all that you’ve changed. and i completely understand you’ve been through a lot and this is the new you and it’s been months and you’re allowed to change, but i miss you. the old you. i miss the you that would hide with me behind the storage container to read. i miss the you that would giggle next to me in math class. i miss the you that would come with me to the office just to piss off the teachers. i miss the you that always had a ponytail and would chat with me in the halls. i miss the you that would get lost with me in a value village. i miss the you that sat with me for hours in her old town house on fraser street. i miss the you that stood by me no matter what. i miss the you that cuddled with me at that sleepover party. and most of all, i miss the you who told me she liked me the night before high school. somehow in that moment i knew we’d never be the same. not because of awkwardness, but because we were apart and i knew i’d miss you. i just didn’t understand how much i could.
nice things: give a toast to a real friend
overdue, u deserve the world and everything good in it and i love you so so much <3
new year’s day: tell us your favourite new years memory
ooh uh i don’t really remember most me years but i remember being in mexico on new years once and it was pretty fun i went to a party on the beach