Constantly torn between checking on you and leaving you alone
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Constantly torn between checking on you and leaving you alone
Sometimes I'm trying to come out of a writing slump and I almost feel shy about re-emerging. Like my writing will be bad or "not enough" and that it would be better to just stay put in the rut I'm in.
I know the only way out is through, and I'm still working on drafts and the starters that I owe, but I guess I just find it useful to acknowledge these types of feelings and voice them instead of just bottling them up.
quickly running into an issue where im writing a fic about a story with only 2 characters, that's less than 2 hours long, which means that anything i do is gonna be like 90% made up by me and only 10% actual GPI from just doug and corey being there.
i guess it's okay? every other fandom has cringe fics, just bc this is the first ever fic for GPI doesnt mean it has to be like perfect or whatever
and like maybe i can keep the general vibe of GPI even if it's not the same
besides this is fanfiction its supposed to be different. if it wasnt different it would just be GPI which already exists.
im trying really hard to socialize and go out with out feeling anxious and not having a borderline panic attack because i don’t know why that’s been so bad recently and im supposed to be going to this festival today and maybe bring two of my dogs so i wouldn’t freak out as much and it’s on the rodeo grounds (giant open field) but i don’t know if other people will bring their dogs so
Life is stressing me out
21:35pm
you’re at a party and all I’m thinking about is what you said and if you mean it or not..
On my mind
Did you ask me my plans just to be curious?
Quit being mysterious
I want to text you but I don't bother
And I'm quiet all despite the raging in my head
"Weight" - Hands Like Houses