Applying the P-hook!
Okay I am back. Yes these days were kind of lazy as I didn't wanted to write.
However, I really want to let myself know that I am going to become a billionaire in the next 4 yrs.
Why is that?
I know what life is right now. I have to think a lot to spend money. I am trying not to spend much money as it will take a lot of effort to get that money back. I am not even thinking about the relation which will get wasted.
Adding to this. We started to talk as normal we used to however I have realized that she is taking advantage of being alone. She clearly said me that we cannot meet in Hyderabad as she has to meet me with her sister. Also that she is making arrangements for surat so that I will come and meet her. Funny part is she is saying this in a way she is doing a favor on me to meet me. Which I replied her in we will not be able to meet anymore if we do not meet in hyderabad as I will not be able to meet you in surat. And also when she said me that to meet me with her sister I said no to that completely as well. You know what that means?
I am over her!
I do not need her..I do not have any connection with her anymore. It's just lust that takeover me however not anymore.
Realisation is very important than anything else. I realised this thing yesterday that maybe she is a person I will surely want to be around however will never run after. Denying her that I will not be able to go to surat means that I am over her. Also the possibility of meeting her will be nil from now on. It's the same I had another girl in the past.
After I clearly asked her that I will not meet you in that white dress I took a stand for myself. I took my stand again yesterday were I felt that I am more important than anything.
She was the only person who asked me not to come to surat when we talked last about this. She clearly said that I will never ask you to come in here were I wanted to come there like anything. She just clearly said a no to that. When she could have met me because of her coaching. Now when she asked me I said that I will not be able to.
That's called as Karma!
When you hurt me in the past by saying completely no to come there. And after 2 months she is a completely new person where she wants me there. This time I said a complete no without giving a reason.
Giving a reason will justify my actions which I do not want anyone to know. It's my thing and I will deal with it. I never said anyone I will never.
However now when the karma is set. She got what she said no to. Only because I showed the value of myself by not having a conversation with her anymore. Not complaining about anything and by having the same relation with her as I had in the past. She also understood that I valued myself over her and nothing can be done.
In this way every boy should value themselves and should look into them rather than complaining about someone else as complaining will not result into good however if you accept and move on then the people will run after you as you didn't gave them the value they deserved.
This happens to every girl in the world. And now I know the trick to make people run after you is having a good life and building relation. So that you will not need them at all.
OR
Have a high standards in life. Don't run after them. Make them run after you. How will that happen? Just enjoy your time. Do not give them the importance they want and they will surely run towards you.
Thats It. ;D