#p.tiny

[princesstiny856]

Fireworks

Your eyes reminds me of fireworks How dull they are How lifeless How silent Yet we they land on me and graze on me There's a spark An igniting A start Then suddenly They come alive And so happy they look I can see the shout of joy between the two orbs But it's only for a moment Then your eyes fade And the little memories of me that you had are lost Again But I don't lose hope And I wait for the next Spark Igniting A start I prefer the fireworks in your eyes Than the fireworks in the night skies - P. Tiny

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You're calm. So calm that you make even calm look like a storm.

- P. Tiny

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Just Another Day

Breezing The wind is breezing at a lazy pace Smoking The smoke of my blunt swirls and curves and twirls up in a lazy way Chilling Sitting on my grandmother’s back porch with the cat Watching the clouds glide on with ease against the bright blue sky Finding my rhythm with the healing medicine between my two fingers Inhale breathe Exhale breath Living

- P. Tiny

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Do You...

Do you remember When we were little How we played in the meadows Behind the castle walls How we sneaked out at night With nothing but our nightgowns and our eyes And our hands locked together as we delved into a midnight adventure with our heart palpipating in excitment Do you remember How we ran around in freedom How we laughed in freedom How we breathed with freedom Without someone else breathing behind our backs to fit into the confinments of society Do you remember How we laid between the tall grass and wild flowers Under the night With a full moon and watched as the stars twinkled As our eyes twinkled as we told each other our secrets and what the future may hold for us Which no matter As long as we had each other to hold us Do you remember Because it seems like a dream Like a fading dream as I watch you sit on your throne With your crown seated on your head just right Because everything seem just right Yet I wonder When you pass me Your head held high as king I wonder Do you remember me

- P. Tiny

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I've honestly been trying to write a poem about you and your eyes

How they always seem to find mine even with a room filled with people

I always wonder if you do it unintentionally

Or if you purposefully look for my eyes to hold

Your gaze with

Then I wonder if I'm dreaming or wishing too hard

Because there is no way in hell or earth

Or maybe heaven, for that matter

That you will willingly look for my eyes

And if it is just a dream

I don't want it to end

Because my wishes seem to always come true

Even when my eyes are open

- P.Tiny

[princesstiny856]

Beauty

Im a pretty girl with no makeup on Y'all tryna tell me my worth from some glitter dust power And from some liquid foundation, that covers the real foundation of my skin - the dark bags under my eyes, uneven tone between my brows and cheeks, and the big ole birth mark under the lower corner of my jaw...the only gift from my mother Men tryna say that they like a natural beauty How could they even say that when they ridicule natural and don't know the definition of beauty Media tryna seduce me to buy the lastest and sharpest eyeliner, "perfect for making butterfly wings" But the wings of success and oppurtunity is ripped from my back, unless I look like Ms. Becky from the magazines Cuase you know my lips gotta be red to show that mean business But not too red to show I'm late night business And when it all said and done And I look at the mirror, I'm suppose to believe that the girl under the makeup isn't as pretty... Yes, indeed she isn't. She gorgeous - a damn natural beauty -P. Tiny

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Break

I feel like one day I'm going to break And even before the day comes, I know I'm going to regret it But...I know I couldn't help it Not letting me breath yet ask me to put a smile on my face No...you don't ask me, I just do Because both of us can't be Breaking and falling and crumbling Into rubbles and ashes One of us has to stay strong And I see your past catching up to you And I see it knocking on your door And harassing you through the windows And I know you're trying to ignore it, to let it go But you're trying too hard So one of us has to stay strong But I can only do that for so long How can I be a solid pillar and hold on to your weight When my base hasn't been form Hasn't even been dried And when my smile fall, you try to catch an attitude But do you even try to catch my feelings So in advance I'm sorry when I break I caught you off guard And I'm sorry if you feel like I betrayed you And I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough to hold the both of us - P. Tiny

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I was fine..

I was fine. He left just like he came - out of the blue. A lot of people said that he was there before. "We grew up together." They said. But I can't remember him, not even a glimpse in my memories. Still, when I saw him the first time, I thought he was fine, my mind already scrambling for places he could've come from. Come to find out he's from the same place as me and even closer. Second time I saw him, I couldn't help but continue to stare at him, secretly. He was just so fine and handsome and he had another trait: funny. He could make the whole room laugh with just one jest. By the third time, I realized that I started to have crush on him. A Crush. A Damn Infectious Crush. Almost died with my mini heart-attacks. I got mad at myself for letting him invade my thoughts, when I knew that I didn't even penetrate his. Third time I saw him, I found him annoying and immature for his age. I thought if we ever got into a relationship, I'd be in trouble and worry about him constantly because of his foolishness ( yes, that foolish thought came in my head). However, when he hugged me, I couldn't help but smile goofily and buried my head in my pillow out of happiness. Feelings contradicting my mind. After that I started to search for him. Not openly, of course!! No such thing!! I'd just look to see if I saw him and once I did, a breathe of air escaped my lips. When I didn't, a sense of disappointment would come over me. Then one day that same sense of disappointment stayed with me for a while. He left just like he came - without a trace. And I was still there with disappointment replacing his face, jokes and annoyingness. But I was fine. It was a crush. A Crush. A Damn Infectious Crush. It's not a big deal and it shouldn't be. I went on with my life and pretended that I never meet such a person. Even forgot about him, but he sometimes occasionally swims up in my mind - which I fervently try to drown. I was fine. I was fine, until a few days ago. A day where I thought everything was quite normal, he came back. He came back just like he left - unexpectedly. Our eyes connected..... But then I looked away and by some magical power or force, my breathing became irregular and I felt warmness surrounding the insides of my stomach. I was fine, but he came back. What would I be now?..... - P. Tiny