#pa rambles

[peppermintquartz]

Tom and Lorenzo saying Hudson was basically trying too hard like you two queens are aware that this is the Try Very Hard event yes? Valid in the critique of the lousy tailoring of the pants but the Try Very Hard is good, we need more of them Trying Hard this one time in a year because it's literally the one carpet where you are supposed to Try So Hard

[anonomonopoetry]

No pressure

i know i have no real right to ask, but is anyone out there? 

i started this blog to make people feel better, send poems to people. i took too long of a break from the pressure i felt (not because of people but on my own shoulders to try and make everyone feel good). so then it was just a place to slap my angst poetry out and into the void. 

i kinda want to revive this idea. but i don’t even know if anyone really noticed i wasn’t around or heck, would even be interested in seeing me return. 

if i did, i think i’d probably go back to my giveaway posts and random poetry dumps. slowly open it back up to the “public” and do some asks and things. but really to see if maybe i can keep it going, but for all of us this time. 

anyway, if that sounds cool to you. let me know. drop me an ask, dm, or like this post. 

thanks and much love, 

---pa

[anonomonopoetry]

PA’s still kicking

so all the poems and shit i had ready to unleash got pushed aside between covid depression and school. i’m almost done with classes (one last big history paper to write ugh) and i’ve finished the last of us part ii so all i got to keep me sane is animal crossing. 

i also joined the wynonna earp discord...expect me to be useless there as i am here lmao. but if anyone’s interested in finding me there, try and guess who i am...or dm me here and i’ll tell you if you’re really interested. 

soon i’d like to get back to poems and being more active. i feel so bad for anyone who’s actually still waiting for me to post something poem-related. and i’m also so sorry that i’m a loser like this Dx

enjoy the she-ra gif and much love, 

---PA

[anonomonopoetry]

oof.

where the heck did the time go... PA is still alive technically.

i offloaded tumblr, instagram, and twitter. my life is a little bit lighter because of it, since i’m not just mindlessly checking that stuff anymore.

but i am completely out of the loop and behind on everything. 

i’m playing animal crossing tho, so there’s that. i finished up my semester...for the most part. minus an annoying altercation with a “professor” who’s acting like a child. but can’t help that. 

i feel ok about my semester besides that. i’m going to try and get back into the poetry game, but i’ve not felt particularly motivated. maybe a couple weeks without school before summer classes will give me a mental recharge. 

anyway, hope you gorgeous people out there are being safe and taking care of yourselves. 

thinking of you. 

Love, PA

[anonomonopoetry]

ten followers!

hey everyone, thanks for following this random anonymous poetry blog! i just hit 10 real people followers (have 18 but 8 are them darn porn bots) and i’m incredibly happy to keep making stuff that you all like apparently. :)

just a friendly reminder, i’m on the twits now if that’s easier to follow me, as i post my poems there too. 

i’ll work on a new poem to celebrate later, but for now i sleep xD. 

thanks again, everyone. 

----PA

[anonomonopoetry]

Welp that was quick

i broke up with my gf today. guess pride month is over, so fair, we lasted barely a month lmao. my depression basically made me break it off. fuck. i wasn’t in any position to carry on in a healthy way so i ended it to protect myself, and hurt myself, and to try and keep me from hurting her anymore than i was.

but hey, plus side is more time working on new poems. getting some WE inspiration so those will probably be the focus of the next couple.

——PA

[anonomonopoetry]

That didn’t work...

that last poem giveaway didn’t work, and that’s fine. guess no one wanted poems, so i’ll try again in a week or so. i’m going to be hitting the books with no poem breaks, but hey, that’s how it works. 

no one’s paying attention to this. no one will even notice i’m gone. 

so i’m going to spend the next week studying and winding down after the semester. 

----PA

[anonomonopoetry]

pa rambles

i wish i was brave enough to tell the woman i like i would like to date her, hold her hand, kiss her. but unfortunately, i’m not brave. she’s so wonderful, kind, amazing, beautiful. and i just...i’m none of those things. god, knowing i make her laugh makes my heart squeeze in the most bittersweet way, since i know i’ll never act on this, but god it’s such a privilege to know my dumbass made her laugh. 

i’ve been rejected in so many ways, i’d rather pine than take the chance. she knows i’m ace, but most people are fine with it until they have to date someone who’s asexual. that’s been my experience. 

every single relationship that i’ve been in, though not many (two), or dating scenario at some point they have laughed in my face about my asexuality. and if people can be okay with my genderfluid-self, what’s so far-fetched about asexuality? i really have no idea. 

honestly, i’m going to end up alone. that’s going to be a fact. because even if i meet that someone, the woman i know will be the one, i would have to admit my feelings to her at some point. and i’m too beaten down to make the attempt. or heck, if she likes me and tries to tell me without actually saying the words “I like you” i will never know because i can’t read social or body language cues. basically if you like me, you have to hit me over the head with a sign that says so. anyway, i’ll end up alone, without a person, but at least i’ll have a bunch of furry babes (cats and dogs hooray) to have unconditional love from. 

anyway, if you read this, i’m sorry i’m so sad and pathetic. if you didn’t well then there’s no point to address the people who didn’t! but, if you did, just know that i’m going to be clearing some time after the next two weeks to do another “like this post, get a poem” thing. i’ll keep you all posted. 

----Poem Anon