Poem Anon

Behold the musings of one who cannot be honest face to face and hides behind the style of prose.

[anonomonopoetry]

Prevail

“I spent so much time,  Wishing to be a moment in yours.  Yet you insisted on problems, Offering no solutions except your manipulations.  I hoped for more, so did you (allegedly). Fed me lies disguised as truths. Spurned my friends and my loyalty, By keeping your sinking ship close. But we, my friends and I, were the issue. I asked you to explain, you asked for cuddles and a tissue.

I’m always doomed to care for the ones who can’t,  Trying to be broken with broken.  Fumbling through various shards,  Hoping my puzzle pieces fit with hers. One day I will be a moment in someone’s life, But it sure as fuck won’t be yours.”

---PA

[wayhaughtficrec]

Dear poem anon.,

Thinking of you today when I found your poetry book on my shelf. Hope you are well out there. Sorry I haven’t been around much on here. ♥️

[anonomonopoetry]

dear bowtie friend,

funnily enough, i just sorta creeped back on here myself. i hope you’re still doing well and that i haven’t fully ignored this for too long past date of posting. -insert very real and intense sweatdrop here- 

i hope you are well, safe, happy and healthy. <3

[wayhaughtficrec]

Ehhhh you’re back! So happy to see you!

[anonomonopoetry]

yes, tis me. idk if i’m BACK back, but i’m, for the moment, back. xD

[wayhaughtficrec]

Dear poem anon.,

Thinking of you today when I found your poetry book on my shelf. Hope you are well out there. Sorry I haven’t been around much on here. ♥️

[anonomonopoetry]

dear bowtie friend,

funnily enough, i just sorta creeped back on here myself. i hope you’re still doing well and that i haven’t fully ignored this for too long past date of posting. -insert very real and intense sweatdrop here- 

i hope you are well, safe, happy and healthy. <3

[anonomonopoetry]

No pressure

i know i have no real right to ask, but is anyone out there? 

i started this blog to make people feel better, send poems to people. i took too long of a break from the pressure i felt (not because of people but on my own shoulders to try and make everyone feel good). so then it was just a place to slap my angst poetry out and into the void. 

i kinda want to revive this idea. but i don’t even know if anyone really noticed i wasn’t around or heck, would even be interested in seeing me return. 

if i did, i think i’d probably go back to my giveaway posts and random poetry dumps. slowly open it back up to the “public” and do some asks and things. but really to see if maybe i can keep it going, but for all of us this time. 

anyway, if that sounds cool to you. let me know. drop me an ask, dm, or like this post. 

thanks and much love, 

---pa

[anonomonopoetry]

Together

...-waves from behind a curtain before hiding again-

“There is dark and light in me.  Fighting to overcome the other. 

What is light, but goodness and warmth and never-ending support? Darkness is not just the cold and the sadness.

Dark and light complement each other. We are synonyms together.

What is meant to be will be,  What are we meant to be? Are we meant to fight? To die? To love? To dream?

Yes. We are meant for everything we choose to be, to have, to hold.

I don’t know where my life will lead. I don’t know where yours will. We diverge now, will we meet again? 

If the fates and our minds will it. 

You have to want it too. I have to want it. 

The dark and light toil against each other.  I will overcome. We will survive together.”

----PA

[anonomonopoetry]

Yearning Silence

....-sneaks back in-

“Roses are red, Violets are blue. I’ve done everything to try and get ahold of you.

I put in the effort,  I put in the time. But I’m still the only one dropping a line. 

After weeks of us flirting ‘Will they, won’t they’ style,  You told me you found someone new.  And when I try to be happy, despite the heartache, I still felt for you. 

I still wait,  Hoping to hear from you. As I wonder and wonder, what did it all mean or was I just a plaything.  I still look to my phone anyway.”

---PA

[anonomonopoetry]

state of the anon poet

so i posted for the Wynonna season premiere and then vanished...

well i haven’t been feeling good. and it’s kind of not gone away. i know a lot of people have felt similar, being stuck indoors because of the pandemic and having a hard time breaking from a monotonous routine. keep reading below if you want (tw: suicide mention, depression)

but i honestly have felt like blowing my brains out to end it all the whole time. i’m watching wynonna, i’m watching critical role. i get little bits of joy from that but otherwise, i hate myself and i want to disappear. i have school coming up (my senior year woo) and i don’t want to go back but i’m being forced to. my mom is having a tough time at work and is increasingly short with me so much that i am afraid to talk to her because she’ll shoot me down or dismiss me and make me feel worse. my sibling isn’t around much and the only thing we do is play video games (apex) and we’ve not been doing well there so they are angry and frustrated when we do play together. i have no friends that actually care, just superficial people, they expect me to do all the caring and don’t give any in return. my cousin got married (i’m happy for her really) but it just reminded me how i will probably die alone and never get to kiss anyone (all my relationships have been online or ended before i felt comfortable enough to try for it) or hold hands. that’s all i want and i won’t have that either. 

critical role is on break this week, so i only have wynonna to look forward too and those episodes are almost over...i think i should be able to manage like i have been (which i realize isn’t managing at all) as long as critical role keeps up. so i’ll keep being my same sad sack self and play my dating sims to try and make myself feel better, but ultimately i won’t feel better. 

anyway if you stayed for this, sorry. i needed to vent and i feel pathetic now. 

[anonomonopoetry]

#WelcomeBackWynonna

a poem from me? no...but maybe? enjoy.

“The time has come and we’re very near, To share in the show that will help us get through this insane year.

An ass-kicking sister in leather and a retired cop become a team, To get a vampire(?) cowboy and an angel out of “heavenly” lock-up. 

A Haught ginger and a wanna-be-Rock nerd, A jazz loving park ranger and a fabulous vampire queen, All characters we’ve impatiently awaited to see on our screens again. 

It might end up being a tough month, four episodes for “18 and older.” But we fought and we fought, Finally we’re seeing our shitshow on TV again. 

July 26th can’t come any quicker, I don’t know about you all, but I’ll hope to see you then on Twitter!”

----pa

[auujehjrgnmuuoingjoskjcnjsjshdo]

sweet anonymous messages are so cute because they don’t have any intention of strengthening a relationship or anything the only reason anybody has for sending a nice message anonymously is because they care about that person enough to want to make them feel good without anything in return what a nice thing 

[anonomonopoetry]

PA’s still kicking

so all the poems and shit i had ready to unleash got pushed aside between covid depression and school. i’m almost done with classes (one last big history paper to write ugh) and i’ve finished the last of us part ii so all i got to keep me sane is animal crossing. 

i also joined the wynonna earp discord...expect me to be useless there as i am here lmao. but if anyone’s interested in finding me there, try and guess who i am...or dm me here and i’ll tell you if you’re really interested. 

soon i’d like to get back to poems and being more active. i feel so bad for anyone who’s actually still waiting for me to post something poem-related. and i’m also so sorry that i’m a loser like this Dx

enjoy the she-ra gif and much love, 

---PA

[tru2002]

Put a letter from A-Z in my ask and I’ll tell you 1 thing I love which starts with that letter.

[stormyveins]

THIS IS CUTE PLEASE

[thedownfallofyou-deactivated8535]

Reblog this if you want a LONG anonymous message saying what they think of you.

[reblog-thisif]

Reblog this if its okay for your followers to introduce themselves to you.

[jamausis]

Just come to my ask box and tell me stuff about yourself. Your pets. Your favorite music. What you had for breakfast this morning. Literally anything you want, I love making new friends

[taylorswiftville]

I MADE ACTUAL FRIENDS DOING THIS BEFORE

[anonomonopoetry]

my she-ra babies Dx

she-ra’s done and i cry. NO SPOILERS (unless you’ve not seen any of the show at all. i used a couple of gifs. then there might be spoilers)

i love this show and honestly it was the only thing i was looking forward to during this shelter-in-place/quarantine...and now it’s gone. it didn’t disappoint. it was very good and i’m happy with it. 

BUT IT’S OVER AND I AM SAD TOO.

my favorite person is seahawk, he is me. i want to cosplay him one day. 

but my babies are done and i am tempted to rewatch it all but i will just cry again. UGH

LOOK AT THEM. THEY SO CUTE D,:

i will miss them. once i’ve had time to properly grieve the show being over, i will rewatch the crew again. but for now, i sob. thanks sad/angry catra for making an appropriate gif for this feeling. 

[saranghwa-deactivated20190606]

new ask game: instead of telling me why you followed me, why haven’t you unfollowed me?

[anonomonopoetry]

oof.

where the heck did the time go... PA is still alive technically.

i offloaded tumblr, instagram, and twitter. my life is a little bit lighter because of it, since i’m not just mindlessly checking that stuff anymore.

but i am completely out of the loop and behind on everything. 

i’m playing animal crossing tho, so there’s that. i finished up my semester...for the most part. minus an annoying altercation with a “professor” who’s acting like a child. but can’t help that. 

i feel ok about my semester besides that. i’m going to try and get back into the poetry game, but i’ve not felt particularly motivated. maybe a couple weeks without school before summer classes will give me a mental recharge. 

anyway, hope you gorgeous people out there are being safe and taking care of yourselves. 

thinking of you. 

Love, PA

[anonomonopoetry]

spring forth

been a bit; got school and battling this quarantine feeling. here’s a little thing i did to try and brighten up.

“Four blooms burst forth from the mud, Deep purple with blue tints.

Birds sing upon the bare tree branches, Whistling songs of morning salutations. 

The wind brings a slight chill with it,  Sifting through my hair in warm greeting. 

The sun winks through the soft clouds, Warming the ground, the air, my face. 

Lips pull into a soft smile,  My skin’s pallor brightening under a golden touch. 

This time with pass, I will see them again.  I will laugh and play with them again. 

This time will pass and soon,  It’s gonna be May.”

----Poem Anon