Shattered, Not Slept Since: #Thursday ,Tried Some Sleep This Morning As Friday Morning, Gone Bed & Had To Get Up AGAIN :/ :( Chronic Pain, Mental Health, Stress Over Getting A New/More Regular Consultant Psychiatrist @NHS_ELFT ,Who May Or May Not Put Me Back On 15 Years Ciperlax Escitalopram At 40mg's Between: 2004 - December 2019, As Duloxetine Multipurpose Anti-Depressant/Pain Drug Helps As Non Opiate Pain Drug Like Pregablin, However Dreadful For My Mental Health, Depression, Anxiety, BPD/EUPD, Life, Suicidal Thoughts/Plans & New 2020/2021 Patterns/Thoughts/Plans, Try Maximum Vortioxetine @ 20mg With 20mg Ciperlax Escitalopram Top Up In Part 2020 With/Without Duloxetine/Lower 120mg To: 60mg ,Or Venlafaxine For Old 2008 Start At: 75mg - 150mg Past Suggestions Without/Without Duloxetine, Ciperlax Escitalopram, Vortioxetine, Etc, Then I Can Seek Top Up Opiate Painkiller & Back In Charge Of My Pain Patches Increases/Final Top Up/Future Higher 3,5,7, Day Pain Patches, Or 2018 Hard To Get: #NHSWeed Bud's & Oils, Sadly Can't Afford Privately Either, Despite It Being NOW 100% Legalised & Decriminalised Via 2018 Uk Private Uk Weed Clinics , & RARE NHS PURE THC & CBD Buds & Oils Sadly :/ :( Also Switched All BT Plc Mobile/EE Mobile PAYG #SMARTYMOBILE #PAYG SIM Cards & #PACCodes To This Week Too :/ :) #DayInTheLife / #Random Posts, Pictures/Photos, Screenshots, On My Travels :/ :) Self Isolation With: RSD - CRPS Type 1 ,& Wrist Instability/Carpal Instability (Which Are Both Serious & Complex Chronic Pain & Disabilities), Along With Mental Health Illnesses Of Depression & #Anxiety With: #BPD / #EUPD ,Is Often The Norm For Me & Other Suffers / #Spoonies :/ :( My #MentalHealth / #LifeJourney / #DayInTheLife Of Me @Scott1984FP - #Scott1984FP - https://www.pscp.tv/Scott1984FP ,VIA #SOCIALMEDIA ,Talking About Mental Health & Life ,Through: Instagram, Shares, Likes, Photos, Videos, #ScreenShots , & #RT's :) I Post On Social Media & Post Videos,Etc For Me & Are For My Benefit/s & Just For Me Too :) Not After, Nor Seeking Sympathy &/Or Prayers, Well-Wishes, Or Any Of Those Combinations Either, Also Its Ok To Get Attention From Time To Time Too :) (at Bedford, Bedfordshire, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPt3BeKhXLs/?utm_medium=tumblr