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Okayokayokayokayokay! I think I need to confess something: I have been getting really into Agere/Littlespace content lately. It's so super hard to explain without my ADHD brain going in overdrive and getting overexcited. But I've just been so hooked on making characters and headcanons around this, but it's difficult while also being into diapers???

So like, I have this people-pleasing thing about myself (shocker). I dont want to offend anyone, I want everyone to like me, and there are cool people who follow me that I dont want drive away. So I've been holding back a lot because I'm just overwhelmed. I'm scared to share stuff no one wants, and I'm scared to put off what people DO want. I know it's my blog, but I cant help it.

But I've decided to take a chance and just embrace it. I've kinda realized that the things I'll be sharing are crafted them in a way that makes me super happy and is also really really cute, so I DESPERATELY want to share it! But I also want to be respectful and open to criticism, so feel free to call me out if I get anything wrong!

And with that out of the way, my next post is going to be a headcanon about Little!Viktor and Middle!Jayce!!!!!!✨️✨️✨️

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I JUST WANNA DRAW SATISFYINGLY CUTE BELLIES AND DIAPERS THAT ACTUALLY LOOK GOOD! WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT THAT THAT MY BRAIN CANNOT COMPREHEND!?!?

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I wish there were terms for people who find comfort in diapers/being an ABDL, but arent age-reg*ssors. People who age-reg*ss do so for trauma related reasons, and I've seen how spaces like mine can make them uncomfortable. I really like being diapered and babied (or the other way around). I like cute things and pacifiers and wearing onesies, but I wouldnt call myself a "little". I just enjoy it. And sometimes using terms like that in a fetish space makes me uncomfortable. Idk. It's why anytime I write characters who might act "little", I want to at least hint at the fact that this person roleplays for comfort and sexual reasons.

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VENT

This year has sucked ass for me personally💩

I really REALLY really wanna come back to this account. The original reason I left was because I got so inspired by that ask about Elk and Caleb (and the certain SOMEONE who shot me with an inspiration beam, they know who they are🫵) that I really did start working on them. No joke, I've been knee deep in their lore since that ask, and that was like 6 months ago! I've made a SHIT ton of OCs and even redid some older ones. But I didnt feel like they were good enough, blah blah, imposter syndrome, blah. And I didnt want to come back empty handed.

Then a whole bunch of stuff happened in my personal life, from a situation that left me deeply anxious with my OCD symptoms shot to hell and back, then needing to be rehoused, and then back in a mental health spiral again. I think about this blog constantly though and how much fun it was to just be myself? As weird as that sounds? And just write stories and interact. Shits still hard though, and even though I know it's not true, it feels like I'll never be stable. Like I'm just doomed to be a fuck-up...

I'll come back, eventually. Maybe just to share my character lore. Idk, I like it. Maybe I'll come back when I stop shitting on my art. But if that's the case this might end up as a ghost town🫩

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Omfg i literally have asks from 2023 that I just...never answered!?!? Ugh, I get so nervous just putting things out, what is wrong with me???🫩

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Hey all👋 Sorry I've been MIA, mental health stuff and all that. I'll come back to this blog eventually, but if you sent an ask and I havent answered it, my bad but this is why.

Aaaaanyways, hope you all get to wear some comfy diaps today! And if you cant, i hope you find a good fanfic or video about it XD