#paige brain

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I always get so disappointed when the music bangs, but then the lyrics start up and they’re shit.

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Bras are so stupid like who decided it would be a G R E A T idea to invent some restrictive titty buckets

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I just had an intrusive thought about someone using nail clippers on the tip of their tongue.

You're welcome.

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I almost wanna start a side blog where I reblog everyone’s strange, hyper-realistic, spooky, wonderful dreams.

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That feel when it takes you two whole days to recover from a social outing because your introversion game so strong.

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My jade leaf plant was droopy as hell from crappy light all winter and spring. I finally pruned and trimmed the hell out of it--here’s hoping I didn’t kill the poor thing. On the plus side, I took lots of cuttings and leaves to establish more. If the stem cuttings all survive... I will have like 13 plants. Not counting all the leaves... O:

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Well... I just saved myself from almost dying. My smol child was playing behind me (he sometimes stands behind me on top of my chair while I'm at my desk, checking out cool stuff, etc. on the shelves) with this wooden toy wand I gave him. He was goofing off a little too hard and started to fall sideways, and nearly stabbed me right in the side of the neck with it. I caught it in my hand and him by the arm at the same time.

So we’re sitting here both upset and I’m in need of a smoke and a glass o’ wine to calm down. Because then you start to think, “Holy shit, what if I did get stabbed and bled out on the floor right fucking here, and this poor kid is all alone with his dead mom until his dad comes home from work five hours from now.”

That’s fucked up.

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I feel so self-destructive lately. Not in the self-harming, suicide way, no. I wanna burn my life as it is to the ground, sever ties with like, 2/3 of the people I know, run away to somewhere new and start over, living my life on my own fucking terms.

Unfortunately, things like “financial security” and “health insurance” are required to live so... I can’t do that, especially when I have a little one depending on me.

I feel so stuck, root-bound, and imprisoned. *head desk*