God, I’m already in love with the way they’ve written Ellie in season 2.
I’m so glad they didn’t equate being nineteen to “is a full grown adult who acts like a 30-year-old”. I’m so glad they let her be messy and chaotic and goofy and still a fucking teenager. A more mature teenager, but still a teenager. And the way they’re dealing with the firefly stuff is just perfect.
She’s bitter about the hospital and the fireflies. She’s pissed, and that scene with Tommy was just such a perfect way to get in her headspace surrounding that. I’m immune. I’m fucking immune, so why can’t you just let me be important? Why can’t you let me do what I’m supposed to?
She was so traumatized, but she convinced herself herself that the cure would make it “worth it”, that because of it she mattered, and we see how because that belief never came to fruition it’s started to leak out into her life. She’s being reckless and putting herself in danger, she’s hurting herself, she’s putting herself in danger because she feels like, without the cure, she isn’t “worth it”.
And her relationship with Joel is so tragic, it’s tearing me apart, but it’s just executed so perfectly. She doesn’t hate him. She can’t hate him, because he’s her safety. She’ll ice him out and move to the front yard, but she still cares for him so much she can’t truly leave. Not when he’s her person.
And Bella Ramsey is just pitch perfect. Seriously already such a phenomenal performance.
They’re just doing Ellie so fucking well, I am already in awe of it. It’s the same thing they did with season 1, where they 1: let her act her age, 2: put more focus on her headspace, trauma, and internal life, and 3: forge more interesting relationships to flesh out internal and external conflicts. Ellie’s already so real and fully formed and I just cannot get enough.