For some reason people expected me to be a complete and total mess, and not wanting to get out of bed. It’s true that valentine’s day was me and Jordan’s anniversary which would've made three years, but it was something we shared together that is no longer relevant. Life goes on, and you need to keep moving forward. What you had is now a memory you’ll never forget, and since it has already happened that chapter of your life is done and already written. The only thing you can do is start a new chapter of learning to love yourself. Don’t dwell in those memories because it will be painful and you will never be happy in your reality. You’ll be too stuck and caught up with the things of the past. You deserve to be happy. You deserve the love you whole heartedly give to others. You deserve everything you’ve always dreamt of and dreamt of doing. You deserve the ultimate sunshine. But it all starts with you. You have to make the choice and have the mindset that you deserve better for yourself. Love yourself enough to know that, believe it, and do something about it. Love yourself always.
