Confession of the Inexperienced
Help me I'm drowning in things I don't want to see/
My heart aching like a million needles struck me/
Head breaking like a shell destroyed gonna be
A change in me, your version of me.
May it be the eyes of how I see
or mouth I speak to you frequently,
to the body that tingles whenever you're near me
to the heart that's empty, emptied for you only
I don't want to see myself hurting you,
With things I promised to protect you with
if only had the power to make things possible
Please turn me into a perfect man for you
I like you, so I want you to like me,
not only because I said so
I want you to look and see
that I can make your heart beat also
But alas the distance so afar
rivers and mountains can't compare to how apart
we are almost to each other's timelines apart,
as I grow old for you ever were.
I have no Idea of this term love
And that's why I want you to teach me
what those nuances made you suffer
I'll do better than them like you never knew before.