#panickattacks

[aftgficlibrary]

Can I get uh..... Andrew Minyard smiling. Please and thank

here’s what i found! -félix

Seeing Stars by minyxrd_03 (Not Rated | 3,060 | 1/1)

Neil sees Andrew smile for the first time. And many times after that.

A Charmed Life by KatherineF (M | 6,111 | 1/1)

5 times one of the Foxes sees Andrew smile, and the 1 time all of them do.Or, Andrew Minyard is a huge softie for Neil Josten and he can't hide it. 

[aftgficlibrary]

Was wondering if you had any backliner Neil fics?

here’s one! -félix

Raven to Fox by Andrw_Jstn for AsfaHan (Not Rated |268,134 | 46/46)

AU: Neil's mom ran without him, he was sold off to the Moriyamas soon after, growing up with Kevin and Riko. It'll all be explained in the prologue.

It starts with Neil leaving the Nest after Kevin and Jean ran and going to the Foxes, trying to work out everything from transferring teams to transferring from Backliner to Striker while trying to solve issues he has with Kevin because of everything they went through.Neil learns what "family" means and that sometimes people are worth fightin for.

Graphic Descriptions Of Violence

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi to the most amazing blog ever! I was hoping you could help me find this fic that has been niggling at me for MONTHS now. All I remember is everyone was in the locker room (post canon I think) when Nicky makes some off-hand comment about Andrew and Neil having hate sex, which makes oblivious Neil wonder if they do. Andrew gets pissed and talks Neil through why that is completely untrue, comparing hate to Nathan and others I believe. Thank you wonderful people!!!

I couldn’t find the one you were looking for but I found this super similar one that I hope you’ll like, sorry!-Remy

the trees, and the trees, and the space inbetween the trees (swimming in gold) byOndine333 (G | Incomplete | ½)

“Are you guys okay?” Nicky asks one day, completely out of the blue. He looks surprised at himself, eyes round and lips parted like the question just burst out of him.“Um. What?” Neil says.“You and Andrew.”Nicky stares at him with palpable concern, like that answer is actually supposed to mean anything.“We’re… fine?”___Being close means something different, to them, than it does to most people. It never feels like a loss.(or: 5 times Neil and Andrew didn’t touch + 1 time they did)

[aftgficlibrary]

Once I find a fic where but be exy players they was a swimming team! And have competition and stuffs. Can you help me?

Hi! Is it this one? :)-Scout

From the Deep by stormageddondarklordofbuns (Not Rated | Incomplete | 9/?)

Neil Josten has been banned from going near any body of water for eight years. Several bad decisions later, he’s signed onto Palmetto State University’s swim team with Kevin Day-one of the few people from his past that knows all of his truths. This will lead to more bad decisions. He’s going to get himself killed.

(This is essentially a total rewrite of Nora’s lovely series but with swimming and a few twists.)

[mimood0054]

Struggling with panic attacks? 🌿 Take charge of your mental health with these simple tips: 🧘‍♂️ Practice yoga and relaxation techniques 💤 Prioritize sleep and rest 🍹 Limit caffeine, alcohol, and sugary foods 🚭 Say no to smoking 💪 Embrace a healthier you! Discover more at mimood.com or call us at [phone] for support. 💙 MentalHealthMatters #SelfCareTips #WellnessJourney

[malialaka]

Consistency is key. Need a break go get wet. Consistent Bombers yesterday. 5am lap , it’s film time with the stoggies , round 2 if your over 60 and it’s only 7am. Oldest man standing next to me is a rotten egg . Oldest man out there is 78 yo. YES he is!! Mental Health is not just about praying to god. #godisfood -Malia Laka. My familia prays daily …every moment a ohana member can. Olelo hawaii “the hawaiian Maoli language”comes with the territory of “meditation”, an ‘oli or “chanting a prayer” over and over till you memorise it, a humming in ohm, a cultural tradition of oral history, a practice of not using written forms, within the ‘Oli of choice you finish you add good words, good deeds, good thoughts into your conscious as the translations of these prayers are intuitive to sharing gratefulness, mindful, and consideration to ancestors efforts for what they left us, ‘aumakua “ gods every piece of creations” , and kua “every one and thing that will rise/ brought into our future.” Being in the tub of water or ocean , your whole body is stimulated by skin and nerves, your aware of all the possible situations to enter or transition out of danger, the call of a lull , the trickling sound of water, what step you are in even if comes down “so natural “ your brain is processing an in enjoyment or fear that’s all an anxiety level and through it all you can practice gratefulness. It teaches you that multitasking is a real thing and hyper vigilance exists. It’s World Mental Health month and World Indigenous day and the fact that NALU literally olelo hawaii term meaning for “meditation” and is associated with waves frothing …or that this is the last south Kauwela “summer” swell is pumping is a very great day to look forward to enjoying some of the men and women that made it out today and used a hawaiian practice of He’eNALU to support their mental by physical health for their hooponopono “intervention for life of righteousness.” Not looking forward to workin in the cave later today , more than a couple rounds be happenin! 🥴🤠👏🏾. #thatsjustswell #panickattacks #armworkout #corevaluesinaction #worldmentalhealthday #mentalhealthawareness #worldindigenousday https://www.instagram.com/p/CU20w0SJEsH/?utm_medium=tumblr

[kagami--uchiha]

“Take deep breaths, you’ll be fine.” (Naomi Uchiha aka Madara's mom)

Panic was still having him in a tight grip as Naomi tried to soothe him, talking in a soft tone on which he tried to concentrate. Just a few days ago he came back from a longer mission, an infiltration mission to gather intel on some Nobleman, protected by a bunch of Shinobi he had hired. Ruthless murderers that kill at any command they were given. Silent as a cat he was able to get himself in and he was able to already gather a lot of information, yet still he was caught.

He took a lot images with him, body still in pain from the merciless beatings they had put him through, running him through a lot of emotional distress by always threatening him that he would be killed, yet they never went through with it.But it still came to haunt him, mostly at nights but often also during the day, unexpectedly, viciously. Tears still streaming down his face he locked eyes with her, finding a point he could concentrate on that felt like safety to him. Kami, why was he even reacting like this? He had been sent out by Tajima a lot now, fulfilling his missions like a good soldier of the Uchiha, but he hated it greatly. He hated having to kill, hated having to subject himself to violence or even... seduction of some sorts to gather informations. “Please.. forgive me.. Naomi-Hime.. I don’t mean to.. to be like this.” It was a pathetic feeling really and probably he also looked as pathetic and as much of a nice man as Tajima can be, he wouldn’t really have empathy for a Panicattack. 

Holding his breath inbetween the sobs, he gradually as able to calm down, quickly wiping his tears away with his sleeves. If his own father would be still alive, he’d probably give him a scolding over still being as soft as a child, even though he is an adult for some years now. 

[country-girl-from-the-north-609]

I feel as I’m getting older my anxitey and panick attacks are getting worse. Today I had to leave work two hours into my shift because I had a anixitey attack/ panick attack because things weren’t Excatley how I need them to be. I think I’m getting OCD as well because at work I need things perfect all of the time. If it’s not perfect I freak out and literally start breaking down. And I don’t want people to think I’m overreacting but it’s just been hard to handle. I also have PCOS and let me say that had a lot to do with my mood swings and before you say well birth control helps I already know but I can’t afford my birth control with my insurance. 😂 so I’ve been off of birth control for a month which has my emotions all fucked up and I haven’t gotten a period in almost 100 days but I’m not pregnant that just has to do with stress and pcos. And I haven’t had a good nights sleep in months because of my sleep insomnia I’m just a hot mess. Thank god I have a supportive family, boyfriend and friend group who understands my stress and my issues. And the people at work who are like my family understood to. One day at a time.