To be at a loss of self understanding
I definitely feel understanding at times and like I'm in a dense fog other times. This particular level of consciousness is truly the red queens race.
Similar to Maslow's hierarchy of needs, we are stuck thinking about the nutrition that we are 'advised' to have; little do we know, it's not based on what's best for us.
I think that development of the current world is built on taking from the individual spirit. Energy is the truest renewable resource. Each bundle of atoms, energy, that then passes continues the cycle of energy, but as generally understood, energy cannot be destroyed. Instead of destruction, unity is needed. From not wanting death and aging to war, jealousy, any resistance of change is simply resistance to unity.
The energy of individuals seems to be taken through mental, physical and emotional distraction. This distraction can be taken advantage of, giving others the power of that individual away. Mental connects to economic situatedness, emotional connects to social situatedness, physical connects to the sum of economic and social pressures. The spirit is sapped trying to find happiness, contentment, understanding but essentially unity.
Similar to the saying, is the cup half empty or half full? What I mean to illustrate is that your cup must be full to find unity. When our cups are not full, we seek fullfilment from others (seeking wholeness, happiness but essentially unity). Finding balance in spirit, emotion, mentality and physicality is unity, and more so self love and respect. This allows for true freedom for yourself and those who you interact with. They are held by mutual respect and love. Although, I will digress, there is more to be said about the cups idea, but this post is not for that.
When an individual does not have self love and respect or seek inner power and enlightenment, the individual loses the grip on their power. Often their power is made to fit into a corrosive unity.
Corrosive unity is a distraction that is captivating and like an enchantment made to give the unity an individual seeks but at a cost. Some people seem not to realize the cost or decide that it's justified. It seems easy enough to speculate that if we owe nothing to anyone but the one we are truly accountable for, and that is oneself.
Intersectionality, the layering of oppression weighing on people is the symptomatic cost set up by the most vicious and cyclical world order yet.
I have yet to figure where it begun truly, but monotheistic, patriarchal, ableist, capitalistic society is the true death match of western culture and spirituality. This is how the spirit, the joy and power of the individual is captured and used as a power source.
Take back your power. Seek your spirit. Love yourself and be free.
We are unified through immediate relative existence, we are unified through being energy. You are powerful, beautiful and creative. You deserve love and understanding. You can be full and not alone. Through diversity and individuality we learn unity externally and internally.
When power is gained by each individual, unity can be had. Corrosive unity bunches energy and takes over the power, and causing soul loss, harm and general discontent.
The general concept of unity is that of equilibrium and balance.













