Set Fire To The Rain || Adrian & Saoirse
After her little chat with Adrian she walked back to the Ravenclaw tower and took the time to think about what happened. Not only now, but the past few days. The boy was never so confusing as now. His words still echoed in her ears, the only words that could ever really hurt her. They brought back the memories of her past, everything that she didn't want to remember, but she also couldn't forget, then those things made her to the person she was now. Since she recived the letter from Hogwarts and came to the castle she always tried not to think on her mother and how she left her back. It wasn't easy but Saoirse didn't want to be weak. She couldn't allow herself to be weak, but the boys words made her feel like that. Weak, lost not wanted... Everything she was afraid off. And because of this, how much he hurt her, she knew she should be mad at him, hate him and just curse him.
But then there was the kiss, his apology and the things he said and all of this together confused Saoirse. Maybe she wasn't even herself when she asked Adrian to meet her later at the Great Lake. However alcohol was exactly what she needed right now, it didn't even matter in whom's company. There were a few bottles at the bottom of her trunk. She grabbed two of them and laid them on her bed before she turned back to change her clothes. Spring was already coming, but the evening were still cold, so she decided for a jeans and sweater to keep herself warm. She had still time, but took the bottles and walked down in a slow tempo. When the girl reached the Lake she opened one of the ottles and took a few little sips, waiting for the boy to arrive.