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Explosive Energy or Explosive Nature…I don’t know which sounds more fun! I love both, haha!

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I think I’ll be doing more Bakugo sketches/draw studies because I used to draw him a lot. It will be a good balance while I’m trying to finish Persephone(OC/sona) ref sheet or info. Also, I feel a good idea to use him to study male anatomy more?

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Looked back at some old writings I did and to find out some people really enjoyed them only either after I went on hiatus or while I was just writing just to write some feelings or moods out. It brings a happy nostalgic feeling in my heart. And those people I say: Thank you!

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This has been a great day!

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Been down in the dumps due to depression and bad case of art envy at random times. In addition, my laptop has been quite uncomfortably slow that I get nervous turning it on. Also, I’m not sure if anyone will want or need to know, but the art commission I wanted to do to earn some extra money—and fund it for a pc to do things I’ve been really wanting to do— will have to be on hold since I can’t trust how long my laptop will last.

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I would like to design an itabag for Auron, but then I’ll be sad since I’m scared on sewing even though I used to do as a child due to my grandmother’s influence.

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Okay. Had a great chibi reaction but I next time I’ll reinforce to save as early as possible because my Sai closed on me unexpectedly. And since I doubt I’ll be able to replicate it as I feel my drawing has inconsistencies. I’ll just summarize it.

The Tower Reaction:

Me: *Excited and curious because head was filled with theories while on vacay after announcement.*

Me: *Stupidly slams hand on floor once in joy over banter, small things, and voices n’ humor.*

Me: *Intensely slams hand repeatedly after the interaction between Auron n’ Oracle and them being smitten with each other AND being sillies! Also Auron being embarrassed by Edwin! Too happy.*

Me: *turns away hunched over in pain at burning n’ red hand.* Ow.

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Random Rant, but pretty predictable. . .

For fuck sakes, if you want to win, go play a Normal game! In One for All the objective is have fun and find hilarious discoveries like Kat can pick up each others daggers and so can Poppy with their shields. Those are hilarious and fun. But when we get players who complain what is good in a game mode or what is op, you are taking your Ranked game or meta thoughts in a game mode that hardly rewards you or never rewards with m6/7 token but chest, which are still pretty useless--if you aren’t that lucky.

And again, One for All, it doesn’t matter if you happen to get some people pick three Namis and get an all Twitch adc champions. League doesn’t exactly rely on the whole percentage. That is obvious. But still, don’t fuckin’ judge someone who picks a Zoe, Nami, or even a fuckin’ Ashe!

It’s One for All! Not Ranked! Not Normal! Take your whinny shit out of the game mode if you want to win a game mode where there less chance of people not knowing how to play a champion. Quit fuckin’ flaming them for it. Or if a person feeds, check if they are. Quit tossing the blames. What is this shit?! Fuckin’ Witch/Label Trials?! I thought we got past this shit long time ago. I know League is shit and alot of people are leaving, but it is starting to make a bit more sense other than people leaving because of bad teammates, which I highly doubt because if you can’t communicate with your team because of your desire to carry. You aren’t carrying. Team games communicate and if they don’t. They try to not feed. And if they seem like they are feeding, check with them first before you want to throw labels like putting brand on a fuckin’ piece of me.

The next fucker that wants yap is gonna get their tongue cut off and throw in a volcano. 

Grow up.