Jon ran into his sister’s dorm, the morning after he and Bailey had slept by the lake. The night he’d really gotten to her and vise-versa. A groan sounded from Kenzie, “JoJo. What do you want now?” She turned to where her brother sat with a giddy smile. “I was watching Les Mis. Couldn’t you come back, another time?” He shook his head, “Nope. I wanna talk to you. Remember Davis?” She thought for a moment then nodded, “Yeah. That blonde bitch that you hate so much?” She popped a gummy in her mouth and tilted her head.“What about her?” “Well get this! Her name’s actually Bailey. And she’s great! We shared our pasts and we get along really well. It’s so nice. We even slept out by the lake. But…” “But? You hate but’s in stories. What happened?” Her eyes filled with concern and suspicion. He sighed and looked down, “We uh…almost kissed.” “Do you mean, it was mutual, she tried to kiss you, or you tried to kiss her?” “The last one.” “I thought so. Jon…what about Madison?” “I love her. With all my heart. But I would do anything to see Bails smile and she’s like my home and…ugh. Duck Duck what do I do?” He sighed, laying his head in her lap. Kenzie massaged her brother’s temples and shrugged, “Nothing. Just focus on your life ahead of you.” She nodded and fed him a gummy worm. “Besides…what if she doesn’t feel that way?” Jon nodded, she had a point. “What if I like her?” “Then you’re a whore. And if you don’t then you’re an asshole. It’s a trick. You’re in a relationship so, you can’t act on it.” “Where’d you learn that? One of yor books?” He snickered. She smacked his forehead, “Next time, it’s a hammer.” He pouted, “Anyways…mind if I babble for a minute?” She smiled, “Do I ever?” Jon began, “Well Bailey…there’s just something about her that makes you like her, ya know? And she’s real pretty. I mean, Madison’s perfect. But Bailey…well she’s a certain kind of beautiful. An old-timey beautiful.” Jon had the widest smile on his face. “And she’s so sweet and understanding. So, so great. I sorta love her as my sister. Not as you but, ya know. If I wasn’t engaged, I’d probably ask her out. But then that’d probably be weird. I mean calling off a wedding for a little relationship that probably won’t last very long? But I like her. I do. I don’t get it. Is it harmless? Is it like Alli? Is it meaningful? I just don't understand... But I like it. You get it?" Kenzie listened to him, nodding and biting her lip, "As much I don't...I do." She sighed, and smacked him aside the head, "You need to stop!" He whimpered, "Just quit hitting me, dammit!" She glared, "Look just...I don't want to hurt Bailey. She seems like a.nice girl and...I don't want it to turn out like...nevermind. Point is, if she gets hurt-" "You hurt me ten times worse. I know the drill." He rolled his eyes. She smacked his forehead over and over again, "Ya big slut!" He jumped on her, "Excuse you!" He tickled he, blowing on her stomach. "What did you say?!" She laughed, "Lug! I said lug okay?! Stop!" He stopped and chuckled, "That's what I thought." They laid down amd watched Les Mis, hand-in-hand, all the while the only thing on Jon's mind was how in the hell to get rid of his feelings like he used to but no way was he getting more scars then he had. There was one thing to do and he didn't know when or how but he would get her to go to the lake with him again. Or quite possibly...a kiss.