Noah was questioning, why he ever agreed to meeting Rachel at eight for breakfast, all that he knew is it was far too early to even be rolling out of bed. But she was right he couldn't say no to her, and the prospect of spending his day off, with her seemed quite appealing to him. Though he still found himself dragging his tired bones to the shower to get ready for the day. Luckily it didn't take him long before he was out in the streets cursing under his breath as he passed by a few rude people bumping into him, if he was going to deal with people he was going to need coffee, and pronto. So stopping at the Starbucks by Rachel's, he got her drink and himself a strong cup of coffee just how he liked it as he paid the person he walked the rest of the way to Rachael, a bit more chipper now that he didn't feel fully exhausted. Walking up he let himself in and smirked. "Hope your decent." He called out teasing her as he walked to the kitchen and set her cup onto the counter.
Summary: After sectionals Rachel goes over to Pucks house and pigs out on food. They talk about their future and how talented Rachel is.
Puck didn't realize how much he would like the whole dating thing until he actually did it. Having Rachel as a girlfriend wasn't so bad. It was actually cool knowing that he was the only guy she was interested in. It made him feel... well, special. He'd been with a lot of girls before, but it was never like this. Even before he found out she was pregnant, he knew there was something there. He could never admit it and maybe she had to push him a little to get the truth out, but they were together now and that's all that mattered. "Hey, babe." He smiled as she walked in and turned off his game.
Rachel: smiled and shollowed her food before leaning over to give him a quick kiss on the lips then the cheek. "you didn't have to shut that off.I don't mind," she said sweetly and took another bite. "you know this is the fist meet I've had in 4 years?"
Puck shrugged as he threw himself back on his bed. "Nah, it's cool. I was losing anyway." He smiled as they kissed before turning over to lay on his side. He had wondered why she had chose McDonald's when she was a vegan, but he didn't really think to ask until she brought it up. Maybe it was a cravings thing? He didn't know what it felt like to be pregnant, but he did know that when a big mac calls his name, there's no possible way he could resist. "No, I didn't know. I was wondering, though."
Rachel: smiled and just looked at him. "I've been craving meat like crazy and I finally gave in. I forgot how good it was. but right after I have him its back to tofo," she reassured him well more her. "so what do you think of sectionals," she asked curiously as she continued to eat. "I had a ton of fun up there.
Puck wondered if she was trying to convince him or herself. He certainly didn't care if she ate meat or not. In fact, he thinks it would be easier if she did. It'll make up for the times that he forgot she was vegan and brought her meat. It didn't happen a lot, but once or twice he may have forgotten. "Eat whatever you want, babe. It doesn't make a difference to me." He shrugged. "Honestly? You were amazing. I didn't know you had a voice like that." He said, smiling at her. "I could really tell that you loved what you were doing."
Rachel: "I just don't want to gain to much weight I've gained 8 so far," she said with a shrug and smiled at him."I'm glad you thought so.I told you when we meet I'm kind of a big deal,"she said with teasing tone, "I do I love glee and preforming. sucks that I'll probly have to quit soon," she said with a sigh as he smile faded. she hated the thought of it it but it would be the best once they had the baby. she finished her food and laid back on t-3 bed and rested her hands on her belly.
Puck placed her hand over her stomach and shrugged. "You're going to get bigger. That's what happens when you have a little person growing inside of you." He said as he brought his lips to her stomach, pressing a soft kiss there. "You'll be even more beautiful." He smiled softly, hoping that didn't sound too lame. He didn't really know what else to say to her. Not that it was a lie or anything, because it certainly wasn't! He just didn't want to say the wrong thing. "Wait, what? Why would you quit?"
Rachel: Loved to watched puck interact with their baby and it made her like him more and more. "You're adorable," she said with a smile as the baby kicked her harshly. "I think she thinks so too.I haven't felt her all day till now," she said with a smile and took his hand in hers. "Well I don't think I can be a mom,go to school and Glee.I don't neven know about the school part. I could try to just get ahead this year since my due date is in April and glee club would just be a reminder that no more new York after graduation and no Broadway and no being the next Barbra Streisand," she said sadly and ran a hand though her hair.
Puck smiled shyly and kept looking at her stomach. He was kind of getting used to the idea of being a dad. It still scared the crap out of him sometimes, but he knew that he could do it. He had to do it. He refused to end up like his father. He was going to be their for his child and love them no matter what. "Oh, so we're calling the baby 'she' again?" He teased, trying to change the subject of him being adorable. "Hey, why not? Sure we'll have to work a little harder to get the things we want, but I'm not going to let us just quit. We're going to do the right thing and be parents. That doesn't mean you can't have everything you wanted. It just means now we'll have a little one to take on our journey with us." He said, finally looking up at her. "I'm not letting you give up your dreams, Rachel."
Rachel: "Until I know what the baby is I will call him or her whatever feels right at the moment. So you know till tomorrow," she said excitedly and if she were standing she'd be jumping up and down with excitement. " Do you think I'm talented enough to even be on broadway? I mean I do but I'm self centered sometimes ,I just don't know if I can do it all and people tend to discriminate against teen parents. "
Puck laughed and rolled his eyes playfully. "I still say he is a he. I just have a feeling that we're going to have a little boy. Maybe a Noah Elijah Puckerman Jr." He smiled innocently and batted his eyes, although he was only being half serious. They had plenty of time to think of the perfect name for their child. In the meantime they had other things to worry about. Like a source of income for starters. The money that Mercedes gave him was more than enough, but he still wanted to be able to provide for his child. "I do. I heard you sing and I saw the look on your face when you did it. You're incredible." He said, taking her by the hand. "Look, babe, I don't know if you and I are forever. I mean, we just got together and I'm still learning how to do the whole dating thing. But having this baby together means we're linked for life. So I promise that as long as I'm your baby daddy, I will help do whatever it takes to raise this child and help make your dreams come true."
Rachel: "We are not naming our baby noah.what if wants to be called puckzilla or wrose puck" she teased playfully and got closer to him.she wrapped and arm around him and rested her head on his shoulder. "Keep talking like that and we will be forever," she have joked and Nuzzled her face into his neck just wanting to be close to him. "You're a really good guy and I'm so sorry I forced you to be with me."
Summary: After fighting and going back to her fathers house,Puck invites Rachel to talk about their relationship or and hand jobs.
Puck had never been so confused over a girl before. Maybe it was because he's never spent as much time with a girl as he has with Rachel. At first it was just for fun. The no strings attached sex was her idea and he would never turn down a hot girl. Especially when it was her idea to just have sex. The suddenly she got pregnant and just sex wasn't enough anymore. Now she had to have a family and if Puck was being honest, he wasn't ready for that. Still, he did like her and he was tried of her assuming that she knew how he felt or what he wanted, because only he knew that. Which was why he thinks that they should talk when she shows up. No bullshit or beating around the bush. Just total honesty.
Rachel: pulled into the familiar driveway and used the key she was given just days before all of the stupid fighting. she knew she was being stupid and an emotional mess but she was allowed to seeing how she was pregnant and all. she let out a smal sigh as she went inside and instantly saw Puck on the couch. "Hey," she said akwardly as she sat down on the oppisite side and put a hand on her baby bump. "what do you want to do?"
Puck moved closer to her and placed his hand over her. She really was starting to show. Even if he's known about her being pregnant for awhile, it's like now he's actually starting to believe it. They're going to have a baby. It was definitely a scary thought, but at the same time, he couldn't be happier about it. Despite this pregnancy being an accident, the baby was still a miracle who he was going to love no matter what. "I want to talk to you about something serious." He said, looking into her eyes. "I think we need that."
Rachel: noticed the serious expression on his face and gave a slight nod as she rested her back which was really starting to hurt on the back of the couch. "um okay,"she said unsure of what he wanted to talk about figuring they'd already said everything he wanted to say to her.he wasn't really one for words atleast not with her.
Puck sighed and sat back on the couch. Talking about his feelings was never easy for him. In fact, the reason he never stayed with a girl too long was so he didn't have to worry about something like this happening. Rachel was different, though. He knew that she was different even before they found out she was pregnant. He was just too afraid to be honest with her and when he found out about the baby, he completely forgot about the idea of them being together. His child's happiness goes before his own. That doesn't mean that he didn't care about Rachel too. "You have got to stop assuming that you know how I feel." He sighed, throwing his head back on the couch. "I like you. I want to be with you. That's what I keep trying to tell you."
Rachel: rolled her eyes at first when he said she needed to stop assuming how he felt and then her eyes widened with shock.that was the last thing she thought he wanted to talk about.its what she's wanted to hear for months but she felt alittle hesitant .She gathered her thoughts for a few minutes. "you want to be my boyfriend,"she said with a bright smile but then a thought accored to her. she didn't want this if it was just because of the baby. "This isn't just because of the baby or us not having sex right?"
Puck frowned when she rolled her eyes. Did he say something wrong? Did she not want to be with him anymore? Did he wait too long to tell her the truth? It didn't seem like it when she was practically forcing him to say what he was feeling before. But then she looked shocked and he was confused all over again. Didn't he already tell her this? Maybe not in the same exact words, but in his own way he was pretty sure that he did. "Of course not. If this was about the baby, I would have asked the second you told me." He said, rolling his eyes. "And this isn't about sex either. Do you really think I would do that?"
Rachel: let out a small sigh and bit his lips. "i don't know,"she said honestly and shrugged, "one day your pushing me away and then the next you want me. you can't blame me for questioning your motives but my answer is yes i want to be with you too .so much,"she said and leaned over to kiss him softly. it may have only been a few days but she really missed kissing him so she kissed him again but then pulled away. "looks like i tammed the puckzilla huh,"she teased and absently played with his mohawk.
Puck wanted to be mad that she was would instantly expect the worst from him, but the second that he felt her lips against his, he didn't really care anymore. If she they were going to do this then he wanted to do it right, which meant he didn't want to be fighting when he was asking her to be his girlfriend. He was still scared. He was worried that they won't work out and that they won't stand each other, but he knew that he had to try. "I guess you did."
Rachel: "it'll be okay will figure it out.i've never been in a serious relationship either,"she said as if reading his mind and stroking his face lightly. "so what do you want to do,"she asked happily. she felt the baby kicking and smiled even bigger and quickly grabbed pucks hand to put them in the spot. "more people are going to figure it out soon you know,"she said with a small sigh.it wasn't like she was embrassed about being pregnant at 16 but she just didn't need the stress of people throughing things at her face even more than they already were or the names they would call her. she didn't care if people knew she just didn't want the drama.
Puck sighed as he rested his head back on the couch. "Is that what we are? In a serious relationship?" He wasn't at all complaining or running away from this. He just wanted to be really sure that they were on the same page her. Well, okay, and the thought of them being in a serious relationship kind of freaked him out a little, but only because he wasn't used to it. It'll take some time for him to get used to the idea of being someone's boyfriend. "You know what I want to do?" He smirked before leaning in to kiss her lips. "It'll be okay." He spoke against her lips. "We both knew we couldn't hide it forever."
Rachel: "well if you want to be that is,"she said nervoiously.was he already backing out?she dropped the subject though not wanting to push him anymore than she already did. she smiled and kissed him back. "thats alll you ever want to do,"she said playfully and giggled but kissed him again. "i know,"she mumbled and closed her eyes and continued to kiss him softly.
Puck thought about for a moment before nodding his head slowly. That was really all he needed to hear. Of course this was what he wanted. Or at least he thinks it's what he wants. He knows that he likes Rachel and he doesn't want to be with anyone else, so why not? They're having a baby together and his feelings for her are genuine, so he was going to go for it. He wanted to try. That's the least he could do, considering he's been putting this off long enough. "Don't act like you don't like kissing me too." He smirked, still kissing her lips.
Rachel: let out a small giggle and kissed him back.he was right she really did like to kiss him.no she loved it. she let out a tiny moan into his mouth. "mine," she said against him and grazed his bottom lip with her teeth. "missed you," she moaned as the kiss got more heates
Puck was actually surprised when she said mine and he didn't freak out. He guessed that after hearing about a baby on the way, everything else was much easier to handle. "This means you're all mine." He mumbled against her lips before laying her down on the couch and hovering above her. "No one else can do this." He smirked as he started kissing her neck. "No one else can touch you the way that I do."
Rachel: get out a smal gasp as he laid her down and then started on her neck. "no one else,"she manged to say even though she felt dizzy just from his touch on her neck. "noah,"she moaned softly as she moved her hair away from the side of her neck.she didn't know if it was the way he was talking to her or if it was the hormoans but she really needed this from him and him only.
Puck smirked and ran his hands up her shirt to cup her breasts. "Mine." He mumbled against her skin before sinking his teeth into her neck. Maybe having a girlfriend wouldn't be so bad. He kind of liked the idea of being the only one who could have Rachel. The only one who could kiss her and touch her like this. It made him feel... special, in a way. And since he hasn't exactly been with anyone other than her since they started having sex, not much will change between them. At least that's what he thinks.
Rachel: took her fingers and lightl tugged of his hair and let out a tiny moan as she put her head back. usally rachel was,as puck would say, a bossy bottom but this time she wasn't going to be.she wanted him to take control and take care of her .she'd do anything he asked at this point. she grazed her hand down the fornt of his jeans as he worked her up even more.
Puck moved his hand over hers and pressed it harder against the front of his jeans. He could already feel himself getting hard and he didn't know why, but he just wanted to take her over and over again. Usually when they were together, Rachel would say what she wanted and he would just give it to her. Now he was going to be the one to call the shots. If he was being honest, it was turning him on more than he expected. He usually didn't mind when Rachel was a bossy bottom. "Do you feel that?" He asked, grinding against her hand. "You did that to me."
Rachel: "god,"rachel groaned never feeling more aroused in her short sexual life. she undid his jeans and pulled them down and stroked him though the fabric of his boxers and took her other hand to move his head so his lips were on hers.Okay so maybe she wanted alittle control but the rest was all him. "uhh,"she moaned into his mouth again and pulled him out of his boxers to touch him.
Puck gasped when she undid his jeans and forced their lips together. He should have known that she would take some control, but he didn't mind all that much. Not when she decided to take him out of his boxers and touch him the way that she was. "Fuck." He mumbled against her lips before continuing to kiss her. He began to grind against her hand, showing her how turned on he was and how much he liked what they were doing.
Rachel: smirked against his lips on the effect she was having on him and kept kissing him roughly as she sped up her movements on him.
Puck groaned as she sped up her movements. If he had known that she would be like this then he would have admitted his feelings a long time ago. Of course that has nothing to do with his decision, but this was so much better than fighting with her. "I'm close." He warned. "Keep touching me, baby."
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Rachel: smiled and recalled that this is what they did the first night they hung out. And she loved the effect she was having on him. she kept her movements and watched herself stroking him. The slight was quite arousing she thought. she moved her hand slightly fasted not wanting to hurt him.
Puck moaned and rested his forehead against hers. Sex between them hasn't felt this intense since the first time it happened. Maybe this is what people meant by it's better with feelings? Or maybe Puck's new found need to control things turned both of them on and they both feel the need to touch each other. Puck knows that he sure as hell does. "Fuck, babe." He mumbled as he came hard against his mother's couch. He was so screwed if she finds out, but right now he didn't care.
Rachel: winched when he finished onto the couch. "thats discusting.why woul you not just went in your hand or you could have asked for me to finish you off with my mouth and showllow,"she said matter of factly with a huff but went to the kitchen too get paper towels to clean up the mess.
Puck sat back on the couch and tilted his head in confusion. "What? Me coming on the couch is disgusting, but you would have let me finish in your mouth?" He asked, slightly confused. Although it didn't distract his from his high. It felt amazing to be with her and he wasn't going to let anything kill his buzz. "Are you going to clean up or are we going to continue?"
Rachel: sighed "just let me clean it up and then we can,"she said as she took the towl and quickly cleaned it up and threw it away and then washed her hads and sat on his lap. "now where were we,"she teased with a smile and started to kiss him again.
Puck smirked against her lips and kissed her back. He ran slipped his hands into her panties and grabbed her ass, pulling her closer to him. "Do you want to go up to my room?" He asked between kisses. "So I can return the favor?"
Rachel: groaned alittle and nodded. "yeah upstairs," she said breathlessly and grabbed his hand and lead him upstairs without breaking the kiss. "need you," she moaned on to his lips.
Puck continued kissing her until they were in his room. He closed and locked the door behind them, just in case someone came home, before placing her onto the bed. He stripped her down until she was completely and threw off his shirt before hovering above her. "You're so sexy." He whispered, cupping her center and circling her clit.
Rachel: "thank you," she said feeling herself blush. Rachel let out a moan as he touched her. "more," she nearly begged and bit her upper lip
Puck placed two fingers at her entrance before slowly entering her. They may have done this many time, but she was still impossibly tight and he didn't want to hurt her. He moved slowly at first, but quickened his pace as time went by.
Rachel: could never get over how good he was with every aspect of sex.including his hands and fingers. she moaned and bucked her hips in time with his fingers. "baby," she moaned wildly as her eyes snapped shut. she knew she wasn't lasting long and sure enough only a few minutes after he started to touch her she started to fall apart. "noah noah noah," she chanted at the highest point of the pleasure.
Puck smirked against her skin before kissing her neck as she came down from her high. He loved how good he could make her feel from just his fingers. It was almost as satisfying as fucking her with his cock. Almost. Nothing could actually feel better than being inside her. "So sexy." He whispered before laying down on the bed and pulling her into his arms. "So fucking sexy."
warnings :Will give you Puckleberry feels. Oh but on a serious note mentions of abortion.
Puck sighed contently as he rested against the mattress. He didn't know why Rachel was suddenly in the mood for sex, but he sure as hell wasn't complaining. It was a nice stress reliever after the day that he had. "Huh?" He asked as she moved closer to him. "Oh, yeah." He wrapped his arms around her and held her closely. "I'm sorry your family sucks." He mumbled, placing a kiss softly on her neck. "I'm sure you'll look just as great as you do now."
Rachel: Smiled as he wrapped his muscular arms around her. "It was terrabile my dad really wants me to move up there but I can't," she said biting her lip bug then blushing. She was insecure about herself so any compliment she got made her giddy even if there weren't many of them. "Uh thank you," she said and Nuzzled her face into his neck enjoying the warmth. "Sorry I jumped you."
Puck chewed on his bottom lip before sighing softly. "That isn't fair. So what if you're knocked up? It's not like you did something wrong. People have babies everyday. It's not the worst thing." He shrugged, as if them having a baby wasn't a big deal at all. "Don't be sorry." He chuckled, resting his head on her shoulder. "Do you really think they'll make you move?"
Rachel: Winched at the words 'knocked up' but smiled anyway. He was being so supportive and it was making her feel wonderful and that maybe everything would be okay. "Well my dads are well known in the commity and don't want it to get out that judge Berry's 16 year old daughter is pregnant," she said with a sigh and felt herself tear up. "They seemed pretty serious about me having the baby there, giving it up and coming back and never speaking to you again. But I can't do that," she said weakly and shook her head. "Your a good guy puck. You didn't even question if it was yours," she said and started to cry once again.
Puck rolled his eyes. "And what are people going to think when they send you to live somewhere else? What are they going to say is going on?" He didn't mean to sound so angry, but he couldn't help it. He was beyond pissed with Rachel's fathers. They couldn't just send her and his child away. He needed for both of them to be with him so they can figure out the whole dating thing together. "I won't go along with whatever lie they tell. I will tell everyone you're pregnant with my child and instead of being supportive, they're tossing you aside." He mumbled. "I had no reason to doubt you, right?"
Rachel: Sighed and wiped her eyes. "I don't know what they would tell people it didn't come up.just theats to send me away unless I ended this whole thing," she sobbed, "I thought they'd be supportive and helpful not pushy. You know that night they caught us? They both had the nerve to call me a harlot! This isn't fair," she said sadly and found herself playing with his short hair, "you'd really wouldn't be embrassed if people knew we were having a baby? I'm kinda a loser. And no there's no doubt. Your the first guy to even see my breast."
Puck shook his head quickly. "A harlot is like a slut, right?" He asked, raising his eyebrow. "But you're not like that at all. We've barely done anything together. Okay, so maybe we slipped up and should have used protection, but there are worse things than being teen parents." He smiled softly and took her by the hand, trying to reassure her that everything would be alright. "You're a great girl, Rachel. Anyone should be proud to call you their baby mama." He teased, kissing her cheek. "Shouldn't you be the one who's embarrassed?"
Rachel: "Yes its just a less crude word for it," she said nodding her head,"I know I'm not I've never even had a boyfriend before. I've been on a few dates but nothing past kissing, "she said with a sighed but smiled when he took her hand in his and interlocked their fingers together. " you think I'm great? I know I should be embrassed but your a great guy I mean every girl at McKinley likes you well parts of you,"she said with a small laugh, "I'm not embrassed and I'm not sure why."
Puck nodded his head slowly and just kept holding her. "I don't know what we're going to do, Rachel. All I know is whatever it is, we'll be together. I'm not letting you go through this alone. I swore that I would never be like my dad and if I leave you and my kid, I will be." He said, kissing the back of her hand. "It's not going to be easy."
Rachel: got a shocked look on her face "so we're like together? As in your not putting your penis anywhere else,"she asked looking at him hoping she wasn't going to freak him out, "if thats not what you meant we can totally forget i said anything but if ou do put it somewhere else.please use protection. i don't want you to catch anything or get in this mess again,"she said and bit her lip. "i don't want to stop sleeping with you. it makes me feel good. i know it won't be easy but i want to. As i said befi=ore my mother just gave me up and then when i found her she didn't want me and i can't hurt your baby like that."
Puck 's eyes widened and shook his head quickly. "That's not exactly what I meant. I just meant that we were going to take care of this baby together." He said, squeezing her hand gently. He knew that he could have worded that better. It wasn't that he didn't care about Rachel or their baby, but he couldn't be held down. He was not boyfriend material. He was really doing both of them a favor. "If it makes you feel better, I don't think I'll be sleeping with anyone else for awhile. The baby thing has kind of freaked me out." He shrugged. "I think we're going to be good parents."
Rachel: "okay,"she said simply , "i understand and it does make me feel better.i think we both know i won't be or dating anyone." she yawned and sniuggled up as close to him as she could. "you really think that noah?you think i'll me a good mother?" she smiled and kissed his cheek. "your a good guy Noah."
Puck smiled when she kissed his cheek. "I really do. I think we'll both be great parents. We both know what it's like to have a parent bail on us. We would never let our baby feel that way." He said firmly as he placed his hand on her stomach. "I'm going to love our baby more than anything else in the world. I will never let the feel unloved or unwanted. And I know you wouldn't either."
Rachel: smiled and pressed her forehead against his. "thank you. for everything. Do you think i could just move in here? after you tell your mother? i can take the couch.i just want to be near you incase anything happens,"she said as she placed her hand on top of the one on her stomach.
Puck smiled and nodded. "You're welcome." He said softly. "Don't be silly. We've got a spare room. I'm sure my mom will understand. She'll probably be disappointed, but she won't judge us. I know her. She'll be okay with this." He said, even if he was a little nervous about telling her. He hated disappointing his mother. He knew she'd be okay with everything, so that's not what he was worried about. Just the disappointing look from his mom. "I want you near me too."
Rachel: smiled and closed her eyes. "okay. do you mind if i sleep in here tonight.i just really need to be around someone right now. someone nice,"she said and got up to get dressed.she slipped on her underwear and put her shirt back on. she sat back on the bed and gave him a soft kiss.
Puck nodded as he yawned and snuggled into a pillow. "Of course you can stay." He said as his eyes drifted closed. "I may crash soon." He lied, pretending to be tired. He honestly just wanted to think about what they were going to do about the situation that they got themselves into.
Rachel: "its okay me too. Good night puck,"she said with a smile and rolled over onto her side and quickly fell asleep. she woke up at 6 am and sat up to see a sleeping puck." i'm gonna shower and get ready for school you should get ready too,"she whispered and kissed his forehead and tip toed out of his bedroom not sure if his mothers even knew she was even there and this is hardly how she wanted to meet her. she hurried into the bathroom and quickly locked the door.
Puck couldn't get any sleep at all. He just stared at the ceiling and wondered how he was going to get through this situation they've got themselves in. He was going to be a father. He was actually going to have a baby and it was a scary thought. Was he really ready to be a father? Could he be a better father than his ever was? He thought that he could, but actually thinking about it made him nervous. He didn't want to let his kid down. He pretended to be asleep when Rachel got out of bed. He didn't want her to know that he didn't get any sleep. He jumped out of bed when he heard his mom moving downstairs. "Shit!" He yelled as he ran downstairs, making sure that his mom didn't see Rachel.
Rachel: stepped out of the shower when there was a pounding on the door. she paniced. "noah are you almost done in there?" Her eyes widened it was his mother.it had to be. she didn't say anything she just put her jeans back on and the shirt she'd worn the day before. she pulled out her phone and texted puck quickly. 'your mom is pounding on the bathroom door.she thinks i'm you.'
Puck looked around for his mom and huffed when he didn't find her. He knew that he heard her voice. "Mom?" He called out before he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket. He pulled it out and read the text from Rachel. "Shit." He mumbled before running back upstairs and running into his mother. "Hey, mom. Um... I'm obviously not in the bathroom. I'm right here. So..." He trailed off, rubbing the back of his neck. "I bet it's Sarah in there! You know how girls take forever in there. I'll get her downstairs for breakfast and you just use the other bathroom." He said with a fake smile as he pushed her towards the stairs. He waited until she was downstairs before knocking on the bathroom door. "It's me. Let me in."
Rachel: Paced back and forth until she heard him. She let him in and then locked the door behind him. "That was terrifying! We need to tell her and you need to see if I can stay here I don't want this to happen again," she ranted and covered her mouth. She took a few steps to the toilet and dropped to her knee's and started to throw up and cry at the same time.
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Puck sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. "You're right. She usually doesn't get up this early." He frowned and knelt behind her to rub her back slowly. He didn't know what else to do or say. He's never had to take care of a pregnant chick before. All he knew was that she needed some sort of comfort right now. "Are you okay, Rachel?" He asked softly.
Rachel: Shook her head as she finished up. She sighed and leaned against the wall "you called me rachel," she smiled, "its always been berry." She took a moment to make sure she wasn't going to blow again and stood up and walked to the sink. She turned water on and splashed water on her face. "Do you have a shirt I can wear to school?"
Puck smiled softly and shrugged his shoulders. "Well you did start calling me Puck. It was the least I could do." He said, nodding before he jumped up and ran to his room to grab a shirt. He opened his drawer and got the first thing on top and brought it back to the bathroom for her. "Here you go." He handed it to her before leaning against the wall. "So. Do you want me to sneak you out? Or maybe we can talk to my mom now...?"
Rachel: "Well although I think Noah suits you better," she said and playfully rolled her eyes.she waited for him to come back and switched the shirts and laughed. "This is huge on me," she said and bit her upper lip, "I think it would be best to talk to her now unless you want to tell her without me here because it's up to you."
Puck thought about it for a second. He really did want to tell his mom on his own, but maybe having Rachel there could help? He wasn't sure. All he really knew was that he had to tell her soon. He couldn't handle the thought of Rachel staying with her dads. Not with the way they've been treating her and he knew that he had to so something. "I don't know." He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. "I want to tell her. I'm just.... scared."
Rachel: "It can't be as bad as when my dads found out. They were in the doctors office with me since they think I'm a child and they both flipped out then left and I had to walk home," she said sadly and messed with the heam of his shirt."this is all my fault I should've of begged you to havebsex with me."
Puck wrapped his arms around Rachel and held her close. "This isn't your fault. It's /our/ fault. We both got ourselves into this." He whispered as he ran his fingers through her hair. "If you want us to tell my mom now, we will. I know she'll be disappointed, but she'll understand. We have plenty of room here. I bet if I tell her what's going on, she'll be willing to help you out."
Rachel: Wrapped her arms around puck and held him tightly. "I'm fine with whatever you want to do but we really need to get ready for school. I don't want to miss any more and Rachel Berry is never late for anything," she said proudly and pulled away from him only to stand on her toes and kiss him "we can do this."
Puck thought about it for a second. "Can we please just go to school? I don't think I can tell her now." He said, looking at her with pleading eyes. As much as he wanted all of this to be out in the open, he just wasn't ready to tell his mom yet. He couldn't handle the disappointment. "I promise that I'll tell her after school. And I'll tell you exactly what happens afterwards."
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Rachel: "Okay," she whispered and pulled him in for another hug. "Do you want me to go through the window or...?" She asked tilting her head to the side. She messed with her hair and looked at him. They had to figure a way for her to sneek out but surely he was good at it and had done it before. She sighed and shook her head not wanting to think about all the girls he'd been with.
Puck chuckled and shook his head no. "Of course not. My mom is making breakfast right now, so she'll be in the kitchen for awhile." He shrugged, taking Rachel by the hand. "How are you going to get to school? I don't want for you to walk, especially by yourself. I don't think my mom will let me use her car again. She has to get to work..." He trailed off and he tried to think of a way to help.
Rachel: "I can call Jesse the other leader of the glee club and see if he'll give me a ride since I no longer have one," she said thoughtfully and ran her free hand through her hair. She loved when he held her hand and did this imimite stuff with her but she figured he was just being nice and she shouldn't read much into it.
Puck nodded understandingly and let go of her hand to look outside the bathroom door. "She's still in the kitchen. You should go now if you don't want her to notice you." He said as he walked back to her and kissed her cheek. "I'll let you know how everything goes and text me if you need me, okay?"
Rachel: She nodded her head and smiled at him. "I'll see you at school puck," she said as she pulled out her phone and headed down the stairs and successfuly made it down the street and waited on her ride.
Puck smiled softly as he watched her walk down the stairs. "I'll see you at school, Rachel." He said before running down the stairs and joining his mom and little sister for breakfast. He looked at his mom and smiled, wondering how the hell he was supposed to tell her the truth. She was going to be so disappointed, but he had to do it. He couldn't hide this from her. Even if he really wish that he could.
Rachel: Sobbed as she opened up her window and made her way out side. She carefully found a easy way off of the roof. She looked around to make sure her fathers couldn’t see her and when she was sure they couldn’t she hurried past the house and headed to the park.she got there in record time. She looked around and there was no sighs of Puck. She sobbed once more and sat down in a swing and waited. She’d messed up bad and it as all her fault. All because she wanted to live life and she wanted to do that With Noah Puckerman. She was in so much trouble and she was sure the interactions with him were going to stop after they talked.
Puck didn’t know why Rachel was suddenly acting all crazy, but he had to find out why. She seemed really freak out about something and even though she was kind of a drama queen, she didn’t seem like the type to freak out over nothing. He hopped on his bike and headed to the park as fast as he could. He didn’t even tell anyone he was leaving the house. He just left without thinking. Once he got to the park, he parked his bike and looked around for Rachel. “Hey!” He spotted her and ran towards her quickly. “What’s up?”
Rachel: Looked down at her feet and wiped her eyes and looked up at him. “My dad’s made me go to our family doctor today,” she started and shollowed hard, “I’m not sick like I thought. I um I am uh uh. I’m pregnant,” she said and looked back down. “I’m so so so sorry,” she said and started to cry again then repeated, “I’m so sorry.”“Please please please don’t hate me. My dad’s already do,” she added before he could respond.
Puck freaked when he saw tears running down her face. Whatever it was had to be serious. He didn’t know how to handle serious situations. In fact when things get too serious, he bails. “W-what?” He stuttered when she told him why they were there. That couldn’t be true… Could it? He didn’t cum the first time and pulled out the second. It couldn’t be possible. “You’re sure?” He whispered, looking around to see if anyone was listening. “Hey, stop it. I don’t hate you. We both decided to have sex. It wasn’t just your call.”
Rachel: Shook her head slowly. “Yeah I’m sure.the doctor to a urine sample just as a retine thing I wasn’t expecting them to test for it at all. I just thought it was the flu and I didn’t belive them at first but apparent there’s something called pire ejackulant and it contains sperm so I’m thinking it happened the night we got caught,” she explained. “Yeah but you don’t like me either,” she said sadly, “I’m keeping the baby. I don’t know how but I am.”
Puck placed his hand on his chest and felt his heart beating faster and faster. What the hell was she even talking about? Is she really saying that he got her pregnant from pre cum? Is that even possible? Well it has to be possible if she’s standing there, saying she’s pregnant. Unless she had sex with someone else, but he doubted it. “You have to stop assuming you know what I feel.” He mumbled, crossing his arms over his chest. “How do your dads feel about that?”
Rachel: “Please don’t act like I’m nothing more than a warm body for you,” she said with her voice shaking, “I haven’t told them yet. They can’t even look at me but I have a feeling its not going to be a good reaction,” she said with a sigh and played with the ends of her hair. “Now do you feel about that?”
Puck frowned and took a step back from her. Of course he only saw her as a hook up so far, but didn’t she feel the same about him? They were never friends and it’s not like they dated. So why does she make him feel like crap when she was the one who agreed to this? It just wasn’t fair. They agreed to sex with no strings attached. “Stop making me feel like crap. You wanted just sex too. I never led you on or made you believe I had feelings for you. I was honest from day one!” He huffed, stomping his feet onto the ground out of frustration. “I-I don’t know how to feel about that.”
Rachel: “Well maybe I have feelings for you. Why would I cry during sex if I didn’t? I’m not in love with you or anything so don’t worry about that ever happening. Well you can think about it,” she said as she stood up, “I gotta go I’m not supost to be around you except for school,” she started to cry again. She hated herself, she should of known she just couldn’t sleep with him and not start to like him because she didn’t at first. She put her face into her hands and mumbled “I really need to go but I feel completely numb and its like I forget how to walk.
Rachel: “I can’t believe I did this with you,” she sobbed and let out a deep. Breath as she took her face out of her hands and looked at him.
Puck shook his head quickly and raised his hands in defeat. “Fine, whatever. I’m the bad guy. This is all my fault. Is that what you want to hear?” He was getting angrier by the second and he didn’t know why. Maybe he just couldn’t believe that this was actually happening right now. Maybe he was sick and tired of feeling like the bad guy when he did nothing wrong. “The feeling is mutual. I have to go too.” He mumbled before turning around to head back to his bike. This was all too much for him to handle. He just wanted to go home and relax.
Rachel: “Whatever,” she said and turned back yo head home. She was so pissed and she had no idea what she was even going to do.she got back home and climbed back up into her room. She instantly got into bed and just stared at her phone hoping he’d text her something reassuring but she knew he wouldn’t so she laid there.
Puck hopped onto his bike and turned his head to watch her leave. He knew that he was coming off as a heartless asshole, but he didn’t mean to. He was just getting so tired of feeling like the bad guy. He sighed as he put his helmet on and started his bike. He wasn’t dealing with this bullshit right now. He just wanted to go home and worry about all of this later. When he got home, he parked his car and went up to his room. He took a calm breath as he threw himself onto his bed and pulled out his phone. He chewed on his lip for a minute before sending Rachel a text that said ”I just can’t deal with this now. Sorry.”
Rachel: Sighed and shook her head was she read the message on her phone. ‘Don’t worry about it. I can do this on my own just leave me alone.’ She sent the text and bit her lip she knew it was harsh but she was pretty upset with him and even more so with the situation. She picked up her phone and sent him another text ‘and don’t tell anyone!’
Puck jumped off the bed as he read the text. There was no way in hell that he was going to accept that. This kid was his too and he wasn’t going to abandon it or Rachel. He was not going to be his father. He said he wanted to think, not that he was walking out on them. He’s not a deadbeat. He is not and never will be his father. He paced back and forth and took a few calming breaths before sending a text that said “You’re not doing this alone. I will not leave my child.”
Rachel: ‘Noah having a baby is a big deal. I don’t neven known if this is going to even be possible you know with the whole me not allowed to be around but thanks,’ she replied back and started to cry again. She knew that had time to figure this out but rachel was a planner and this wasn’t in her plan by any means.
Puck huffed at her reply. “I don’t give a fuck what your dads said. I’m not staying away from my baby!” He replied, waiting about a minute before adding. “Or you.” He then shut off his phone and put it in his dresser. He didn’t really want to deal with this tonight. He would definitely be talking to her tomorrow, but for now he was laying in his bed and going to sleep. He needed that after this news.
Rachel: Read the last part of the text and smiled for a moment but then shook her head knowing that it was only for the baby. His baby. ‘I’ll see you around puck.’ She replied before flipping off her her bedroom light off but soon after there was a knock on her door. She sighed and before she could say anything her father’s came in and went on and on about how she was only aloud to be here glee club or school. The lecture also included them pushing her to terminate the pregnancy which lead to her kicking them out and locking the door.
Kurt was happy when he was able to leave work and finally was free of work for today. Tomorrow would be a stressful day again, so he could need some time to relax now. And he knew being with Rachel and Noah would make him at least happy for a moment. Blaine had promised to call later, so it would be okay. Kurt was sure of that. This time he wouldn’t suffer that much. He still missed Blaine like crazy, but he tried to keep himself occupied.
He checked his bag for the cookies for Noah again. Kurt had promised that he would get more cookies when he was back and now he was back, so Kurt had baked last night and had made quite a big batch of cookies. But he knew Noah could eat them all and still look way too good. Kurt was jealous of that ability.
The subway was way too full again and Kurt hated the fact that having a car in New York wasn’t faster. He didn’t like being in a subway with way too much people. But he had no other choice. Sure, he could have taken a cab, but that would have been way too expensive and not really faster right now. It was rush hour. When he arrived in front of Rachels’ and Noahs’ door he checked his outfit again before knocking on the door.
