God, it’s just, been a crazy year this year!
So much changed, and I’ve grown so much.
So I finally started hormones this year. Still making slow progress in that. 2019 will be the year I start living as Missfinefeather full time, and with changes going on at the chamber and at tumblr, maybe it’s time for me to change too? I can’t wait until everyone in real life sees me for who I really am, but I’m also apprehensive...
This year, I started my liveblog. God, this blog lining up with my transition, that must have been interesting for you guys. I still remember getting emotional at chess! God that was crazy. xD
But it’s been a growing experience. I used to run from media that flair up my anxieties. In the past, I’d often skip an episode that upset me or even stop watching a show because a particular part is really getting to me. But this blog has motivated me to just keep going and trust things will work out! Or at least understand that what comes next isn’t as scary as I make it out to be.
I’m also a Homestuck fan now! xD God I love these characters...
I feel like I’ve made so many friends this year. Wakraya in particular, but so many people that frequent my Discord! Not too mention all of you lurking, just anyone that reads my liveblogs and supports what I do! I love every single one of you and I’m so lucky to have you! I’m so glad all of you could have joined me on this journey!
That said, I do feel like I’ve gotten a little distant with my old friends from before the blog. I should resolve to see more of them. Never too late to catch up!
2018 has been a year for change, and 2019 is only going to continue that change streak! I hope you all continue to join me to see what comes next! <3