sometimes I still wonder if I'm just a half-ghost it would explain how often I get marked absent in classes I know I attended and how people often don't even realize my presence in a room even when I speak maybe the few people I met before I died the first time were just so used to having me in their lives that I'm just lingering not really here but not anywhere else either a convenience people are so used to being present that they collectively can't accept me as gone and everyone I've met after is just really sensitive to ghosts














