#parasayoto

[caaaaamslovesyou-blog]

....gano man kadaming bagyo ang daanan mo,gano man kalayo ang pinanggalingan mo., patuloy akong maghihintay sayo kahit pa maubos ang buhok ko gaya ng pagkaubos ng dahon ng puno sa pinaghihintayan ko. Dumating at bumalik ka lang sa akin mahal ko.... #IkalawangTulaParaSaWala #ItoAngWikaKo #SariliKoIto #IgPoetry #ParaSayoTo #igpoets

[ponderuponwords]

Love defines peril, you only need to know if it's worth trusting and worth the risks. Because once you fell in love, there's no turning back. And now I want you mine, i accepted the danger because I know you are deserving of my love. Mayabang na kung mayabang! Nagmamahal lang 3

[youronlydrdc-blog]

Madalas kung sino yung nangi-iwan sa ere, siya yung nanghi-hinayang sa huli.

[angpagsisilakbo]

Nakakamiss

Nakakamiss yung ganito. Kachat mo siya hanggang madaling araw. Kahit na magkaaway kayo basta andyan yung presence niya. Ok na ok na. Ito ang sinasabi sa kantang I'd rather "I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else". Basta masaya ako :) Namiss ko to <3

[petiteemar29-blog-blog]

CONFIRMED!

It all started with a chat. Sabi nya. CUM LAUDE. Ayoko na sana replyan. Pero naisip ko. Sige. Last na. I mean, to clarify things out. Sabi ko sakanya. “Oo. kaya yung sinabi mo dati na pag naging cum laude ako, tuparin mo.”  Then he replied. “mhrap na e.. d ko n m2pad un... pcnxa.."

But before we had a little chat, I had this feeling na wala na. Yung NO HOPE na talaga. Nung din na ko nakareply, nagtext sya. Ui. Ui. Ui daw. Thrice yun. So I decided na to reply to him. Siguro gusto nya na icomfort ako.

I had these random thoughts. He had my heart for 8 years already. Hindi ko na naman to papaabutin ng 1 dekada pa. Mahal ko naman sarili ko. I love myself more than I love him. Madami na din nagsasabi na. “Enebeyen. Tagal tagal na. Move on move on din.” Oo na. Hiyang hiya na din naman ako. Ayoko na ipilit pa sarili ko. If that woman can make him happy more than I could, then that’s fine. Nakailan na ba sya after ko? 2? 3? HAHAHAHA. Nakakapressure na din sa part ko.

But one thing is for sure, mahihirapan na sya na humanap ng babae natatanggapin ng family nya. HAHAHA. Kapal lang ng mukha ko pero nafeefeel ko na mahihirapan talaga sya. His family is not ready for him to have a girlfriend. Pero kung AKO? Keribels lang. HAHAHAHA.

After those long talks with him last night, I still feel that he really cares for me a LOT. Like what my bestfriend said. He sees me as his responsibility. That in fact, I am the one who should make myself happy. I mean, it’s been how many years since we broke up. And like what I’ve said, he had two girlfriends already after our relationship. I am the only one who is holding back. I still don’t know why. Minsan. Tinatanong ko na nga din sarili ko. Bakit nga ba? BAKIT? BAKIT?

But I’m still thankful for his honesty. For being straight forward. Alam nya na masasaktan pa din ako pero sinabi pa din nya yun totoo. At dahil sa mga nalaman ko, makakatulong na talaga yun sakin.

Madami kami napagusapan. Madami din ako naconclude.

  May gf na sya talaga. Bago. Mahirap daw pero masaya sya.

  He DOES NOT love me anymore. He ONLY CARES for me.

  His family really loves me so much.

  I have to let HIM go.

  There is SOMEONE who is MORE deserving of my LOVE.

Every good things come to an end. Bad things pa kaya? Naalala ko na sabi ng bestfriend ko. HAHAHA. Well. #EmarBitawNa. Bibitaw na nga. J

EMAR KAPIT LANG. Darating din ang para sakin. In God’s perfect time :DD