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Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

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Sometimes I feel like I am the only one trying, the only one making it work.

#life #thoughts

Promotion > Solution

Lately, narealize ko na limited lang pala matututunan ko sa trabaho ko. Oo, marami pa akong haharapin na mga bagong karanasan pero hindi siya ‘yong ganon kalaking epekto. Sobrang laki ng mundo para limitahan ko ‘yong sarili ko sa mga bagay na pwede ko pang matutunan. Habang pinapanood ko mga mas nakakatanda sa akin sa trabaho, para bang unti unti ko rin nakikita na ang liit ng mundong ginagalawan nila. Umiikot lamang sila sa mga pamilyar na bagay na matagal nang nandiyan pero hindi pa rin masolusyunan. Bakit ngayon pa? Bakit umabot pa sa henerasyon namin?

#promotion #nasapilipinaska #alipinngtrabaho #lgu

It’s getting bad again – as if the darkness is consuming me. And it feels like there’s no way out. What if it never left? What if, after all this time, I am and will forever be this void that’s been infecting everyone I get close with?

#personal #pain #scribbles

Then and there, I knew that I needed to stop. I needed to stop this endless game of guessing for God knows how long. No one - none of us wanted to admit it. Not one was brave enough. Maybe we’re too afraid of what the world might bring; maybe the world’s not ready for us; maybe we’re not ready for us.

#personal #life #love #loss

Hindi alam ng karamihan na sa patuloy

kong pagtulak sa kanila pabalik sa

dalampasigan, heto ako – papalayo,

nananatiling nakalutang sa kawalan.

#tula

I have always been wanting to tell you how much you mean to me. But, seeing how happy you are made me rethink everything. Seeing how genuinely happy you are made me realize that it was ok. It was ok to feel everything all at once. It was ok feeling a little bit off. Your smile, seeing your smile was the most precious thing I have ever seen all these fucked up times. It was a revelation waiting to unveil itself. I was happy. I was so happy for you. You definitely deserve it. I....

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Life in the city has been a battle between traffic lights and traffic enforcers. You don't really know which one to follow. To stop? Or to go? It has been a constant struggle between trying something new or remaining in your comfort zone. Your comfort zone could be the people you engage with, or the place where you can freely do whatever it is you want, regardless of what the outcome may be. Choosing between growth and comfort can sometimes be too overwhelming, but whatever path you choose, always remember that it is ok to feel lost sometimes. Not being able to choose is ok. Take things at your own pace. There's no need to rush. We only have one life to live. Live it for yourself.

It has been a year, Baguio. You used to be so full of life - full of wandering souls. Here's to another year - another year with hopes of becoming better.

#personal #life #Baguio #philippines #Youtube

“You are stronger than your thoughts.”

But what if the waves are stronger? What if you drown into an ocean of your thoughts? And you just can’t breathe.

The world is just full of empty people.

September demons

I’ve been constantly battling these thoughts inside my head. Alcohol intake makes it so much worse. My drunk mind keeps on adding up to the piles of failure and embarrassment. I am trying. I thought I was ready - ready to face everything. Stronger, may be. I guess I was wrong.

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about getting checked. May be these demons inside my head would eventually leave once I gave them the attention they need. Since things (or people) that you show care to always leave, right? It’s getting worse, every single day.

#personal