Windshield isn’t the cleanest but had to share this red hued wonder. Couldn’t really call it a rainbow as it hadn’t rained but there it was amidst the haze from the burning fires aglow at sunset time. So eerily beautiful, SubhanAllah. The sky seemed to be reflecting what’s my mood on a daily basis. On one hand I go about cheerily through the day, on the other an empty feeling of sadness continues to grip my heart. Like this smokiness screaming witness to the devastation caused by the fires. Making my insides cringe. There’s fires that burn around me that so far I’m safe from. It’s the fires within that I think I’ve put out, but are somewhere still smoldering, that I fear the most. I continue to seek guidance from the One and Only to get me through all there was, is, and will be, ya Lateef 🤲🏼May Allah swt reunite me with my son so my eyes can be cooled by the sight of him and my motherly yearning can be quenched. #parentalalienationawareness #parentalalienationduringcovid #parentalalienationduringfires #whatkindaanimaldoesthis #definitelynotahuman #jalladloki #survivingnarcissism #dvsurvivor #traumacontinues #byextension #familycourtscorruption https://www.instagram.com/p/CETIOeYj32-/?igshid=tbq69q6o18bm