#parlortrickpariah

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I am so here for Darkvagabond midnight chemistry shitposting hour.

I just screamed watching water droplets vibrating into star tetrahedrons

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I'm really glad to read all your blog posts about how things are starting to improve a bit. I feel like kind of a lurk but knowing you're feeling better a little at a time is really great to see. I hope everything keeps going on the upswing <3

Upswing swingup, yep. THANK for the lurkpport

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I hadn't thought to look at C1! Those Xrays you posted before weren't the best angle to do so with anyways, but I'm so glad they were able to do that adjustment! I really hope things start improving.

No one was looking there, really. The x-rays this specialist took were all kinds of funny angles to see it since it’s in such a weird spot. I can’t believe mine was so crooked. D; Like no wonder I was so messed up?? I feel so bad for my body, it was just trying its best for so long lol.

I’m gonna try to take time to document all this and also to order some cervical spine and atlas/axis models so I can do a more coherent video about it sometime.

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@squidpuke replied to your post “They should make a work out DVD especially for spoonies. Modified...”

Like a mix between an actual workout regime and yoga. :O

Yes, with low impact stuff and lots of poses to help keep the spine healthy.

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@tsuki90 replied to your post “When I’m especially sick I often just do a lot of fibro studying on my...”

When my Fibro started getting worse (as in the time I really needed to get diagnosed) my mom kept asking me if I wasn't pregnant -_- it was annoying as hell

YUckk

@puppetchainsaw replied to your post “Intense middle of the night self care because I can’t afford the ER...”

You're literally what will show up if I search up the defintion of 'Strong'.

*pose*

@lazyadmiral replied to your post “Watching a How It’s Made about goldfish??????????”

I admit I love How It's Made - it's so good and calming when I'm struggling with anxiety attacks and bad brain thoughts.

Yes, it’s very fun to watch.

@they-better-be-mysterious replied to your post “Watching a How It’s Made about goldfish??????????”

well you need a mommy goldfish and a daddy goldfish... okay i just looked up how goldfish actually reproduce and it's p interesting.

This is the one I watched https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYK66MSrv4k 

@they-better-be-mysterious replied to your post “@they-better-be-mysterious replied to your post “bpd-entity: it’s not...”

I always assumed it was just a severe introvert thing, and also that I make friends with unusual people that like unusual things, so if someone is "just anybody" who happens to be at a party, I'm not likely to relate to them bc there's no basis. And that makes me feel alien.

I feel this too. I just have such a hard time relating to most people and I end up feeling like “what’s wrong with me?”

@they-better-be-mysterious replied to your post “Intense middle of the night self care because I can’t afford the ER...”

you are the strongest Lord Bitch. you fight the pain like a badass.

Lord Bitch Skeleton is here to conquer.

@parlor-trick-pariah replied to your post “If there’s all these cases of cervical spine compression in...”

its a shitty mentality for an institution whose watchwords are supposed to be "do no harm"

It’s evil.

@parlor-trick-pariah replied to your post “If there’s all these cases of cervical spine compression in...”

why cure the problem when you can make more money maintaining it.

It’s BANANAS to me that they are making money off of sick people. Like how messed up is this country.

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I have not spake with thee for some time, Hope youre doing super and stuff!

I’m doing great! Busy but still trying to pace myself and keep working on healing. Thank you for the support :D

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we have apparently been having the same dream.

The new American dream.

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@parlor-trick-pariah replied to your post:What the hell is Skype Browser Host, it’s eating...

right click it and check the properties first to see if its actually a skype program, if not its a virus, if it is, its still non-essential and you can hit end task

Virus. Removing now. No idea how this one snuck in.

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@parlor-trick-pariah replied to your post:Are mouths on our heads on purpose?

Turtles breathe through their butts. Everything is an accident.

Oh yeah, like that one didukno post where I added the gif of the TMNT boys all being freaked out.