Bombshell: Family Problems Part 8 [Originally Set to Post in January 2019 therefore posting as a Flashback Dream Sequence on 7/25/2019]
***** Start Flashback Dream *****
Rhage: *Walking around the game room, I was waiting for Mary to walk through that door with all this information flooding my head that I have a son. Would Mary understand that I helped this female through her needing?
After the needing I was so drained, I needed food and blood since we didn’t feed from each other. I couldn’t believe I lived through it, Afterwards, I found a Chosen to help me with healing and I got called for a rotation unexpectedly. After that fight, I needed to heal and I went back for her but she was nowhere to be found.
Hearing the door, I go to the entryway and see her walkthrough, my life has just walked in. Seeing her stand there, she’ll know I need to tell her something important.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *Things had been going well since Rhage and I spent the day talking about our anxiety and fears. It had been a few weeks since then and we had spent more time together and I thought we had everything back to normal but when I open the door to our mated chambers, Rhage was pacing back and forth. Not a good sign.*
Hey baby, what’s … wrong? *I asked all the while wondering what has happened now to put the look of concern and unease. I put my things down on top of the dresser and turn my attention back to my hellren.*
Rhage, honey. Please stop pacing and tell me what’s wrong? @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Walking to my Mary placing my hands on each side of her face kissing her lips tenderly.* My Leelan, I just found out today that I have a son, I wanted to tell you face to face not in some text. We promised to be honest and say how we are feeling. Well, I’ve been scared and I didn’t know about him till today.
*Looking into her eyes, I see the shock.* Leelan, if I would have known, he would have been here already. I can see the look of concern now on your face. Please tell me what your feeling.
*I just want her happy, but now I have a grown son and now she has a grown … what do humans call them? Oh, stepson … she has a full-grown stepson on top of all my fucked-upness and my Beast.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *A son? Son? Oh my God. All I could think of is Rhage servicing someone during their needing. Jealousy began to surface as I pictured some beautiful vampire worthy of him. I felt a pang inside my chest as multiple thoughts began running through my head.
Did he want to be with her now? They had a child together. We’ve only been together a few years. Vampires live for centuries. How long were they together? I had to sit down. I sat down on the bench at the foot of our bed. I could barely think. We just barely resolved our issues just the other day … and now this?* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: Mary? Please talk to me, I can feel your uneasiness.
*Looking at her face, I know all type of concerns are there.* Mary, all of this doesn’t change anything. You are still my Leelan, my Shellan, we will always be one. I love you. Leethall is apart of us now.
*I watch her face waiting for anything something to let me know she hears me. I know her biggest fear and I will always love her with all my heart.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *I could barely hear Rhage over the pounding of my heart thrumming through my ears. I felt a panic start to set as all manners of self-doubt and insecurities start to funnel their way into my subconscious. He had a child, a baby … oh, wait perhaps a toddler since we’ve been together these last few years. How old could he be? Anywhere from 4-5 to however old.
He’d want to be with the mother, surely. Families needed to stay together. I could feel the tears run down my face as I realized I would have to go back to my former life. Would I even be allowed to? Surely, Wrath and Beth knew I would never say anything to anyone. Who would believe me anyway?
I suddenly felt very cold and alone and I drew into myself as I wrapped my arms around my middle. This couldn’t be happening. My damn cancer took away my chance of having my own children. Rhage now had an opportunity to grow a family with someone who could bear his children and feed on to sustain his life and a real partner with the same strengths and history of a vampire. I couldn’t give him any of those things.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Watching her withdraw from me and seeing her face go through the changes of her thoughts. I see her tears start to stream down her face, she’s thinking. She’s thinking very hard, then it comes … she’s thinking we are done. No, no I keep telling myself. Then the next thing I did which I hoped would work ... I put my hands on her shoulders and start to shake her.*
Mary!!!! Leelan, did you not hear anything I just said. Leethall’s mahmen has gone to the Fade. He only has us. We need to make a life for him. He needs us. @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *I felt myself being shaken from my woolgathering and my eyes focus on the beautiful cerulean blues of Rhage and slowly the words penetrate the thundering in my ears.*
Wait, what? *I asked while the words he said sunk in. She’s in the Fade? What happened? All of my insecurities were overshadowed by sadness for her and their child. It’s so sad. I remembered the pain I felt when I lost my own mother.*
I don’t understand. @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Watching her face go from so many different emotions, had me scared for my Leelan. I knew she was in shock.*
Leelan, she went into the Fade, that’s what Leethall told me. I was young. Then, I really don’t know how I survived it. But she needed me she was alone and so was I. I left to be with the Brotherhood. I didn’t know she was with young. So we need to come together and be there with Leethall and be his family.
*Pulling her close to me and kissing her head.* Think we can do that Leelan? @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: Wait, huh? He talked to you. Wait, you said before you joined the Brotherhood. Wasn’t that like hundreds of years ago? *My mind was going a million miles an hour as I had to rethink my whole thought process. Leethall was a grown male, not a child. Be his family? We were all family here. It didn’t matter. But Rhage would now be a father. He would have his own flesh and blood. That was something I would never be able to give him.
I needed to snap out of it and stop worrying him … I could see it in his face once I was able to get out of my head.* Rhage, baby, it's fine. I’m sorry … I was thinking all kinds of thoughts. I’m sorry. @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Sighing with relief cupping her face.* Leelan, you have nothing to worry about. You are my shellan and you always will be, I don’t know him very well and right now he hates me. I didn’t know anything about his mahmen going to the Fade and now he thinks I abandoned them. Maybe one day we can be a family. He is grown male and needing someone to speak with he may be blood of my blood, but we have no bond as father and son. @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: You shouldn’t worry about that Rhage. I know you will make a bond with him eventually. I’ve seen your compassion and you would be a great dad. I’ve seen you with Nalla and LW. You’re a great uncle and they adore you. Soon you get to have another nephew to love but right now you need to focus on Leethall. Don’t worry about me.
*I spoke from the heart. I’ve seen him many times with the kids of the household and it always sends a pang in my chest knowing that I would never be able to give him a child. I always worried that I wouldn’t be enough. Leethall would be his chance to have his own child … though he missed the first hundred years of his life. I wasn’t sure how the dynamics worked in this type of case. But I could be there for him and hope things would work out. @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: Leelan, you are always my first priority and always will be. Leethall is a grown male, he doesn’t need me to help him play catch and I cannot do this without you. You are my rock, my reason to still be here. I will focus on Leethall with you by my side. That’s all there is to it.
*She has a heart just like me, we will work on this together as all families do. This whole manse is a family and families do things together.*
How about it My Mary? @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *I leaned my head against his hand and turned to kiss his palm.* You are my everything Rhage, I wouldn't even be here if it wasn’t for you. I will always be there by your side for however long you want me to be.
*I didn’t know where we would go from here. This was a huge change in our relationship. I could only hope that we would still be the same. We barely got through our previous issues about kids and his feelings and now this.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: I will always want you to be my side. Now, let's go talk to Leethall, maybe he will see that we want him to be a part of our family. That he’s always welcome here.
*I’m so glad that she’s ok that I want them both to be a part of my life. We will always be together and will work everything out together. Our love with will get us through anything.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: He will always be welcome in this household as family because he’s your family, baby. *Placing my hands on his face to bring him down for a kiss. His lips were always soft and sweet tasting. Probably from all the Tootsie Roll Pops. I loved it.*
Where is he now? @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Taking the kiss deeper as she tasted wonderful and the smell of her shampoo was intoxicating. Licking my lips and smiling.* You’re so right, Leelan. He’s in the clinic, shall we go say hi and help him feel at home? Maybe seeing a kinder face then mine will help soften him up since you look like an Angel to me Leelan. @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *Swoons at his compliment.* Thank you hon. You always know what to say to make me feel better.
*He really did. I know he acts like a joker with his Brothers, but when we’re alone he is the most romantic male even with the oversaturation of pop culture … he finds a way to make me swoon and feel so lucky.*
I need a shower and a change of clothing. Let me get myself ready. *I needed some time to mentally prepare myself for meeting me his son. Rhage’s son. The entire conversation was starting to play over in my head as I went into the bathroom and got ready for a shower. Maybe I needed some time in a bath. Relax a bit and get my nerves in order.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *All I could think about now was her wet body and me needing to touch it and be close to her.* Oh, a shower sounds wonderful. You're right let's go get cleaned up before we go meet our son.
*Putting my arms around her and picking her up and placing her in the shower with me.* I think this is a perfect idea. I need to clean up anyway from the time in the gym. Can’t go down smelling like a locker room. @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: Our son. I have a son, well stepson. Oh. My. God. But before it could really sink in, my hellren easily picked me up and we were in the shower as he removed my watch, polo and khakis and I lost all train of thought as he removed his own.
He beautiful eyes were focused on me as he lifts off his wife-beater, track pants and discovering once again that he went commando underneath. He is a beautiful male and has always taken my breath away and still can’t believe that he is all mine.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *After we undressed, I take her soap and lather her up, taking my time from her shoulders down to the hottest place on earth. I take my time working her till I hear her breathing fast and working her to orgasm and kiss her softly, then up over to her beautiful breasts and up to her silky hair.
I wash myself never taking my eyes off her. Her face is flush glowing after I helped her work her anxiety out. I knew she was nervous. So I helped her relax the best way I knew how. Getting out, I lift her up and place her on the mat and I wrap a towel around my waist and slowly dry her off spending extra time on her hair.* Ready to get dressed Leelan? *I take her chin and kiss her softly.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *I slowly shake my head and keep my eyes on him as I slowly sink to my knees on the soft mat and unwrap his towel. His eyes grew large and his breathing starts to change.
As soon as the towel drops, his cock is standing tall and hard for me. I tentatively take my hands and stroke up his staff as I hear him growl softly, then I take into my mouth, the head scraping the roof of my mouth as he hits the back of my throat and I begin to move up and down. Both my hands joining in as he is very endowed and I want him to feel all around. I tease the head just beneath the head with my teeth as my hands tighten and squeeze. I love hearing his moans.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Feeling her hands on me and then the hot wetness of her mouth, I growl as I feel her teeth from on my shaft beneath the head. I can’t take it anymore I have to feel her and I need to be inside her now. I picked her up off the floor and she wraps her legs around me. Filling her with me all the way to the hilt and I let my scent fill the room as I place her on the counter as I work her.
My beast on my back is rolling as my eyes glow, we both love Mary ... she is ours. I have my hands wrapped around her pulling her ass closer as if I cannot get deep enough. I cover her completely with my scent to let everyone know she is ours. Her hands digging in my shoulder as I pump harder making sure I hit g-spot with every hard push inside her velvety wet clasp. Then I feel her shudder as she cums beautifully in my arms and it triggers my release and I put everything of me inside her. I drop my head to her shoulder and slowly kiss her from her neck to her face.* Leelan we need to get ready. *My breathing coming back to normal.* @MaryLuce_BDB
Mary: *I felt Rhage’s kisses as he slowly began breathing normally again, but it was so fast and quick that I wanted more so I squeezed my internal muscles around his still hard cock inside of me. I could feel him literally growl low and loud as I felt the tremor from inside of me like a vibrator making me gasp.*
“Leelan …” *He warned. But I was having none of that. It had only been a few days since we finally made up after weeks being apart from each other. I continue to squeeze my muscles wanting him to move as I reversed the roles and began kissing his mouth down to his neck and began nibbling with my teeth. Because technically I was still somewhat human, though immortal, I had no need to feed but I knew this would drive him wild. So I sunk my teeth into his neck as I ran my hands through his hair.* @Rhage_SASBDB
Rhage: *Groaning as she bites my neck and pulling on my hair. She knows what that does to us, growing harder inside her again so quickly after. Pumping with everything I have left … her muscles squeezing me with everything she has her teeth sinking in as if she is trying to feed.*
Leelan … *I growl again as I pump for her like she’s needing me to fill her. We were apart for so long that this was us coming together for more make up sex. I grab her hair and pull her head back going to her collarbone and working my up her neck over her face and down to the other side making my way down. Her pussy so swollen having cum a few times already that is like a vise on my cock. I start to suck on her pulse point on her neck as I steadily glide in and out of her wet honey making sure I angle myself to graze her g-spot, I take my thumb and swirl around her puffy clit and then I hear the hitch in her breathing … she’s close.
So I take a small nip getting the taste of her blood on my tongue and she clamps down so hard as she cums that I can’t help but explode again. Screaming her name, “My Mary” my head falls back and my eyes are so bright they lit up the entire room. My hips keep moving to prolong both our releases and the feel of our combined fluids just makes me cum again as I shudder once more enjoying the tight channel of my female. The apprehension and anxiety bleed from both of us.
Finally, I lower my head back kissing her one more time as I pull out while still kissing her.* I will make everything up to you, Leelan. *I take a washcloth and clean her up gently. I take her hand and lead her to our suite.* Let's get ready.
*After I dress in clean leathers and a wifebeater, I throw on my shitkickers and looked over to her as she dressed. Once ready, I take her by the hand as we head down to the clinic to meet our newest family member. Leethall.*
***** End Flashback Dream *****
*I wake up with a start in sweat as I remember the day. For months, I felt this foreboding that manifested from guilt about not being able to give her a family. She had begged for me to consider sleeping with a Chosen to give us a son … but I couldn’t. No way. I avoided her for weeks … only to later discover that I had created a family so many years ago. I felt even worse knowing that I apparently created a family without her that I knew she wanted and now I had to tell her about a son I never knew I had.
The day I knew I had to tell her what was doing, the fear that she would leave me had me pacing the floor while I waited for her. The outcome was better than expected … better than I deserve. The aftermath that night was the last thing I expected and as I recalled that part of my dreams … I reached out to my leelan to see if we could have a repeat ...
