#partial lyrics

[13redspace]

Right there where you left it, lying upside down

The underside is lighter when you turn it around

Everything stays right where you left it

[13redspace]

But now you live a 10 hour flight away, and I miss you every second of every day

[im-a-fucking-dumbass]

"I've got a three day headache and it's all in my head" well no shit Noah where else would the headache be at

[im-a-fucking-dumbass]

and if a rock should hit my head and I remember what he did

nobody else should hear a word because it's my fault it's all my fault just stop thinking you're so selfish goddamn fucking stupid

[standoutofthecrowd]

I can’t want it for you

🎶 If you want the morning, I’ll open every blind,

I’ll walk you to the water and I’ll take my time.

But if you choose the darkness, I can’t live there too.

I can’t be your shelter from the storm you run into.

But I can drive you home, I can hold the line,

I can pray like thunder, I can beg the sky.

But I can’t want it,

I can’t want it for you.

I can hold you through the night,

Wait it out until it’s through,

I can whisper every hope,

Name the truth you’re running from, too.

I can love you, I can stay,

’Til you say you want it too.

But I can’t want it,

I can’t want it for you. 🎶

[drudragonrose]

Sleeptoken is going to end up being my angst writing playlist I swear.

But tell me this doesn't sound like Asended!Astarion lamenting his choice.

My, my, those eyes like fire I'm a winged insect, you're a funeral pyre Come now, bite through these wires I'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired Reset my patient violence along both lines of a pathway higher Grow back your sharpest teeth, you know my desire

Well yeah, I spit blood when I wake up Sink porcelain stained, choking up brain matter and makeup Just two days since the mainframe went down and I'm still messed up Room feels like a meat freezer, I dangle in it like cold cuts Missed calls, answered phones from people I just don't trust Mirror talk, fake love But I'll take a pound of your flesh Before you take a piece of my paystub White roses, black doves, Godmother, rise up I need you to see me for what I have become

[keeper-of-books]

Ich bin nie da, das tut mir anders leid, ja

Und wenn ich morgen heimkomm, Baby, dann safe anders high

Weil ich bin nachts wach, fucked up, Babe ich weiß, du hasst das

Ich hitt meinen Plug up, frag ihn, ob er bisschen Hasch hat

Weiß nicht, was ich mir gedacht hab, ah

Ich schmeiß alles weg, nur weil ich's selber in der Hand hab

[keeper-of-books]

I think my mind is gone

I'm left here wondering

Was I crazy all along?

What do I do?

Nothing left but pray

Gonna shoot somebody

Help me drive this craziness away

I'm happy on my own

What's a matter

With going places?

Take that gross look off your faces

Empty loving makes me seasick

What you here for, I don't need it

One foot boy

~Mika