I’m gonna go to my first official lbgtq party tonight. Actually I’m not sure if I really wanna go bc Josy’s gonna be there too and I’m not sure if I want to meet her... But I’ll go anyway I guess because somehow I need to meet more people.
And one girl in our Whatsapp group called me by my birthname because that’s the name that’s displayed but she corrected herself right after and it made me sooo happy omg
aaaaaahhhhh these are all about love and I went overboard on my responses I’m so sorry I ramble so much. oh gosh. /.\
send me numbers because yeeeah c:
70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
I’m more of a monogamous kind of person when it comes to relationships but if I’m not in a relationship or if I don’t have a “thing” with someone then I guess I’m open ended because sometimes you just kiss somebody to kiss somebody and sometimes you just sleep with somebody to feel good and sometimes you don’t need that monogamy. However, if I’m in a relationship or have a “thing” then I’m most definitely not into being open ended. I don’t know if I even explained my thoughts right.
71: Have you ever been dumped?
I’m not usually the one to do the dumping. I don’t typically get into a relationship unless I’ve made sure that I really want to be with that person because if you get into a relationship too fast it feels like it could end even faster. I’m a slow burning lover and I think that’s typically what makes people uninterested.
Though when I do love you, I love you with every fiber of my being.
72: What do you most like about making out?
I like learning new tastes, or finding out whether that persons lips are soft or not. I like the feeling of it, like you just want the person closer. It’s like you’re melting together without going farther than kissing deeply. There’s a lot about making out that I like, and I could list it all off but I think the thing I like the most is that you’ll never make out with two people the same. Every time you make out with someone, they’re going to kiss differently than someone else. Wow I’m weird. /.\
73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
Making out was nothing but casual for me for a really long time. I could make out with a bunch of people and it was like it was nothing. So yeeeeah but not I’m not really like that unless I’ve found a liquor store and drank it.
74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
I like to ask if it’s okay before I kiss someone (because just outright kissing someone without knowing if they’re okay with it is not okay) but if the person and I have kind of talked about it (??) then it just depends. Sometimes it’s the other person but 9/10 it’s me.
75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
Oh man…. It depends on the person, really. I find the brain really attractive. I’m really attracted to the way that people thing because the brain makes up the whole personality when fused with the soul but that leaves me to wonder, is the human soul a part of the body? If so, then the brain & the soul go together hand in hand because I find them the most attractive in a person.
76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Dylan!! :3 I stayed the night at his house and it was a great night. He’s one of my favorite people. c:
77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
Yeeeeeah. Parties are crazy.
78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
Shit… Yeeeeah.
79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
I don’t know… Honestly I know what this answer should be but I haven’t had both of those things happen at once in a couple of months.
I guess reading messages or letters from people I love a lot?