#parvywarvy

[recklessbloodmage]

❖ how do you feel about all those alternate versions of you running around? it'd be pretty unnerving, if you ask me

Send me a ❖ + a question and my muse will be forced to tell the truth.

It was pretty unnerving at first. Seeing myself yet not at the same time. They look like me, but they act so so different.

For example, you have Alex who’s a lovable dork and so sweet then you have the ever confusing Parvy, the allergic to cats birb Parv who’s an Aetherian, the weird, but cool Parvis aaaannndddd also the nickname Parvy-Warvy who’s looking for his Strife.

And that’s not even half of the list!

But I got used to it and they are all awesome.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

❖ Are you afraid how determined and stubborn Parv is? How if he set his mind to something he could accomplish nearly anything? How he could oh so easily snap and turn on you at any point, and practically murder anyone he so chooses with intense ease?

-shrugs?-

It probably should? But it doesn’t??It used to make me want to avoid him at all costs, and I actually used to tell him how he frustrated and confused me and how I thought he was manipulating me into a relationship and how I didn’t understand what he was doing to me blah blah blah “this is SOMEHOW your fault” etc.

What was really happening is I had caught a case of The Feels and suddenly realised I had a heart that beats and Emotions that went beyond; misery, self-loathing and anger.

But I’ve said it before, and I meant it when I said it; I’d do anything for Alex, even if he was bringing the world to its knees, I’d always love him.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

❖ Have you ever regretted your children or relationship with Parv?

No, I’ve never regretted having my kids.

But… At the start of our relationship, I was worried I was making a mistake, that I would regret letting Parv into my life and letting him see me for who I am.

Now I realise, I was scared he’d see how I am and leave me, like Lalna did. That he wouldn’t accept that sometimes; I can’t show affection when other times I have no problem with it.That he wouldn’t accept that I’m emotionally stunted, that my history scarred me, shaped me into how I am.

I was scared, that my true face was too horrible, that my past would impede our relationship, our future.

I’m just glad that Parv isn’t an easy man to shake when he’s determined.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

[Text]: hey xeph im done with what i was doing now trust me [Text]: im gonna come home pretty soon okay? <3 love you see you soon

[txt]: hey love, I believe you.

[txt]: I’ll send you the coordinates to get home, I didn’t give them to you before just in case, sorry sweetie.

[txt]: The kids can’t wait for you to get home, I’m uh, a bit tied up right now with something but they’ve made something for you, I can’t say what tho or they’ll throw water on me.

[txt]: I love you too, голубь see you soon

[thestarsarewatchingme]

S-so I know you don't need confirmation, and we s-shouldn't need it at all, but that other Anon that was bugging you the other day tried to get a rise o-out of Alex over that Dan stuff, and he made sure they knew all your kids were yours and not to b-bug you about it anymore. I just thought you m-might like to hear that, Alex spoke v-very highly of you... -LC

-huffs a laugh, grinning viciously-

You anons just don’t know when to shut your non-existent mouths, do you?

I sorely hope he gave your friend got a mouthful for /daring/ to question his loyalty.

Oh, and anon?

-looks over them, growling lowly-

Only /I/ call him /Alex/. Don’t forget your place, безликий грязь.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

Huh, I finally realized why you've been so happy lately! Parv took you're bloodthirsty attitude, and you took Parv's loving attitude!

Pretty sure that’s not how attitudes work, but nice try.

That was a valiant effort, almost made my finger twitch, good job. I commend you, oh pitiful anon.

-snorts-

Tell Parv I said hi, and to enjoy his down time. I’ve got the kids handled.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

I want to be very clear on this. I refuse to clean up after a dog.

[thestarsarewatchingme]

Wait, we're getting a dog? What kind of breed are you thinking, like a shepherd? Or a schnauzer? Oh, what about a fox terrier?

-glowers at him-

We don’t /need/ a dog, but if you want one we can get one.

But I ain’t walking it, I’m already on laundry duty for the next month I’m not cleanin’ up after something that will likely try to eat my face.