#pastelfrost

[polykrom]

"The Pond" January 2025

[thealeksdemon]

Tagging Game

Rules:

Always post the rules

Answer the questions set by the person who tagged you and add 11 new ones

Tag 11 new people and link them to the post

I was tagged by nothingbutleah :) 

My questions:

1. What does your dream home look like?

This is the first question and it's already tough xD Umm, idk, my dream home wouldn't be in a city or a busy place first of all, maybe next door to a beach because the sound of the sea's comforting. It would have three floors and a basement, and I'd love to have slides inside for when I go downstairs. I'd have one large room reserved just for being my library, and another room for a home theatre with lighted floors and everything. A gaming room sound great too, and another just to put achievements and fandom merch on display. Yeah, I'd put those in the same room. I have been told I'm pretty greyscale with my clothes (yes I am) but I'd throw in a couple reds or blues. Especially my bedroom, I would have my walls painted blue. Ideally, as I may have hinted, I'd have themed rooms. So for guest rooms one can be sci-fi and another medieval. 

2. A fictional character you would like to meet?

Just one? Umm, Arya Stark from Game of Thrones.

3. Who is a historical figure that you look up to?

Leonardo Da Vinci

4. Where do you get inspiration from? 

Anywhere really. People I know, conversations I have, other works of art or literature.

5. What is your greatest fear?

The fear of not being able to escape.

6. What cheers you up?

A WHOLE LOT OF HUMOR. I need a good laugh to keep going

7. What type of music do you listen to? (generally, could be a certain band or anything)

I don't have any real specific genre, I just listen to what sounds good to me. Like songs from Safetysuit, OneRepublic, Florence and the Machine to name some.

8. What is something that you constantly think about?

A book series that I'm writing on Wattpad, I have no idea why I decided to write a series of all things.

9. Have you changed a lot in the past year?

Hell yes, all due to the influence of tumblr. Tumblr has, in a sense, opened some doors and made me nicer

10. What is your favorite place to eat?

At home especially. As long as the food is good, anywhere else.

11. Are you happy?

I have absolutely no idea. I'm more unsatisfied, if anything

My new questions for the tagged:

1. What's your OTP and why?

2. What series (book, anime, tv show, movie) has influenced you the most? If not, which are you most obsessed with?

3. What fictional world would you like to live in, and if there are specific races, which one?

4. What's your favourite season? (summer, winter, autumn, spring)

5. Favourite school subject?

6. What food would you never eat if given the choice?

7. What would you say is your greatest achievement?

8. Greatest fear?

9. What's your biggest pet peeve?

10. Favourite animal?

11. What's the wittiest comeback you've ever burned someone with?

I TAG:

animebangs

ask-envy-ler

klmax

pastelfrost

AANNDDD I'm too lazy to tag 11 people so never mind

[serapheist]

Hey! I saw that you sent me a message but there's nothing on it ; ~;

Oh! it was send a heart to your favorite blogs! and i sent you one :3 PS YOU’RE REALLY PRETTY OH MY GOSH.

[pleeps]

Tagged by fujoshi-rikku ^-^

rules~ 1. answer my questions, of course~ 2. make your own questions! 3. tag 4 people. 4. let them know you tagged them!

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Questions for you darlings!

You have three wishes, what are they? (Don’t worry they aren’t like genie wishes and just fuck everything up - they are what you truly want/ask for)

Anime that completely destroyed you? (Feels wise)

Favourite character/s of any anime and why?

What got you in Yaoi? (If you don’t like Yaoi, what got you into anime?)

1. My first wish would to get enough money that my mother and I could move out of my grandparents and move somewhere substantial for us both and our puppies. My second wish to get rid of my insecurities and be a more confident person. And my last wish would be to see my mom find someone be happy with whoever she decides to marry. Ugh, this was more serious than I originally planned.

2. Free most definitely is the newest one. Just gaaahhahahahahhahahdsfvgdsfdsfjhgh. I still cry thinking about the ending. Full Metal Alchemist, both Brotherhood and the original, KILLED ME. I just. Ugh I couldn't. DEAD. And one of the first anime I ever watched was Inuyasha, and that just. I get nostalgic when I think about it. TEARS.

3.  Rei from Free! was more than just a favorite character to me. I felt like I really connected to him, about always being the outside. A newer character I think I'm really gonna like is the brother in Meganebu. I totally forgot his name gawsh darnit he is ADORABLE. Uryuu Ishida from Bleach stole my bleeding heart. Koga in Inuyasha just i loved. Mikasa Ackerman from snk just. COULD A BEING GET ANY SEXIER?!?!?!?! AND ANNIE TOO! JUSTJNJJBUWBEFAJDAFVDAS.

4. Its funny but I started getting in anime when I was around 6?? and I got into yaoi when I was in fourth grade. It all happened when I met my old best friend Laura. At first, I was all 'ew das gay' and now i'm just as flaming as the pairings I ship ^^

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1.  Favorite thing to do when you’re alone?

2. Shower or baths?

3. If you had a million dollars what would you do with it?

4. What is one of your biggest fears?

1. masturbate It surprises people, but I LOVE reading. Its just so rewarding when you get that feeling when you finish a book. Another thing I do when I'm alone is take long walks. I love feeling the breeze through my hair while I listen to music and just yeah.

2. Ooh, this is tough. I usually take a bath when I'm stressed. And I just take a shower to get clean. So I'm kinda neutral with this.

3. I'd move out of my grandparents house and into a decent condo Dx

4. Okay, I'm gonna get a little personal here. I really don't like it when people know a lot about me. So one of my biggest fears is someone finding out every bad thing I've ever done. Another big fear of mine is pain. I am the total opposite of a masochist. I just. Pain does not settle well with me.

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Oh snap some more questions!

1. Anime OTP? :3

2. Favourite band?

3. Favourite anime?

4. Sweet or salty?

1. HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH. I'll just do my current ones. For Free!, it has to be RinTori. Just agh, its so, udagudhudhaudgdag. For SNK, its gotta be Eremin, as much as I love Eruri, Eremin takes the cake on this one. Evangelion I really only ship KawaShin so yeah those are my OTPs.

2. Shiiiiiiiiiiit. I don't really have a favorite "Band" per se, but I have a favorite music provider. Well, two actually. I really like what MrSuicideSheep puts out because its very calming with the occasional epic step music, and I really like what Ramses B puts out because its very epic step-y and I feel awesome when I listen to his stuff.

3. NOOOOOOOOO. DONT ASK ME THIS. FINE YOU KNOW WHAT. I'M GONNA BE A BITCH ABOUT THIS AND SAY SAILOR MOON CAUSE FUCK YOU.

4. Good question. I love sweets just as much as I love salty snacks, so both c:

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1. What would you do if you were an amazing artist, but everyone else in the world besides you was blind?

2. Favorite scenery in an anime?

3. The last time your OTP made you cry, because you can't lie to me and say they haven't.

4. Your first OTP.

[teshim-moved]

pastelfrost reblogged your post HAHAH WOOPS APPARENTLY FO... and added:

DO YOU NEED HELP???? I SPEAK SPANISH.

OMG THANK YOU FRIEND BUT!! I DON'T ACTUALLY NEED HELP TBH I JUST NEED TO MEMORIZE THINGS !!! thaNK YOU THOUGH AH!

[teshim-moved]

if rin started kissing you wHAT WOULD YOU DO IFUDKJFVHDSJ

W-WELL!!

 UM!!

I THINK I’D KISS SENPAI BACK!!!

[milfhunterryan]

This image that he has created of Haru has become his nightmare and it has haunted him since the beggining. This image of Haru becoming his actual motivation. And nw that hes deafeated it, he wants to get away from it, not matter how much it actually hurts him. I dont think that he wanted to hurt Haru all that much, honestly. I think that Rin believes that Haru doesnt care about him. Well gaaah this is just my opinion. Im so sorry for all this hahahaha but thank you still! <33333

I never really mentioned it, but the nightmare scene that Rin has is probably the most introspective scene about him. I still don’t fully understand all of the meaning behind of what all that it says about him. For example, it focuses on the fish a lot and I am still not sure what the fish represent. But what I do know, is it really does show how this is more than a jealous rivalry for Rin. It has become an actual fear for him and that’s why he focuses on beating Haru so much. If he cannot beat him, this nightmare will haunt him forever.

Thanks for sharing your opinion, you do not have to be sorry for it at all! I love hearing different opinions from people because it really helps me understand things better. Also, they were really interesting and fun to read!

[milfhunterryan]

And, second of all, we all know the actual Rin would never say something to someone, intentionally wanting to hurt them *i think*. What he said just clearly showed that he was FORCING himself to say something mean and snarky, to seem like he didnt care about Haru. Which by default leeds me to believe that Rin does truly care about him... He just wants to push Haru away, now that *in his terms* he can finally move on with his life and not have to think about beating Haru anymore.

Yeah, I definitely agree with all of this! It isn’t that he doesn’t care about Haru, it is just that he has connected all of these harmful and bad ideas with Haru as the symbol that he wants out of his life so that he can move on and be free. If he was being purposefully harmful, it would of been less about making Haru feel bad, but more that this is the way that he can sever the ties to these nightmares that have been harming his mind. Rin does care about Haru, but he has pushed all of his feelings down in order to feed to his superiority complex of being better and uncaring toward everyone to “better himself”, that he has lost who he once was. This is what hurts Haru the most. He cares about his friends so much and the idea that he has truly lost Rin is what scares him.