#pastelsmutterings

[darklepastels]

DarklePastels is DarkkPastels

was trying something and mucked shit up. Gotta wait 24 hrs to change shit back

[darklepastels]

Happy Thirty!

I look back at my twenties and think,

Glad that's fucking over.

[darklepastels]

2000 posts!

[darklepastels]

Dear all the 12 lab tech jobs I've applied to,

I'm a lowly undergrad, I know I don't have an official degree as of yet, but, please hire me. Your minimum requirement of a High School Diploma and have laboratory experience outside of a class room preferably which I have.

I'm not sure how else you expect people to have experience outside a classroom, else what you're really asking for is someone whose 40+ years old because they were luck to have been old enough to get lab experience without as many industry constraints as there are now.

I don't ask much, just job skills to learn and a chance of escaping retail hell.

[darklepastels]

I've never maintained a following of anything. 100 readers for Stardust with 22 chapters. I am so grateful and appreciative of all of them and their dedication in keeping up with the story <3

I will admit.

Its been a struggle writing after chapters 15&16. Plotting by the seat of my pants truth be told! I had a basic outline for this story, but, not only has the plot evolved and changed since the initial penning; I'm experiencing the reality of writing the 23rd chapter versus imagining it three years ago. Looking back and re-reading older chapters, plotting anxiety(on top of life) paralyzes my writing. I'm scared of confusing my readers and plot holes (which i'm sure I have). So if you're waiting for a chapter, its because I want the plot to make sense and keeping all the strings together. A chapter will be posted, but it will be slower.

[darklepastels]

Thank you @superbeeny and everyone who got me to 50 reblogs!