#patentyd

[myxtorturedxheart]

" i was wondering when you'd wake up. " ( siobhan @ sarah )

"Shit. How long was I out?" Waking up in a hospital bed was always unpleasant, but when she didn't know how she got there this time, it had her worried. "S, what happened? Is everyone else okay?"

[cfgodsandmonsters]

“ you’ll know if it’s over. ”  ( wynonna @ doc )

* 𝐑𝐀𝐖  ( 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟔. ) prompts -- accepting !

Her answer gives him hope, if only a flicker, the first bit of it he's felt in weeks. His throat tightened; if he'd needed to breathe, it would've been a struggle. Wynonna has always taken his breath away. He wasn't sure if this was mercy or cruelty, though. To give him hope that this wasn't over, that they weren't over, despite the fact that she hadn't looked him in the eye in days. “ I trust you will do me that kindness, at least. ” It comes out more bitter than he intended, unable to fully hide his hurt.

[myxtorturedxheart]

“Nah, it’s not that bad. I’ve had worse.” ( siobhan @ sarah )

"It still looks pretty bad, mum." Sarah frowned, as she looked over Siobhan's wounds. "Are you sure I don't need to call Delphine?"

[emctionalsupportgoat]

"Look at you, you're so cute!" ( Nina )

“BAAAAAAAAH!”

the little goat spun around, tail waggity wagging, blue collar and bell tinkling  .  he’d just finished having a bath  !  his fur coat shiny, soft to touch  .   he’d behaved himself, and had been given a treat  .  now he was just excited to show off how squeaky clean he was  !

“BAAAH!”

gentle bonk to nina’s shin, he sniffed the air, smelling waffles  !   should they go find the source  ?  

[cfgodsandmonsters]

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜ ( Wynonna @ Doc )

He wants to tell her that he would never, but the gnawing hunger that consumes his every waking moment stills his tongue, freezing the words in his throat. He can't hide the pain in his gaze as he meets hers. It's only for a moment, though -- he can't hold her gaze, not when she's saying this to him. It feels like an admission that his soul is truly damned. "Wynonna -- " It's all he's able to get out before his voice fails him.

It was getting harder and harder to convince himself that he'd gotten what he'd wanted.

[careol]

@patentyd said: what would you do without me? ( hotch )

               she   looks   down   at   the   coffee   with   a   hint   of   a   smile.      they’re   running   on   three   hours   sleep,   maybe,   and   already   working   another   case.      they   had   gotten   in   from   new   york   last   night,   and   now   there   was   an   urgent   request   for   the   bau’s   help   in   minnesota.      several   bodies   had   been   discovered   along   a   trail   in   the   pine   island   state   forest,   all   in   various   stages   of   decay.      what   had   them   reaching   out   to   the   bau?      the   bodies   had   been   dismembered.      when   carol   had   gotten   the   call,   she’d   had   to   rush   to   the   airport   and   hadn’t   had   the   time   to   get   herself   a   coffee   which   was   desperately   needed.      it   appears   though   that   their   captain   had   thought   ahead.

               ❝   probably   be   at   peace,   honestly.   ❞      said   in   a   joking   manner   as   he   takes   the   seat   across   from   her.      ❝   if   it   weren’t   for   you   i’d   still   be   happily   asleep,   enjoying   the   comforts   of   my   king   size   bed.   ❞

[careol]

@patentyd said: i'm not leaving your side. ( hotch )

               carol   doesn’t   know   where   she   would   be   without   the   bau.      after   the   tragedy   that   had   been   her   early   twenties,   she   had   worked   nonstop   to   get   to   this   point.      all   the   way   from   beat   cop   to   the   behavioral   analysis   unit,   it   had   been   quite   a   journey   thus   far.      every   day   is   different,   there   are   highs   and   lows.      when   they   catch   the   unsub,   when   they   save   a   life…      those   are   the   good   things.      the   hard   part   is   losing   people,   having   to   deliver   that   tragic   news   to   the   families.      for   carol,   it’s   always   the   hardest   when   it   involves   children.      it’s   her   specialty,   but   it   never   gets   easier   having   to   tell   a   parent   that   their   child   was   gone.

               today   had   been   one   of   those   days.      the   case   was   wrapped,   they   caught   the   unsub…      but   not   before   losing   the   child   they’d   been   searching   for.      there   were   tears   in   her   eyes   as   she   stood   off   to   the   side,   trying   desperately   to   hold   it   together   when   she   felt   a   presence   next   to   her.      her   initial   response   had   been   dismissal,   the   classic   i’m   fine,   don’t   worry.      that’s   the   shitty   part   about   working   with   profilers,   they   know   when   you’re   lying.      it’s   been   how   many   years   since   sophia,   and   she   still   feels   that   ache   as   strong   as   the   day   it   happened.      she   never   talks   about   it,   never   says   her   name…      it’s   just   too   difficult   even   now.      apparently   it’s   understood,   as   bau   leader   speaks   and   declares   he’s   not   leaving   her   side.

               ❝   i   just   need   a   minute…      i   know   we   need   to   head   to   the   airport   to   get   back   to   quantico,   i   just…      i   need   to   collect   myself.   ❞

[roseguided-arch]

@patentyd ASKED,  ‘ 𝒊 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖. ’ ( 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒚 @ 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒆 )

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 , 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 bellamy. he says words she’s wanted to hear for so long , but as he says them she feels a tightening inside her chest. like her throat might close up. like something bad will happen if she lets herself be even the slightest bit happy—for once, maybe , clarke deserves something. she’s always putting other people before her , sacrificing her soul & so much more to ensure those around her are taken care of. ( even when she does what is needed for survival some of them damn her. they curse her , they resent her , & apart of clarke will hate that part of it. but, isn’t it worth it if those you love are alive & well ? ) ; a shaky breath leaves the woman’s lips as she turns. turns , lifts her head , & allows blue hues brimming with tears to look at him. his expression , his big brown eyes . . . how clarke yearns to wrap her arms around him. ❛ bellamy, ❜ clarke began in as even a tone as she found manage. hands ball & unball themselves to get rid of rising anxieties. ❛ do you mean it ? ❜ clarke has to ask, but she feels something completely different inside. ❛ really mean it . . how do you mean it ? because i couldn’t take you saying that & me misunderstanding your intention. ❜ i need you too & i need you to need me the way i want.