False Awakening. Awakening from a Dream.
Geez. I'm writing again. Sarreh. I'm here to blog about my dreams. Literally DREAMS. For all y'knw I love every scene of my dream. I love dreaming. It makes me relax. But these passed few days, I'm starting to get confuse. Thought of "It will soon kill me" thingy in my mind. Why? I hate the dream called FALSE AWAKENING. How was that? I'm dreaming that I'm already awake. I thought I was already doing chores. Going to the bathroom, washing my face then you'll notice something's wrong then snap! You're still dreaming! After that, you'll go to thr bathroom again then somethings wrong again and then snap! You're still dreaming. It was too hard to wake up! T.T really! (Teka, magttagalog nako) Promise! Hindi mo alam kung gising kana talga. i have to slap mu face pa 2 times para lang malaman na gising na ba tlga ako at hindi na weird ang lahat. Pero MAHIRAP TALAGA. -__- yung ayaw mong malate, gusto mona tlgang gumising pero yung Panaginip mo yung dahilan talaga. 😭 Siguro ganun feeling ng mga nacocoma. Meron pa! Yung alam mo nananaginip ka at kailangan mong gisingin ang sarili mo. Pinakamahirap to e! Pati mga tao sa panaginip ko kinakausap ko as if naman magigising nila ako. Sumosobra na naman ako sa pageexamine ng sarili ko -__- Totoo, kinausap ko sila. Sabi ko "Uyy! Alam mo bang nananaginip lang ako? Gisingin moko! Kelangan kong gumising!!!!!! Gisingin moko!!!" Ganun. Tas sumisigaw ako. Pero walang lumalabas na boses. Tas parang may nakapatong sa ulo ko. Ang sakit. Ambigat sa ulo. Tas lagi ko dinadasal ang OUR FATHER para lang magising ako. Sympre effective! Unti unti parang naglalight pagkamanhid ng ulo ko. Tas paggising na talaga ako magssign of the cross at magpapaThankyou na nagising ako. Pero yung tibok ng puso ko sobrang bilia. Tas ramdam kong yung pressure sa ulo at tenga ko. 😭 Ayoko na nun. Mahirap. Mahirap gumising. I might end up na di na magising. Or I MIGHT END UP, END UP. -___-