Sorry for going MIA
It’s been a very trying week. Started last week with my guilt for working on Shabbat. I’m a realtor, I was showing homes….it was for a good cause, for someone who needs a home immediately…their rental house is being auctioned off….but I know that would’ve never been a good enough excuse…so as I worked on Shabbat (both Friday and all day Saturday), all I could think about was my guilt (um…not sure why because I am not Jewish yet)…and how I wanted to at least try to observe… Same thing happened on Rosh Hashanah. This Shabbat is different. My youngest daughter, to whom I showed a few videos to, including Shalom Sesame…is now interested. She said she will help me to prepare for Shabbat (what’s even more funny is how she says it correctly…like a natural 😊)…is told her we cannot fully observe because I’m not sure of everything I need to do…I do not have anything like candles or stick holders….and I do not have separate pots/pans, utensils/cooking utensils, or dishes to keep Kosher…or the ingredients to make challah…. But we can at least try to somewhat observe…I told her no technology, well, for now, not unless it’s related to Shabbat. She liked watching the videos I pulled up on YouTube, she watched about 4 of them and asked to see more so I feel like she’s like me with this…she woke up this morning, wished everyone Shabbat Shalom. She’s so silly 😊 Class begins Sunday at 6pm….I’m praying this isn’t one of the “turn aways” and no one be there….because I’m driving 30 mins out of my way and paying for tolls…. Nonetheless, I’m so excited, still…maybe even more excited….!