#patryst

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She was sad and lonely, and messed up when you first saw her. Smoking cigarettes heavily and drowning her self with the thoughts of her wrecked up friends; wishing there was this person brave enough to walk into her life and finally sees the good in her, make her love life, hold her with warmth and have the patience to stay.

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Catch my dreams, will ya

So, if you're following me on twitter or instagram, you may already know that i got a new ink last Sept. 13, 2013.

Just excuse my oh-so-cute grad pic from the background

Why dream catcher?

It looks cool. Hahahaha kidding aside, i am always fascinated with the ability that dream catchers have. They filter dreams, block the bad ones and allow the good ones. Just like what I want to be able to do with myself. Block negative thoughts and dreams while having the positive ones to pass through.

How long did you suffer?

Hahahahaha about 3 hours with smoke breaks in between the whole session.

Did it hurt?

The outline was bearable while the shading was agony. Imagine 15 fucking needles piercing back and forth through your skin all at the same time. And believe me when i say, rib tattoos are way more painful than getting an ink on other parts of your body. (click to see tattoo pain scale)

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No love is perfect, especially not ours. It isn’t a fairy tale or a movie and it doesn’t always come our way. We fight and we argue a lot, even in the smallest of things. You make me feel like shit sometimes and you always bring out the worst in me. But you’re the one who also understand all my bullshits, forgive my mistakes and sees through my imperfections. The love we have for each other is bigger than the small differences we have. And that’s what keeps me going.

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Mother's Day

Sa totoo lang, wala talaga kong balak gawan ang nanay ko ng appreciation post para ngayong araw. Hindi dahil sa tarantado talaga kong anak at walang pakialam sa kanya kahit sa napaka-importanteng araw na 'to pero dahil masyadong mainstream (weh). Hahahaha. Hindi man kasi ako palaging nagsasabi sa kanya ng I love you, pero alam kong alam niya un. Di naman nasusukat ang pagmamahal mo sa isang tao sa mga surpresa o regalo. 

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Random things on my mind right now: 1. Gotta have a new tatt before the summer ends 2. How I hate goodbyes 3. Still in the “to transfer uni or not” process 3. Neon Trees discography in the morning is the best 4. Starving yet to lazy to get up 5. How I suck at blogging

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Random to. Ako kasi talaga ung tipo ng taong pag nagmahal (naks) e literal na lahat kayang gawin para sa taong un. Handa na kasi talaga kong iwan ung UST e. Willing na ko igive up ung course ko atsaka mga kaibigan ko dun. Para lahat sa kanya. Para mapalapit sa kung saan nasan siya. Pero minsan talaga di ko maiwasan na magalangan e. Lalo na sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Baka mamaya, pagsisihan ko lang sa huli.

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What I have with you is worth it. It’s worth every lonely night, every tear I cry from missing you, every sermon I acquire just to be with you, every failing grades, every laugh, every sleepless night and every pain I feel from not having you close to me everyday. It’s worth it because you are my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only you. No matter how painful distance can be some times, not having you in my life would be worse. I love you in every way imaginable.♥

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10 Rfs

Physically speaking, I have a high pain threshold. I love riding in extreme rides I’ve never been out of the country I’m a forever CHAIR (Chuck/Blair) shipper!!!! I eat a lot. Swear totoo yan. Kung kilala mo talaga ko, alam mong super takaw ko. Hahahahahaha Currently inlove with Cara Delevingne. Your arguments are invalid. Willing to change my course and school for the one I love. After graduation, hopefully I will be able to pursue a second degree. (AB Journalism) My current desktop wallpaper is Lana fucking del Rey. I’m a sucker for those whose fields of interest are in philo, arts, lit and films.