Rants would sometimes occupy the first hours of the day. Dark side of things prevailing and it continued for months now. I thought I was stuck in the dark, the light was hidden somewhere inside me. I tried to search it, chase after it, spend days dragging my feet to face each day without a certain light. I was not in touch with my deeper self, not so aware of the things happening around me. I missed my old self ; one who used to see the joy in the smallest of things and who always live life in a sunshine, one who always break into smiles to outthrow every pain and frowns of life. Positivity was once so immanent in me before, I didn’t need to search deeper to find it.
Until the twist of fate hits me just this morning, I found my inner peace once again and I never want to let go of it again. I was in the midst of things in this world, so astrayed in the world of young adults trying to get their life together, but despite it all, I felt a calm in my heart. I got to my inner peace once again by realizing that I was already there.
Savor this early morning serenity, I hope it would be every day.