Oct 18, 2015
pavidae replied to your post:if anyone makes me a promo i will kiss u
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HERE COME THE KISSES
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pavidae replied to your post:if anyone makes me a promo i will kiss u
im on it
HERE COME THE KISSES
pavidae replied to your post: [ trying to type ‘jesus christ’ o...
jesus hot sauce chris cake
[ i laughed harder than i will admit ]
& @pavidae asked for a brain ‘dablage’ starter on skype
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. that’s all he IS. he can’t even remember what day it is. he feels so STUPID. not remembering the day or the month meant he didn’t remember the time. didn’t remember that ashley would be home soon. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID. he doesn’t even hear the lock click or the door open. SO STUPID. YOU’RE SO FUCKING STUPID. why can’t he just remember the day?
“You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.
“What do you want me to say?”
Matt didn’t yell it, or even put any venom or heat behind the words. It barely qualified as a question. Just a statement on the futility of...everything. Him and Ash, him and...his life, his future. What future? He almost wanted to ask, but then he remembered he wasn’t saying his words aloud. They just echoed in his empty tin of a mind.
There was nothing over the line for a few seconds, not even breathing. But Ashley said nothing.
He hung up the phone and lay back down to stare at the cracked ceiling above him. He wondered if he laid here long enough, for years, centuries even, if it would collapse on him. Bury him under the foundation that used to contain so much life within it. Or maybe he’d just take a mallet and skip the wait to be buried alive. It would be fitting.
happy headcanons: ash going 2 matt's game and she has no IDEA what the fuck is going on because she doesnt do SPORTS but shes his loudest cheerleader and afterwards she runs up to him and just starts gushing abt how gr9 he is and how cool that was and wOW MATT YOURE AWESOME
!!!! pl eASE
and matt knows she had no idea what’s going on but he can hear her all the way from the stands and he’s blushing under his helmet and smiling like and idiot bc yup, that’s definitely ash
slurred words oh my god
"Ashley is the absolute best. I cannot even brag about her enough. So cute and UGH SMART. Don't let the whole loner vibe, she is probably the best friend anyone could have. And she's also soooo pretty. Not that she will listen when you tell her. Ugh, she can be stubborn. But I adore her to pieces."
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[ >|> smash ] i know it’s like 2 am [ >|> smash ] ugh god i’m sorry [ >|> smash ] but i can’t sleep and i guess i’m hoping you’re still up? [ >|> smash ] even mike is out and snoring and god i just keep thinking [ >|> smash ] pls distract me