#paw.txt

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This is beautiful. "If people are mean to me its cuz theyre jealous i get nepo baby benefits to post my racist slop". I love writing a book where the only one of the only major ppl of color are named Almost The Exonym of An Ethnic Group and another is violent as shit compared to the delicate white people in the book. Amd then getting mad when people make fun of prose. Oh but look at them they posted about being frustrated they dont have nepo baby money to publish their shit. Heh. It gives me the same catharsis as when i see someone being lonely, a complitly normal comparison to make cuz i understand what its like to have ny art judged by its perceived merits and not my parents money. Which is also why i throw giant massive baby fits over people not liking my racist bullshit and smile when they have out of network artist problems.

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loving shugo chara in 2018? more likely than you think

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Many times a person will try to make trans men feel better about our vulvas by repeating homophobic rhetoric about anal sex

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I relate a lot to Laios. Monsters are so coolsies. I love pokemon and spec bio and zoology and veterinary information and the likes. So many people who like Laios' character hate him tho including Kui who trapped him in hell at the end kf the series. "Guy who lkves monsters and exploring and eating food has to be forever a bit hungry and has to gets to rule over a kingdom and he never sees another living monster again." If Kui was smarter she would have made him suicidal. And also wouldnt have just left the demi human stuff sitting in the air. Or written a story where a guy becoming king is a prize for completing the story. Kr hell like major detterant that made Laios drag his feet until it was resolved, and by resolvedni mean he says no

I actually think shes makes characters casually mean for comedic relief so much it comes off as the party all kinda hating each other if you read it earnestly. Marcille n Laios are the biggest victims of this, and it turns Chilchuck from snarky to a genuinely unpleasent person, but cuz its like, jokes beyond just things characters say to each other, like its jokes to help the audience laugh not to say something about the characters, I dont think of them as like actual character moments or at least try not to.

Also Labru shippers i love you but can we stop making Laios a zoophile. It is really weird. "No hes a tetraphile-" im gonna stop you right there. I already and not a fan of how tetraphiles will just casually drop animal genetalia onto things that are vaugely human shaped but animal brained (which could mean nothing). The dungeon meshi monsters, save for like, Wjnged Lion and Marcilles Girlfriend, are all animals. Wakt i just remebered the sirens and got made that yall never have him get horny for the human shaled ones its alwaus the ones that are animals and have animal biologies and brains. Please stop making him some kinda zoophile cuz hes in nuerotypical world and is a furry. YOU are weird for that. You are closer to how you characterize Laios then canon Laios is. Canon Laios has a favorite food and its cheesecake.

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Thots:

Ive wanted to make an artlang with a noun case system where the two cases give a word some vauge but evocative connotations. The inspiration stems from how one can say "a cottage in the forest" or "a cabin in the woods" and get different imagery, as the classoc (to me) example. I wanna make an artlang where you would use the same words but different cases to get that same vibe outta words. Btw i know cabin/cottage and forest/woods have actual differences between them and are not a pair of synonyms, I am reffering to the connotations these similar phrases have.

Anyways my current idea is having a hot-cold gender, along with a nueter gender that also acts as the dictionary definition, where hot denotes... high temperatures... warm colors (closer to magenta)... and some more abstract stuff like being together, communal, or paired up, along with things like being extroverted and lively. Inversely cold is low temperatures, cool colors (closer to cyan), being solitary, indivualistic/unique, being introverted and death.

Something being hot or cold is not a negative or positive thing. Except for maybe like. Death. Its suppose to be a shared bank of themes the user can draw from to get abstract about the qualities of something or how they feel about it. Like id imagine a person describing a home as hot cuz its where people live, but refer to their childhood home as cold cuz they have a rough relationshil with their parents, or dont like their childhood room, or it was a rural home in an isolated location.

I like the vauge uses these cases could have but i haaate cold and hot. They feel so dumb. I wouldnt mind dropping that theme for something MUCH more abstract. I debated doing solar and lunar but, it felt like i was assigning traits to the sun and moon rather than using a descriptive set of words.

Dgmw im assigning traits to something being hot and something being cold that dont need to be there (like cold = indivualism snd hot = communalism isnt horrible, but its still like, the act of being cold? Yeah that reminds me of Being A Singular Thing) but its at least not as loaded as The Sun is a Thing of Life cuz the moon also has that trait, just not for humans, and going "the moon (solar case)" to talk about how the moon being the moon is good for the tides irks me on a deeper level then saying like, "arctic water (hot) is teeming with life und the surface".

Also the moons not alone it follows the earth, and making a solar be the one about being alone is dumb to me too cuz places that are hot have more people like a campsite or the equator.

Anyways, if you have a suggestion thats more abstract then hot and cold that can still have some flexibility (assigning traits not directly related to that theme back to it in a way that doesnt feel like "someone has to have it") please tell me okay bye.

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If people are to be beleived about the nature of the tadc final episode, then that would mean people have been headcanoning a man who gets special treatment for being a man whose major character trait is being rude shonen bully style, whose backstory is making some other women go crazy cjuz hes a selfish dick head, as a trans woman. Also like 80% of his merch is being embarrased in a maid outfit 😬

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I havent been drawing much cuz ive been playing a lotta elden ring and when im not doing that im either watching other people play elden ring or studying. Its been helpful tho cuz ive been trying to decide how my omen tarnished oc would work.

I dont think there are any tarnished who are omens? I think this is cuz they are killed outside of leyndell for the most part, and the game has them grow to very large seizes so they wouldnt make good tarnished/npcs based on player models, which is weird cuz the hornsent dont do the same. I hc this as being a either manifestation of negative feelings about being omens, like maybe if they were in a place that loved them theyd look more like Jori

OR omens who are that smaller size tend to be the biggest victims of the omenkillers/perfumers/maybe other omens n what not? We do have the sanguine nobles. And theyre fairly player sized. Plus Jori has that chub brigade he can summon.

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Anyone who tries to elevate the "congrats on your ethnostate" acnh tweet to anything other than a completly silly joke is on the same level as "People are Slave Trading Raymond my Comfort Character" and there is no wiggle room or well actually or nuance you are the same level of stupid, sheltered, unserious, and racist as the people who coopter irl suffering to be sad about video game characters becuase when you call people with all deer or all pink or all cat islands eugencist you are coopting irl suffering to be sad about video game characters.