Jun 9
How it feels to sit at 4am whispering to myself because I can't sleep;
Sleep is horrifying, not in the I'm scared to go too sleep but the I'm scared of being unable to sleep.
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How it feels to sit at 4am whispering to myself because I can't sleep;
Sleep is horrifying, not in the I'm scared to go too sleep but the I'm scared of being unable to sleep.
Love
Do I have the right to hope for someone that'll love me some day? Longing for someone seems pointless. I care for them deeply and I hope it's mutual. But I don't want to hope too much in case all this hope is for nothing. They're someone I genuinely want to know everything about. To sit in a random field stargazing in the middle of the night and to talk, to have someone to talk to about everything, free of judgement and mutual trust. Am I allowed to hope for such a person? Do I even have the right to love even if it's not reciprocated? Do I have a right to love someone deeply so much so they teach me the true nature of love.
WHY IS MY EX EVIL, WHY IS HE IN HIS VILLAIN ARC
I hate sharing stuff about myself on the internet but it feels like yelling out to an empty ocean but I don't want everyone to know because of who can know or find out about who I really am. But it's easier than talking to people because then someone actually pays attention.
''Would you love me if I was a worm?'' I think that's the wrong question I think ''Would you love me if I died via mildly raunchy tree and a creature possessed my body and attempted to live my life?'' is a more appropriate question.