Dec 15, 2017
Torn between being a dick sucking thot and finding me a husband.
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Torn between being a dick sucking thot and finding me a husband.
I'm 👌🏾 this close to just acting like nigga. Like yea you ugly, you don't interest me, but you're warm so let's fuck then ghost you. Then when Rashid and Tyler don't answer come back like woooooow really? Then get mad like why don't you trust me? Saying I'm different knowing damn well I'm not. Hell, I only come back cause I know I can get again, not because I like being around you. Yea I lied about that. Making you feel like an idiot and have conflicting issues with yourself while I'm trying to slide with your friend. How dare you be stuck up after you learn your worth that I stepped on? You think you too good now? You didn't mean nothing to me anyway.
Men just infuriate me to no damn end.
I've been bleeding non stop for 4 months I want to kill myself.
What the hell is going on. A school that I considered going to just contacted me about student conduct and all that and I'm looking like woa woa I dont even go here? I told the lady way back during the summer that I'm going to the school I'm going to now. I haven't taken any classes, I haven't been contacted at all about anything, here it is 430 in the morning, what is this? Im not sure what theyre charging for if i havent done anything. I'm scared that the school I was going to at home is still holding out for me, I told them I was moving and didn't register for any classes or filled out the financial aid for the next year. Idk if I owe them anything, and I don't want to ask cause then that'll make them start hunting for it. Like fuck I don't even know if I want to go to the school I'm going to now anymore. This boy is in his feelings getting on my nerves. I'm low on funds like I have enough for rent but how am I gonna scrape up for the rest. I haven't been working cause I got my wisdom teeth out and idk when or if they're gonna give me more hours. I've been contemplating getting a second job but idk if I can even handle it. My mom's like a second job for what? The same reason why you have multiple jobs, more money. I'm not going to ask for hand outs, cause then I'm inclined to pay it back I just rather...fuck furniture I still have to live in between then. I don't make thousands of dollars for existing. My mom's been ignoring me and treating me like I'm just the biggest problem to her. I get it, I'm out of the house there's no reason to think about me, but that doesn't mean let me drown some sort of just verbal advice would be nice. It's not like I'm asking for money or anything, just asking what the fuck do I do. The only thing I can do as of now is let the day pass but money and bills don't give a ball about time. Throw me into acid.
*unblocks number just in case you and other girl don't work out knowing I shouldn't be treated like a second option* I'm weak and stupid. I'll admit it.
"Just do what makes you happy! Don't you have any interests?"
I like decomposing into my bed.
See...i low key avoid MJ because I know once I watch one video I'll go into a 3 week spiral and not watching anything else, being the happiest I'll ever be in this life watching the same videos I've seen 900 times still cheesing thinking "Dere he Go! Dats my boi!" Having to emerge back into civilization like some sort of a rat after ive been in a sewer for 9 months.
See y'all in June then!
I haven't been able to ride anyone else's dick like I did his...it was great.