180 in M. Butterfly
Hey everyone! It seems a bit unreal to me that we have just finished reading the last book of the year. I truly enjoyed reading M. Butterfly because in such an engaging way, it has presented us very important ideas to think about—ideas that are reflective of personal as well as global views. In relation to the rest of the books we have read this year, it strikes me how the texts are mostly written in the form of storytelling. Whether it is Gallimard telling his story in prison, or Lily retelling a story of her regretful past in The Snow Flower and the Secret Fan, I feel that the reason why the texts are so engaging is because the protagonists are the ones to their own stories. On that note, I find it interesting how Gallimard’s attitude towards the beginning and the end of the play shifts. In scene 3 of act 1, when explaining the thoughts that go through his mind, Gallimard says, “Alone in this cell, I sit night after night, watching our story play through my head, always searching for a new ending, one which redeems my honor, where she returns at last to my arms” (4). Accordingly, besides his dislike towards the way in which he and Song have departed, Gallimard feels that his respect from others has been lost. Therefore, the only way to “redeem” or retrieve his respect is for Song to return to him. However, in scene 3 of act 3, Gallimard states, “I’ve played out the events of my life night after night, always searching for a new ending to my story, one where I leave this cell and return forever to my Butterfly’s arms” (91). After being confronted with the truth that Song is a man, Gallimard realizes that it is Butterfly, not Song, whom he has been in love with. Consequently, Gallimard goes from wanting the story to end “where she returns at last to my arms,” to “where I... return forever to my Butterfly’s arms,” which goes to show that he is the one in need of Butterfly’s love.







